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OMG - sooooo bored!!! :(

I only woke up an hour ago.. but sooo bored... have nothing really to do! :L :(

Had prom last week... was AMAZING! :D Had an awesome time with my wifey! :) Everyone looked amazing! :) Wanna do it all over again!!!! :)

Urgh... other than that - I don't really have all that much to say...

Ohh, actually - Was my first day of PROPER work yesterday... :) Like in the shop serving customers and stuff... Was MEGA nervous to start off with... but it's pretty easy...! :) I just need to learn about all of the products and where everything is... that's the hard bit... Cos people come up and ask for the sticks with the blue bits on the end!!! Cos that's helpful!!! :L Ahh well... I'll get there eventually :)

Anyways - other than that... I've not got anything to say!!!! How boring is life atm?! :L Lol... Ahh well... Work experience next week... :) That'll be good!!! :D

Loveyou all
Mwah..x

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Wow - well it's been rather a while since my last post hasn't it?! :L

I have a very good excuse though.... I'm year 11... it's hard work! :L :p I'm nearly finished with all my exams now though... only have 2 more left this week, and then that's it... Then it's just a case of sitting around and doing nothing until I go to India! That's VERY soon - and I still have £500 to raise! :-/ in ONE month... woops! :-/ I'll be finee... :)

My exams are all going pretty well tbh, I've not come out of any of them thinking 'shit, I failed'... I think I've done ok in most of them... Hopefully the results will confirm that thought! :) We get them in about 2 months from now... So it's not too bad... although I do REALLY wanna know now!!! It's a bit of a pain having to wait for them... I wanna know NOW! :L

Well, a FUCK load of stuff has happened to me since the last post - Had my cast off for one.. my arm looked HILARIOUS! It was stick thin (thinner than normal anyway) and it was SOOO weak! I had to have physio a few times - to get the movement and the strength back - although it still isn't as good as it used to be... and it's been like 3 months since I had it off.. Ahh well... I'm gonna end up with arthiritus in it when I'm older... Woopwoop... :(

Gang Show. Well, that was FUCKING AMAZING!!!! The best week of the year so far methinks... It was AWESOME... I helped out on 'get in' weekend - getting the theatre ready for the show and everything - I learnt a lot about how everything is done and stuff... and how much actually goes in to getting everything ready... It's LOADS actually... it's a lot more work than you'd think - it made me appreciate what's been done! :) And it's the same with the scenery painting that I'd done too - cos every other year it just appeared and I'd never really put any thought into how much time and effort goes into making and painting it... A lot! But yeah - Gang Show week was amazing - the shows were all fantastic - and the Saturday night was VERY emotional... we were pretty much all in tears on stage... I had a very red face cos I was crying lots! :p Haha - that night though was a veryyy good night for me - I 'met' someone, who is now VERY special to me... but will explain about that laters! :)

I have a job now... I work at the Lakeland store in Cheltenham! :) Very good place there, nice colleagues and good pay... good general ethos really... So far I've only been to 2 trainings... but the store opens in a coupla weeks - I'm really looking forward to working there and everything - gonna be a really good experience - and obvs looking forward to getting lotsa money! :p

Right - Men... well... i sayyy men :p Bergonzi - we got back together, but he was cheating again... so I broke up with him... And yeahh... That was a few weeks ago now...

I've just got together with Mark <3 Most amazing person EVER to be born! We're like completely perfect... :) Other than the fact that he buggered off to America for 2 months... leaving me all by myself! Haa... Nahh, he was gonna be going before we met at GS, so yeah... When he gets back from america and i get back from India everything is going to be AWESOME! :) Lotsa loves ;) :p lol

Anyways - you lot are all probably bored now of reading about the last coupla months without blogs... I'm gonna be trying to write more regularly now school work has stopped and everything - so look forward to lots of updates :)

Lots of loves <3

Mwahh..x

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Wow... I've not written for a long time!!! Ahh well... I suppose I'd better update everybody... Thats if anyone actually bothers to look on here anymore...

I suppose I've just been completely bogged down with DT coursework... SHIT... I've just remembered I need to learn my German coursework... for Tuesday... :-/ Ahh well...

Well... tbh... I don't actually have a lot to say...

So I'm not gonna bother... Comment if you'd actually like me to write properly... :)

Loveyou all

Mwah... x

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Well....
I suppose you want an update...

Since my last actual post quite a bit has happened... I've broken my wrist for one!!! We were walking down Robinswood Hill and I slipped on some mud... I landed on my wrist and cracked it! Managed to walk down the rest of it with help from Ed... he'd put my arm in a sling cos it was sooooo painful! I had mud all over my arse and my hands! Was disgusting!!! But yeahh... Dickie came from Explorers to pick me up and take me to the hospital/home... Seeing as we were close to home Dickie dropped me off there and then dad took me to A&E... God I looked stupid in there! Covered in mud and in a reflective jacket and everything!!! Lol... :) Ahh well... After 2 hours of waiting I saw a nurse who gave me some paracetamol and then she said I needed to see a doctor and have an x-ray... that took another 2 hours!!! Finally I got home at like half 1 in the morning... with my arm in a sling and a support for my wrist... I was quite glad about the fact that I had my free texts though... I liked having people keep me company... until midnight... lol...

That was the Tuesday... The Thursday I had to go to tthe fracture clinic... That was when I got a bloody cast for 6 weeks!!! Urgh... Felt like crying!!! It meant I couldn't do the Cotswold Marathon because it can't get wet or sweaty... :( I was gutted... But I was still involved with the event cos I did checkpoint 7 with George, Matt, Vicky and Lucy... :) Wasn't bad... although I wasn't much use with one arm lol!

Since having the cast I've found everything so hard!!! Even getting dressed is hard... At least I can make a cuppa by myself :p

Saturday night I went to the cinema with Josh and Matt... we saw Young in Revolt... I think that's what it was called... It was a rather funny film :)
Sunday I spent the day at Gang Show... like normal :)

Monday I just slept really... didn't do a lot....

Yesterday I went into town with Passey and Matt... It was quite funny actually... I learnt quite a lot about boys and shopping... :p

Today I've done my German coursework... Done half a geog paper and tidyed my bedroom :) Gang show in a bit... :)

I miss Callum! :(

Anyways... I'm bored of writing now...

Speak soon...

Love you all

Mwah..x

BRITNEY SPEARS LYRICS - Dear Diary

BRITNEY SPEARS LYRICS - Dear Diary: "Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends"

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Heyy folks...

I've not written for 2 weeks... :O

Wow... I've been 16 for 2 weeks... Awesome :D

I honestly don't have a lot to say... not a lot has really been happening..

Had some cake at school on the 18th... :)

Done a coupla walks with Passey, Perkins and Ashley... Marathon is next weekend!!! :-D I CAN DO IT! Last weeks walk was actually really good :) We had a few debates :p

Hmmm... What else is there to say???

Oooo... I got an A in a geog test I did last week... :) 2 marks off an A*!!! Sooooo gutted about the 2 marks... but soo happy about the A... Hense whyy I keep saying I CAN DO IT.... cos that made me believe I can... :) Cos it worked! :D Woop woop... :D

Anyways...

I'm bored of writing now... I think it'll end up being that I don't write a lot now for the next few months cos not a lot is gonna be happening that I can write about... It'll get quite boring for you reading all the same stuff over and over again... :-/

Tell you what.. I can't wait to get back to Explorers... I miss my Ryan!!! :( And the other guys too I suppose... but I miss Ryan lots!!! :(

Loveyou Ry!!!

Anyways... (again)

I suppose I'd better go off and find something a lot more worthwhile... Like.... Urrrr.... Drinking tea :D

Cya

Love You all

Mwah...x

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BIRTHDAY!!!

Just a quick little update for you all... Last night I told him... The guy I like... He doesn't feel the same... He said he hated saying that cos it's my birthday... but I don't mind... I can enjoy my birthday without thinking about it... I do feel better for telling him mind...

We're gonna still be friends... Hopefully nothing will be different... But I can't tell that until I next see him..

Just thought I'd let you know... In case you were wondering...

I'll write soon

Loveyouall

Mwah..x