Ok, so I'm writing a bit earlier than normal today but I'm going out at 7.30... And I also need to write some stuff about how I felt when I was at the gym today...
I saw him again. (for those who don't know what I'm on about, don't worry) And from what I saw he was trying to avoid me. Which is fine. I didn't really have much to say to him anyway, but my sister poked him and he was like 'Oh hi, I didn't see you', which he so obviously had done. I was kinda like 'Oh hey'. I didn't wanna see him tbh. I knew he was in because his car was in the car park, in it's normal spot... As soon as I saw it I'd been like 'Oh great'. He said 'You alright? Been in the gym?' I mumbled 'Yeah' (this is turning into a story... I'm sorry!) Then I was like 'Oh, I gotta go, can I have a hug?' Don't ask whyy, I suppose I like being close to him. I could tell what he wanted by the way he was lookin at me... (I was wearin my shorts) But things were awkward so yeahh... And we were in the reception area, so he couldn't say much to me anyway...
I don't know whyy I let myself fall for it really... I know he doesn't really like me... it's just an act... because I know what he wants... Although I won't give it to him... It just fucks me up everytime I see him... Because I feel... Oh, I don't even know... I just like being with him...
Anyway... I'm now completely confused...
Urmm...
Don't have much else to say really... Other than Hii to everyone...
Love you all
Mwah...x
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