Look Wider, Post Thirteen

Hey everyone...

My post is a bit early today, but I have my reasons... I just finished watching this program called 'My Big Decision' and the one that I watched today was all about Liposuction (most probably spelt wrong) and tummy tucks n shizz... I just thought that it was horrible that a girl of size 12 felt that she had to have liposuction in order to feel better about herself... I mean... yeah ok... I can't really talk... cos I think I'm big... even though I'm a size 8/10... and I do try and get thinner... by going to the gym and shizz like that... But I wouldn't ever think that surgery is the answer... I think it's disgusting!!! Just think back to the days before all this shitty surgery stuff came about... everyone then had to live with what they got!!! I mean, yeah, if it's for some kind of medical reason then plastic surgery is fine... because it's more about being healthy in a way that you can't help... But having it to get rid of all your fat, I think, is a total waste of time, and money!!! I'd much rather spend £5ooo or whatever on something useful!!! Lol...

He's just tried talking to me... but it was a very short lived conversation!!! He started it though... maybe we're getting somewhere??? Or maybe he just had noone else to talk to...??? I dunno... But I didn't go to the gym today... Was too busy doing my coursework... Which I stopped doing now because I got bored... I'll do some more tomorrow!!! :) I'm feeling quite sad that our conversations have stopped... :( It's upsetting... because we used to talk like ALL the time... Well... I say all the time... it was more like constantly talking for a week or so, and then we stopped... and then a coupla weeks later we started again... But it's been ages this time since we stopped speaking... :( Well speaking properly anyway... :( Although I once asked him if he'd noticed that we got close and then drifted apart and he said no... So I'm thinking that maybe men don't seem to notice that kind of thing??? Ahh well... I suppose I gotta live with it Innit???

I didn't watch a movie last night... I didn't quite realise how late it was... so I just decided to go to bed :) the stupid internet stopped working anyway... so it was a good job that I posted when I did!!! :)

At some point I really need to print out these blogs and put them in my Look Wider folder... Or my Diary... Or both...!

Hiiiiiiiiii Amber!!! Haven't said hey in a while!!! :)

Hiiii Munch... (I assume that you'll be reading this, because Amber is at your house... and she reads everyday...???)

It's soooo stupid... I have really achey muscles atm... But I haven't actually done anything that warrents achey muscles?! I think I might be sleeping awkwardly or something??? Does that work???

:O Vikki had to go into the hospital!!!! She's alright though I think... She apparently got poked and prodded a lot... But yeahh... I hope she's alright anyway...

>:( Don't you just hate being jealous of other people??? I don't like it... But it happens... Like right now... Well... Actually... this has been going on for a few months now... But I'm just kinda dealing with it... I'm not gonna go into much more detail than that... I'm hoping that now I've written about it a little bit that it might just go away... but we'll wait and see what happens!!!

Ooooo... I know that it's almost certain that he won't be reading this... but... WELL DONE LIAM!!!!! :D It's fabby that you passed your exams :D

Y'know what... I really wish I was more interesting... that way more people will talk to me... Even my bestest friends... :( They get bored of me a lot it seems... Hmmm... Now how can you make yourself more interesting??? Hmmmm *thinks*

Bloody hell...

I don't even know what I wrote that for!!!

Anyways... I'm gonna stop yabbering now... And do something else... Like watch another documentary on BBC iPlayer :D

Love you all

Mwah...x