Look Wider, Post Fourteen

Hey all! :)

Well I've had a rather good day... even though I've done nothing other than watch 2 movies and watch stuff on iPlayer all day!!! I'd normally be bored... But if I'm honest with you, I just loved having the house to myself :) It was a bit of a relief after being with my sisters all the time!!! Mum and the other two went to Horseworld... Mum actually asked if I wanted to come!!! HA!!! Horseworld?! I've never been into that sorta stuff... It bores me tbh... And spending a day with my sisters, and having nowhere to go if they piss me off... well... it was a definate NO!!!!

But still... I have the house to myself for most of Friday too... That's because Rebecca is going round to her friends house and Mum is taking Jennifer and a few of her friends ice-skating... I was gonna go ice-skating with Munch... but Munch doesn't do that kinda thing... And I couldn't think of anyone else... So I just said I'd stay here and let Jennifer have 2 more friends... Aren't I just lovely?! :p

I suppose I'd actually have to get on with my coursework though... because next week I'm not going to be able to... Sleepover and results and camping!!! Woah!!! Lol... Ahh well... should be Funtimes... Then the week after BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! I honestly cannot wait to get back to normality... I hate the holidays... Well one week is enough... and 2 weeks at Easter is ok because of Gang Show... but the summer is sooooooo long!!! And my family NEVER goes on family holidays... Never... Well... not since like 2006... and that one was a disaster... It was the first one since Rebecca was born... Which was when I was 4!!! That was a while ago!!! Haha...

I actually think I fucked up my wrist again earlier... it does this weird thing and it's really painful... It happens at work quite often really... When I'm moving files about... I think I might just have weak wrists!!! =/

I really hope I go to Lincoln this weekend... I think it would be a great break away from this house!!! Might help things a little bit... I hope anyway...

Hiiiii Josh :D

Bloody hell... My hand is shaking soooooooooo much.... :( It's really weird...

OhEmGee... I got really insulted today... It upset me quite a lot actually... I'm not gonna share what was said... because... I just don't want to... but yeahh... just thought I'd let you know! :p I'm a very sensitive person actually... I get quite upset about the tinyest little thing that's slightly not nice about me... A bit of a baby really... But I just don't like being insulted... I suppose noone does... it hurts me the most when people insult me about the way I look... because tbh... you can't help how you look... I mean... people who are disabled can't help it... so whyy do other people make fun of them??? It's the same with looks... I can't help how I look, you can't help how you look...

Anyway... Rant over...

My hand is still shaking... =/ :(

I'm starting to get a headache... I think I need a cuppa... :D

Or turn a light on... cos it's rather dark in here...

That's better... :) I can see now!!! :D

Haha... Josh... Thinkin I'd say yes to tidying his room!!! Haha!!! :p

Hmmmm.....

I painted my nails today...

Dunno whyy the hell I felt the need to write that... But I did... so you can now see how wonderfully interesting my life is...

I know I said yesterday (I think it was in my blog) that I wanna change... I've been thinking about it a lot today... and I've come up with some ways... But I'm not gonna say them... cos if I fail then you'll never know... :)

Anyways you smelly lot... I'm gonna finish watchin this program... 'Young, Dumb, and Living Off Mum' It's rather interesting... Quite horrifying too... that a 25 year old is having tantrums about working!!! Haaa!!! I Work for pizza's sake!!! If I work how can a 25 year old moan that she's too young and shit!!! Haaaa!!!

Right, I'm definately gonna go now...

I love you all

Mwah...x