Look Wider, Post Twenty-Six

Hello World :)

I had a bit of a crap day today... :-/

Started off by Mum shouting at me cos I took like half an hour to get outta bed... Tbh, that's good for me!! Spesh in the hols!!! And I was ready in like an hour... It's not all bad...

We went to Cribbs... I knew what was gonna happen... It was gonna end up that someone would want something, and there would be arguments and then we'd all go home in a foul mood... Well aren't I just an amazing fortune teller!!! :p

But yeah... Dad ended up in some stress.... after many arguments between the two of us... And stormed off to the car... so we had to follow...

THEN.... on the way home... after picking up the tent and my sleeping bag from Amber's house... some stupid cunt decided to try and push his way out in front of us when he really shouldn't've... and Dad didn't let him, but he ended up behind us... and tried to be intimidating by being right up close to our car... then when Dad stopped the bugger went into the back of us!!! >:( Stupid cunt... I was like thanks a bunch you prick... Now you've got Dad in even more of a piss and Mum was angry too... There was no damage thank god... otherwise there would've been more of a shouting match!!! Dad got this other guy's reg. number, but the guy drove off... so yeah... then Dad went over to this man who was havin a fag outside his house to see if he'd seen it... Dad was making a massive fuss...
I was useful though, because it was just us in the middle of the road, at some traffic lights... just stopped... I was like 'Mum , put the Hazard Warning Lights on so people don't think we're just being awkward!!!' So yeahh!!! Get me!!! :)
Anyways, it just so happened that some Police Women drove up behind us, stopped and asked if we'd broken down... And then Dad went off on another rant to the Police!!! :/
At least I was making Mum laugh in the car by making sarcastic comments and saying 'funny' things :)

There must be something about me being in the right place at the right time regarding the emergency services... Because when I came off of my bike in Year 7 on the way to school an Ambulance was driving past and stopped for me!!! Then today the Police just happened to pull up behind :) Get me!!! :p

Haha...

Anyway... Dad seems to be okish atm... he's looking at phones on Amazon for me... and I think he's gonna buy it... :) Cos mine is in REAL need of replacing... It just decides to randomly turn off, or not allow me to talk to other people on the phone cos they can't hear me... >:( It's very annoying, cos people think I'm ignoring them!!! :(

So yeah... Maybe today is looking up :)

Not that there's much left of it...

I smell toast... Doesn't smelling toast make you want toast??? It does for me... And fresh doughnuts... I'm always buying them in town cos I smell them and want one!!! And vinegar...???

Yeahh... I'm odd... :-/

I've done a couple more of those edits... but I haven't put them on FB yet... I'm gonna put more on when I've done a lot more :) They are fun :D

I've lost my iPod... Does anyone know where it is?! :p

Anyways.... I'm going to go and have some toast... I don't have much more to say really... Just that...

I love you all...

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty-Five

Hello All :D

I'm soooo tired!!! :-/ We didn't even do very much... Well.. we walked to Cranham and back!!! From some place in the middle of nowhere... We also walked to Sheepscombe and back yday... To go to pubs!!! Haha... aren't we cool!!! :) It was a rather long walk...
I had Harry led on top of me today... and I woke up to his ugly face this morning... But I love my Harry really... :p

We were very good actually... We didn't make a lot of noise or anything... And yeahh... Although Harry was rather disgusting... :p... But that's nothing new... :)

Ohmylife... I am actually RIDICULOUSLY tired right now... I hate to think how tired the others are gonna be tomorrow!!

OhMyDaiis... Mark... You've been demoted down to #3 in my stalkers list thing... Will B is #1, Munch is #2, and you're #3!!! :(

I'm hungry too.. I've eaten sooooo much food this weekend, but I'm hungry now... I really don't understand...

I smell of smoke too... Not cigarette smoke... Campfire smoke... :) But tbh you can't really go camping and not smell of smoke...

I don't have a lot to say that I can actually put on here... It's a bit gutting really... :(

Who remembers Percy the Park Keeper??? <33

Right then... it's like 20 minutes past the hour of 9 in the PM and I am rather knackered... So I think I'm just gonna stop writing and sit here... And not move...

Actually, I think I'll get up, go get a cuppa, then come back and just sit here and not move :)

GOOD PLAN :D

Y'know what I plan waaaaayyyy too much!!! Anyway... I said I'm gonna shut up... Soo yeahh..

Night all!!! :D

I Love you

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty-Four

Well peoples... This is going to have to be short... Cos I forgot that I had to write this, and it's nearly time for me to go... So lets see how much I can write in 5 mins... :-/

Probably not a lot...

I had a strange dream last night... It was about me going to France with my sister and her friend and I got arrested by the police... :-/ I can't remember whyy though...

I've done quite a few picture edit things... :) Cos I'm cool! :)

3 mins...

Urmm... well I'm all packed, obvs... Food's ready... :D Lots of junk!!! And 2 bottles of coke... Big ones... The others are having some booze I think... So I had to bring summit of my own... :) I have a horrible feelin that there are no toilets at this place??? Hmm... I hope so!!!

Anyways.... I'd better be off... I'll speak to you all tomorrow dearies :)

I Love You All.

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty-Three

Blog Time :)

Well it was a bit of a sad day today... Not like terribly upsetting... But 2 of the gym personal trainer people were leaving!!! The two good ones as well!!! :( Bye bye Tad and Mark!!! x

Urmmm...

I burned my foot today... I spilt some boiling water from the kettle on my foot... :( Making tea is dangerous people!!! :(

I think there's a burgaler/burgler in the house... downstairs... I can hear noises... Ahh well.. :p

I have a question for you all... I'm only meant to be writing this for a month... But I wanna know if you all want me to keep it going after the month is up??? The last one would be September 7th... Whatdya think peoples??? Lemme know! :)

He wasn't at the gym today :D

I've been a little bit creative today actually... I've been editing pictures using Paint (very simple I know, but my other program kept freezing... Personally I'm rather warm in this room... Ah...ha..ha... :-p) They've been rather good. :p They are on my facebook.. and there's more to come :) They take a while to do... But it's something to do...

I GOT PAID TODAY!!! I HAVE MONIES!!! :D

Then I went and spent £10 of it on food and drink for this weekend... I'm going camping with Harry, Carys, Vikki and Amber :) Gonna be funtimes :) xx

Hmm... what else to say...???

Oooooo, tomorrow my post will be written and posted before 3 o'clock... as that's the time I'm toddling off to some campsite :D So it'll be short... But Sunday's will probably be rather long... I hope so anyway... Cos my posts are getting too short for my liking... :(

Anyways... I've runned outta things to babble about...

Heyy Josh... Damn... nearly called you Joshypoo again... :-/

Hiii Mark :)

Hello Amber <33

Bonjour Ryan... :D

Guten Tag Vikki.

Hola to anybody else :D :p

I love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty-Two

It's weird writing twenty!!! Ahaha



Well, got my results today... I did alright...



Maths Module 2 - A

Geography DME - A

RS Shortcourse - B

Physics - B

Biology - B

Chemistry - C



So yeahh... I did ok... I think all my friends did better than me... I know it's not about the other people... But it does make you feel a little sad...



What makes me even more upset is the fact that I have had NO like 'well done' or anything from Mum or Dad...!!!! That upsets me quite a lot... :(



Ooo... need a cuppa :)



Baaack :)



Whyy is it that whenever I play truth or dare I'm always dared to flash my boobs?! (or lack of them...)

Talking of boobs... OhMyDaiis... My bloody little sister has bigger boobs than me!!! :'(



Woops... I just forgot who's reading this right now!!! Haha... sorry boiis! :p



Hiii Markkk :D You are freakin' amazing :D



Hello Josh.... I had an urge to call you Joshypoo then... =/



ooo... I went to the gym today.... after I'd been to work... And he was there... not in the actual gym... in the back bit... and I didn't see him for a lot of the time I was there... I knew he was there, cos his car was there... But I hadn't seen him... Then I went out to the computers, and guess who walks out of the room next to where I was... Yeahh... you've got it!!! He was like 'you alright' I said yeah, but he didn't believe me so he said 'you sure' YES!!! Well... I wasnt but that's not the point... after that he goes, 'I'm gonna go talk to my mate' and walked off!!!

I then text him saying something and you'll never guess what he text back with...??



Sorry, who is this, I lost some of my numbers...



FORFUCKSSAKES!!!! He's said that to me the last THREE times I've texted him!!! I'm like save my number you bloody prick!!! >:(



Hmmm... I've runned outtta shit to babble about... and Ryan is being impatient... :P



Hi Rylie btw :)



Love you all.



Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty-One

(8) My Life Would Suck Without You (8)

^^^ That is what I'm saying to all my amazing friends who I love so much... and it's so totally true... I love you guys, you know who you are <33


I've lost my voice... Well not totally... I know where it is... But it's not working properly... All horrible and croaky!!! I normally sound awful singing, but this is soooo bad!!! Lol!!! :(

Right I have a bit of a moan to make... But I need to write it down otherwise I'll end up saying it to his face... and that's not a good idea!!! But yeah... I was sat down at dinner with my family earlier as 'normal'... Oh, slightly off topic.. my jaw is still really annoying me!!! Anyway, yeah... and we were havin a bit of a laugh... cos my mood hadn't worn off from the sleepover... (my funny, say random shit mood... not a bad mood) And my Dad is such a pooface... He didn't want us to have a bit of fun obvs, cos he just told us to shut up and eat... I was a good girl though, just looked away and counted to 10 in my head before I moved or said anything again... That man pisses me off sooo much...

Rather like this keyboard is right now... It's taking me sooo long to type cos it's sooo sticky :(

I apologise (that spelling doesn't look right...?) that last night the spaces in my post were ginormous (also spelt wrong)... I blame Munch's taplop.

(8) She's so lucky, she's a star, but she cry cry cries in the lonely hours thinkin, if there's nothin missin in my life then whyy do these tears come at night? (8)

^^^ Love that song :)

Mark, cos you mean something to me :) xx

Raaaarrrgggghhhh to Ryan... :)

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Josh :D

Hi sleepover pals :D <33

Ooohh... I still remember from last night... Sophie, Amber, Munch, Vikki, Carys door...



Well I think that's it anyway... =/

OhMyDaiis... Last night we were being pervved on by the gays/chavs!!! (I can't remember... Amber's place is full of interesting people :p) :O... one of them actually had a camera in his hand and it was soooo obvious... But when Nicky shouted across they reckoned it was a fag... Yeahh right... It was soooo obvs not!!! Stupid people!!!

We got all 6 of us in the 4 man tent... I'll just say it was VERY cosy!!! It's a good job we love each other really... Sophie nearly suffocated me, and Munch was pushing me out of the door with her feet... She was Fushing me!!! :p (personal joke :L)

Yeahh... look at this diagram, then you'll understand whyy I was being pushed outta the door... :)

Guyys... please don't be offended by the RUBBISH computer drawing... although, Munch... it's a perfect pic of you :D







Well... I said the quality was poor... I actually didn't... I tell the most hideous lies... But yeahh... It's BAD drawing :p

The writing says: From left to right: Vikki, Munch, Sophie, Amber, Carys. I'm the one across the bottom.

I keep wanting to spell across 'accross'!!! Bloody hell!!!

Anyways... I would like my Dad to download Spotify, so I'm going to stop writing now...

I love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twenty

Heyy there!!! :D



I'm at the sleepover right now... The others are going mental... I'm not gonna say what's happening, and what's going to happen... Because it's not really worthy of publishing on the internet... It involves rather a lot of alcohol though...



Munch and Carys are singing 'Let's go fly a kite'... Vikki is taking pictures... Amber is making THE MOST noise coming up and down the stairs, it's ridiculous!!! It's cos they're redecorating the house, and there's no carpet, so there's like lots of noise being made!!! Lol...



I'm being a bit anti-social at the moment, cos they're dishing out the booze... I'm the sensible one!!! I'm looking out for them... As soon as I turn 17 I need to learn how to drive, because as soon as Sophie (the youngest out of us 6) turns 18, they're gonna need me in the nightclubs, and they're gonna need me to be 'taxi'... I don't mind really, cos I love my friends, and I'll look out for them, because I'm lovely... :)



Brrrrrrrr... It's rather chilly sat here by the door... I suppose that my cuppa will warm me up... Oohhhh how cool am I... the rest of them with their booze, and me with my tea!!! :D Lol... I don't mind... I'm never gonna get pissed. Ever... I hate the stuff... People keep asking me whyy I don't drink and stuff, and I'm like it's because I don't like the taste, and I don't like what it does to people... I don't like the angry, drunk people... I hate it... My friends are funny when they're drunk, but I'm quite happy to just be sober and look after them... I dunno what they'd do to be honest...



This is what I need to remember.



Sophie.

Amber.

Vikki.

Munch.

Carys is in the door...



It already stinks of alcohol in here... Not looking forward to the smell in the tent...



I'm sorry to all those people who are reading this thinking how the hell can you not like alcohol... but yeahh... experience. And the taste is revolting.



Oh, how I love the smell of tea!!! Lool...!!! Brrr... it's still cold!!! Might go get my hoodie... Speak in a second stinkers.



Back... With my lovely, warm hoodie :D



They're now in the kitchen mixing orange and larger... Ohh dear!!! :p



If anyone walked in now, they'd think that I was a bloody outcast!!!



I can't remember if I said this the other day, but I printed out all of the blogs that I'd written and stuck them all in my diary... It like DOUBLED the size of my diary!!! Haha!!!



(8) I GOTTA FEELIN, THAT TONIGHT'S GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT!!! (8)



^^^^ But I'll be the only one that'll remember it!!! :p



Did you lot know that I can't read red on the computer?! It hurts my eyes and head soooo much that I can't read!!! Lol!!! I only said that because I just changed the colour of those lyrics... Haha... I'm cool...



I saw him at the gym again today... It was SOOO bloody obvious that he was avoiding me... I'd gotten off of one of the machine things... he did wave at me and smiled... I smiled, but I don't think he saw... then I went to get the keys off of Mum... (I just wrote 'Munch' there for some reason) and he so OBVIOUSLY avoided me by going all the way round to talk to someone else... I was like Fucks Sake!!! :'( I kinda had a go at him the other day, cos I texted him sayin sorry that I'd gone offline cos my internet had broken... And he text back saying that he didn't have my number and who was it... I said who I was and said 'so you deleted my number then' he said 'no, i lost all my numbers'.. By this point it was obvious that he'd deleted it, cos he said the week before that he'd lost all his numbers... Grrr... Bloody hell... It would've been better to just say yes...



Oh god, Sophie's only had one bottle and is already falling over!!! Haha!!! :p



Ooo, text from Josh... Hi Josh!!!



Hiiiiii Ryan!!! I know you're reading this...



Hiiii Vikki, Amber, Munch, Sophie and Carys... :D



Cinderella says hi to Mark :D



Oooooo... I need to go and have my picture taken already...!!! A group picture is being done... We haven't had one since the wedding... and that was MAY!!! Be right back smellies :D



Back... for about a minute... Then I've got to have a picture taken with the other 5... I already have flashes in my eyes...!!!

The internet just lost connection, and I can't remember what I wrote... Ohh yes..

(8) BOOM BOOM POW (8)

Dance tiiiime :D

Anyways my dears... I suppose I'd better go and socialise... :D

I love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Nineteen

I think I spelt 'nineteen' wrong???

Actually... I think it's right...

Ohh I don't know...

I broke 3 nails today!!! :(

I'm really sorry but I'm not really in a writing mood today... I'm not in a bad mood... I just actually have nothing to say... which is really weird, cos I always have something to say... a bit disapointing really...

Oh bugger, I might not be able to write tomorrow... Well... I dunno... Going to a sleepover at Amber's... our traditional one... Dunno if I'll be able to borrow the laptop for 10 minutes or so while I natter... No idea... So yeahh, might natter tomorrow, might not.

Mark... I take back what I said last night about changing... It's not going so well...

Two of the personal trainers are leaving this week. :'( Mark and Tad... :( They're like the only ones that I like... Mike is alright... And we used to have Scott.... but now we're havin a new one... I hope he's nice... But I'm sad that Mark and Tad are leaving :'(

My fucking jaw is killing me. :(

Now someone asked for a mention today... But I'm not sure that they should get it... Hmmm... :p

Maybe I will... Hi Ryan. I miss youuu!!! Sorry I'm shit. Ly xxx

Whyy the fuck does it feel like I'm losing everyone close to me???

I'm goin now.

Bye.

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Eighteen

Hiii People :D

I'm home now :(

Don't you find it weird that whenever you go somewhere the journey there seems sooooo much longer than the journey back home again??? I find that happens all the time... Like it seemed like it took FOREVER to get to Lincoln... but it seemed like an hour getting back... Strange!!!

:( My jaw keeps clicking... It's REALLY painful and annoying... I was eating a Maccy D's on the way home earlier and every time I chewed my jaw clicked!!! :( It's sooo annoying :( Is it meant to be like that or not??

OMG... I don't know HOW I've lasted... But I'm drinking my 2nd cuppa since friday night... :O I didn't have one ALL of Saturday, and only had one from Maccy D's on the way home today... Now drinking another one because I had MAJOR caffine withdrawral!!!!

Oooo I have a new friend :D I think I said that before actually...

OhEmGee... Ben is a FUNNY driver!!! He makes me chuckle... although it's still rather scary at the same time... And I mean scary from my point of view... not anyone elses... I don't really like going over 60mph... but that's me...

We went to Skeggy today :D Had lovely FRESH donughnuts and slushpuppies and we went in the arcade and the beach and the pier and crazy golf and I WON! :D Heehee... (only by one... which isn't very impressive... but I still won!!!) And yeahh... but then we had to go home cos Ben wanted to watch the cricket... but we missed it... and had to listen to it!!! Lol... as soon as we got home he just left us in the car, went straight inside and turned on the TV!!! Haha!!!

Anyways... I said to Josh that this was going to be a long blog... But... I have to stop like now because my Mummmy wants me to go to bed... :( And I'm gutted cos my frees stop in 45 minutes :'(

Ahh well... that is life :(

In that case I must love you all and leave you...

so niiiiight...

I love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Seventeen

Woops... I'm a bit late for yesterdays blog... Only like 58 minutes late though... But I'm not too bothered... cos I haven't slept yet, so technically it's still today... although really today is tomorrow... and I'm actually talking bullshit right now!!! :p

Well we woke up normal time... quite early actually for Ben :p And then we gotted up... I met Ben's mummy... she was SCARY!!! I'm not gonna say what happened... But it was rather awkward... :( But yeah... then we all had showers and shizz like that... Then we went into Lincoln Town :) We walked up the BIIIIIIIG STEEEEEP hill to get to the Cathedral... I sawed the Lincoln Imp... We walked down the BIIIIIIG STEEEEP hill to get back to the bottom... Then we had Eskimoo milkshakes :) It's exactly like Crazy Shakes... But called Eskimoo.. :) Haha... :D Oooo... I forgotted... before going to the Cathedral we went to some pub place or something... I'runno... but we had a nice meal... I DIDN'T HAVE CHEESEBURGER AND CHIPS!!! :D I had ham, egg and chips... :p... So maybe I might be safe from turning into a cheeseburger... :)

This party tonight was really funny... They didn't actually get drunk... and they all talked to me... Not a lot obvs, cos they didn't know me... Ben's friend Dale was the one that talked to me the most... (other than Rach)... He was nice :) Gotted me a glass of water cos I had a headache... Not because I'm a wimp and can't stand parties... But because I haven't had ONE cup of tea today!!!!!! I don't actually know how I've lasted... =/ But I didn't have one!!! :-/ I dunno if I should be worried or not!!! :p But yeahh... We also played THE longest game of Eye Spy EVER... It was like 4 and a half hours or something like that!!! It was a VERY good game actually... I was just sat there quietly laughing away though, cos my head felt like it would actually explode :( Which is shit...!!! I was lookin forward to it!!! :( Ahh well.. I'm sure there will be a next time...

I don't know whether to add some of those new people on Facebook... or should I leave it to them to add me.... I think I'll let them add me if they want to... :)

Anyyways... We're off to sleeps now... Skegness tomorrow :D

Love you all...

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Sixteen

Hey all!!! I'm In LIIIIIINCOOLLNN!!! :D

:D

It didn't take us long to get here... Not really... Only like 3 hours!!! :) Mummy wasn't too happy about letting me come I don't think... But then I don't really care cos it's a weekend of pure freedom :)

I had a bit of a boring day if I'm honest with you... Woke up about 11ish... Was alone, cos Rebecca was out at her friends house... and Mum took Jennifer and her friends ice-skating... Actually, I think I wrote that yday, So I won't explain it all again... even tho I just did... Loool... But yeah... I managed to get a bit more Design coursework done... Not a lot... but a couple more sketches... :) although... I did manage to listen to about 4 hours of Jane Eyre though :D

Grrr... this taplop is getting on my nerves... I'm typing too fast for it!!! Haha... It's a MacBook too... :-/ Ohh... and blame Rach and Ben for the whole 'taplop' business... They pump this immaturness into me... :p

Haha... I love them tho :D

Ben's room is actually MAHOOOOSIVEEE!!!! Totally Giggnnnttiiccc!!! Massive TV, Massive (well double) bed... :( Jealous much!!!

Hiiii Josh!!! :) Hope you're having fun catching up!!! :p Hope you had some funtimes without texting me too! :p

Anyways... I have only 5 minutes until I have to post this, for it to count as me posting everyday... :))

I shall chatter tomorrow hopefully... Probably before the house partay :D Funfun :D

Byeeeee

I Love You ALl

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Fifteen

Guten Tag! :)

Wie Bist Du???

I think I just made that bit up... What I wanna say is 'how are you'... But I'm bollocks at German!!! Lol

I now know whyy I mentioned yesterday that I painted my nails... It's given me something to talk about today because the nail varnish I used is SHIT!! Most of it's come off already... :( What a waste of time and effort!!! :( Ohh well... I'll just have to do them again tonight :)
Funfun!!!

I'm going to Lincoln tomorrow night :) Gonna spend the weekend With Rachipoo and Ben... :) It's gonna be good to get outta the house :) And it'll be good fun... :) I think we're going to some house party on Saturday night... either that or the sinmar... Not sure yet... The house party sounds fun... But I wanna go to the sinmar... Hmmmm.... :)

My friend just posted this on her Facebook: Capricorn: mountain goat which is a striver and a loner, an ambitious, deliberate achiever and an adorable person to know. It's true that Capricorns can be bossy and self-confident in the extreme. But probe a stiff-upper-lipped Capricorn ...and you'll find there lives under all that tension and apparent angularity a sentimental and warm-hearted darling.
I'm not too sure if that's me or not... Yeah, I'm a bossy, self-confident bitch... but I don't think the rest of it is me...

I only just realised that I can change the colour of the text!!! Haha!!! :) Get me...! :p I think I have a bit more exploring to do :)

I don't have anything to do tonight... I suppose I could get on with a bit more coursework... But I'm totally stuck with my design... Cos I'm not clever enough to think of 12 different product ideas for Guiding, to be made outta wood... Or plastic... :(

Finally I'm downloading Jane Eyre!!! :) It's like 24 hours long to listen too... But it's still quicker than reading it!!! Lol!!! I'm lazy... Well actually, I tried reading it... but it's a hard book to read.. and I don't particularly like it... If I listen to it though it might be easier...??? I hope :) Massive Thankies to Sue for getting it for me :D xxxxx

Sht shit shit... :( I've lost my iPod cable thingy that plugs into the computer... :( Bugger! :( Maybe tidying my room was a completely stupid idea... Cos I can't find anything now!!! :( Awwww :(
THANK GOD I FOUND IT!!! :)

New friend on Facebook :)

Mark... :)

Right then... I suppose I'd better stop yabbering... It's taken me like 2 hours to write this!!! Stupid keyboard!!! :(

Love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Fourteen

Hey all! :)

Well I've had a rather good day... even though I've done nothing other than watch 2 movies and watch stuff on iPlayer all day!!! I'd normally be bored... But if I'm honest with you, I just loved having the house to myself :) It was a bit of a relief after being with my sisters all the time!!! Mum and the other two went to Horseworld... Mum actually asked if I wanted to come!!! HA!!! Horseworld?! I've never been into that sorta stuff... It bores me tbh... And spending a day with my sisters, and having nowhere to go if they piss me off... well... it was a definate NO!!!!

But still... I have the house to myself for most of Friday too... That's because Rebecca is going round to her friends house and Mum is taking Jennifer and a few of her friends ice-skating... I was gonna go ice-skating with Munch... but Munch doesn't do that kinda thing... And I couldn't think of anyone else... So I just said I'd stay here and let Jennifer have 2 more friends... Aren't I just lovely?! :p

I suppose I'd actually have to get on with my coursework though... because next week I'm not going to be able to... Sleepover and results and camping!!! Woah!!! Lol... Ahh well... should be Funtimes... Then the week after BACK TO SCHOOL!!!! I honestly cannot wait to get back to normality... I hate the holidays... Well one week is enough... and 2 weeks at Easter is ok because of Gang Show... but the summer is sooooooo long!!! And my family NEVER goes on family holidays... Never... Well... not since like 2006... and that one was a disaster... It was the first one since Rebecca was born... Which was when I was 4!!! That was a while ago!!! Haha...

I actually think I fucked up my wrist again earlier... it does this weird thing and it's really painful... It happens at work quite often really... When I'm moving files about... I think I might just have weak wrists!!! =/

I really hope I go to Lincoln this weekend... I think it would be a great break away from this house!!! Might help things a little bit... I hope anyway...

Hiiiii Josh :D

Bloody hell... My hand is shaking soooooooooo much.... :( It's really weird...

OhEmGee... I got really insulted today... It upset me quite a lot actually... I'm not gonna share what was said... because... I just don't want to... but yeahh... just thought I'd let you know! :p I'm a very sensitive person actually... I get quite upset about the tinyest little thing that's slightly not nice about me... A bit of a baby really... But I just don't like being insulted... I suppose noone does... it hurts me the most when people insult me about the way I look... because tbh... you can't help how you look... I mean... people who are disabled can't help it... so whyy do other people make fun of them??? It's the same with looks... I can't help how I look, you can't help how you look...

Anyway... Rant over...

My hand is still shaking... =/ :(

I'm starting to get a headache... I think I need a cuppa... :D

Or turn a light on... cos it's rather dark in here...

That's better... :) I can see now!!! :D

Haha... Josh... Thinkin I'd say yes to tidying his room!!! Haha!!! :p

Hmmmm.....

I painted my nails today...

Dunno whyy the hell I felt the need to write that... But I did... so you can now see how wonderfully interesting my life is...

I know I said yesterday (I think it was in my blog) that I wanna change... I've been thinking about it a lot today... and I've come up with some ways... But I'm not gonna say them... cos if I fail then you'll never know... :)

Anyways you smelly lot... I'm gonna finish watchin this program... 'Young, Dumb, and Living Off Mum' It's rather interesting... Quite horrifying too... that a 25 year old is having tantrums about working!!! Haaa!!! I Work for pizza's sake!!! If I work how can a 25 year old moan that she's too young and shit!!! Haaaa!!!

Right, I'm definately gonna go now...

I love you all

Mwah...x

Haircut...

What do you lot think to this haircut???

Reckon it will suit me??? Comment and let me know :)

Love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Thirteen

Hey everyone...

My post is a bit early today, but I have my reasons... I just finished watching this program called 'My Big Decision' and the one that I watched today was all about Liposuction (most probably spelt wrong) and tummy tucks n shizz... I just thought that it was horrible that a girl of size 12 felt that she had to have liposuction in order to feel better about herself... I mean... yeah ok... I can't really talk... cos I think I'm big... even though I'm a size 8/10... and I do try and get thinner... by going to the gym and shizz like that... But I wouldn't ever think that surgery is the answer... I think it's disgusting!!! Just think back to the days before all this shitty surgery stuff came about... everyone then had to live with what they got!!! I mean, yeah, if it's for some kind of medical reason then plastic surgery is fine... because it's more about being healthy in a way that you can't help... But having it to get rid of all your fat, I think, is a total waste of time, and money!!! I'd much rather spend £5ooo or whatever on something useful!!! Lol...

He's just tried talking to me... but it was a very short lived conversation!!! He started it though... maybe we're getting somewhere??? Or maybe he just had noone else to talk to...??? I dunno... But I didn't go to the gym today... Was too busy doing my coursework... Which I stopped doing now because I got bored... I'll do some more tomorrow!!! :) I'm feeling quite sad that our conversations have stopped... :( It's upsetting... because we used to talk like ALL the time... Well... I say all the time... it was more like constantly talking for a week or so, and then we stopped... and then a coupla weeks later we started again... But it's been ages this time since we stopped speaking... :( Well speaking properly anyway... :( Although I once asked him if he'd noticed that we got close and then drifted apart and he said no... So I'm thinking that maybe men don't seem to notice that kind of thing??? Ahh well... I suppose I gotta live with it Innit???

I didn't watch a movie last night... I didn't quite realise how late it was... so I just decided to go to bed :) the stupid internet stopped working anyway... so it was a good job that I posted when I did!!! :)

At some point I really need to print out these blogs and put them in my Look Wider folder... Or my Diary... Or both...!

Hiiiiiiiiii Amber!!! Haven't said hey in a while!!! :)

Hiiii Munch... (I assume that you'll be reading this, because Amber is at your house... and she reads everyday...???)

It's soooo stupid... I have really achey muscles atm... But I haven't actually done anything that warrents achey muscles?! I think I might be sleeping awkwardly or something??? Does that work???

:O Vikki had to go into the hospital!!!! She's alright though I think... She apparently got poked and prodded a lot... But yeahh... I hope she's alright anyway...

>:( Don't you just hate being jealous of other people??? I don't like it... But it happens... Like right now... Well... Actually... this has been going on for a few months now... But I'm just kinda dealing with it... I'm not gonna go into much more detail than that... I'm hoping that now I've written about it a little bit that it might just go away... but we'll wait and see what happens!!!

Ooooo... I know that it's almost certain that he won't be reading this... but... WELL DONE LIAM!!!!! :D It's fabby that you passed your exams :D

Y'know what... I really wish I was more interesting... that way more people will talk to me... Even my bestest friends... :( They get bored of me a lot it seems... Hmmm... Now how can you make yourself more interesting??? Hmmmm *thinks*

Bloody hell...

I don't even know what I wrote that for!!!

Anyways... I'm gonna stop yabbering now... And do something else... Like watch another documentary on BBC iPlayer :D

Love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Twelve

Hello again!!! :)

Howar you all today???

I'm alright... All bunged up though, because I cleaned my room today... and in some places it was rather dusty!!! But it was worth it... I love cleaning my room when I'm in the right mood for it!!! I love finding all the old bits and bobs that bring back memories too! :)

I'm a weird human being!!!

I honestly don't have a lot to say today... I haven't really had any feelings that I need to share, because I zone out when I'm cleaning!!! And I was singing loudly again... Although today I think I was in tune :) It was Britney again!!! :D

Oops I Did It Again!!! :D

:p

Oooo... It's 17 days until I can legally date again!!! :p Not that I'm counting or anything... There isn't anyone atm tho tbh... Just take it as it comes!!! :)

I found some more nice lyrics last night... But I cba to type them...

Hiiii Josh :) Sorry for being shit the last coupla days!!!

Hello Mark... I honestly cannot wait to move in with you!!! ;)

I think I'm gonna watch a movie or something :)

Love you all

Mwah...x

Lyrics

Just wanted to post these lyrics...

Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you...

You might be able to guess whyy they mean something to me...

Look Wider, Post Eleven

Hello All! :)

Well, you'll be pleased to know that I'm in a much better mood today... It's because I haven't been at home if I'm honest with you... Living here stresses me out quite a lot it seems... :(
Shouldn' really be able to say that about your own home... =/

I did have a better day though... We had our 2nd GS Car Boot Sale... Made like £62... which isn't amazing... But I'm just gonna be happy that we made some more money... Money that we didn't have in the first place :) It's like the Half Full Half Empty thing...

I also realised that I can actually say that I'm friends with Will now... :) I couldn't say that before... but we get on well... So he's my friend :) :p

Me and Mark seem to be quite amazing... We can have 3 different conversations... in 3 different places... and not get confused, or run outta things to talk about... We are quite clever ;)

Hello Josh... :)

OhMyDays!!! We had to have the Police at our carboot today!!! Someone had tried breaking into the GS container, and left some tools there (stupid people!) And yeahh... Callum's mum's boyf (or something) is a Policeman and came down to have a look... (he was off-duty) and then he phoned his policey friends, and they came down lookin all important, and took some notes... And then said 'noone touch'... although I already had, because this was before we noticed the attempted break-in...

*tea break*

Back... :)

Urmm... what was I saying???

Ohh yess... :)

So yeahh... I told the Police woman that I'd touched it and she said they might have to take my fingerprints... But when the SOCO man came (he wasn't in a white coat, me and Will were gutted!) he said that there wasn't much he could do... blah blah blah... So it was a waste of excitement really... Although we are VERY pleased that the people didn't manage to get in... Jerry would've murdered someone! :p

I'm gonna try and change btw... The shitty me... I dunno how well it's gonna work... But I'ma have a try... Probs won't happen till I leave this house... But wish me luck anyway!

Hummmm.... La la la...

Woops... singing and typing... Doesn't go well... =/ :p

SOPHIE HAS A BOYF :D :D :D :D

Ooooo... I'm SOOO pleased with the comments I got back from people today about my cakes'n'things :) They seem to be impressed with it all :D SamSam is a happy bunny... :D

Bloody hell... I'm such a selfish git... :(

I'm gonna goooo now... :) Lotsa LOUD singing needs to be done :D

Get the earplugs out!!! ;)

Love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Ten

Whyy Hello Again People!

I'm extremely sorry about not posting anything yesterday... The man that is supposedly my father decided to be completely unnecessary and take off the interweb... :( But fear not!!! I am so totally committed that I wrote one anyway (On Word) and then copied it across today.. Just because I know that you'd love to find out about my rather hectic life...

Right then... On to today...

Woke up at about... urmm... 11... fell back to sleeps for half an hour... then woke up at 12... I decided that it was probably time for me to get outta bed... So... Had some brunch... Dad came home from walking the dog and then it all went wrong...

Me and Rebecca played scrabble, but she was getting annoyed cos she's gotten really stroppy with me recently... That was alright... but then Dad decided to butt into things... He really didn't need to get involved... He just wants to pick a fight with me I swear...
Then, after all of this, I found my stupid sisters have been stealing my cake ingredients... again... >:( Yeahh... it doesn't sound that important... But when you're trying to make lots of cakes to be able to sell... when you have to buy the ingredients with the fiver you have left to last till the end of the month... it's VERY annoying to find people eating them!!!! >:(

GRRRR FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( Argh!

Y'know what... I CANNOT WAIT until I can leave this bloody house... I actually cannot wait... I'm fed up of it... :(

I'm sooooo sorry people... I'm sure I'll give up with this whole thing in a few days... It's just this blog seems to be the only way to let every little bit of my anger out... That or something will be done... =/

Ohh... I went for a walk today too... 2 hours it was... Didn't know where I was going... but Sue had suggested it to me yesterday... So I tried it... And it seemed to work... I just kinda walked... everywhere... Sat down for a bit to read... But I soon realised I'd sat in a bloody ants nest... So I moved... and didn't find anywhere else to sit... So just kept walking!!!

I had a compliment from Tj yesterday... He said that my blog could be made into a book... =/ I'm not too sure... but it was nice all the same :) So thankies Tj :)

Hiii Josh... :)

Hiii Mark...

Sorry you guys had nothing to read last night... Although it wasn't all that interesting...

Bummer... I need to find someone to go ice-skating with on Friday... Anyone wanna come??? :p

Haha...

Ohh FFS I'm getting stressed again... Want to get the fuck out of here...

Look Wider, Post Nine

(written 14th August, even tho it’s been posted on the 15th)

Heyy there people...

What a bad couple of days... Dad has been in such a bad mood!!! :(

OH FOR FUCKS SAKE!!! IF THAT BLOODY MAN HAS ANOTHER GO AT ME I'M GOING TO SCREAM... OR WORSE... >:(

Well, I’ve had to write this onto Word and then I’ll have to copy it onto my blog tomorrow, because that bloody arsehole of a fucking father took the internet off because I was talking to Callum trying to finalise some important things for the car boot on Sunday... FUCKING MAN!!! >:(
As you can probably tell I’m not in a very good mood. I’m actually in a very very very BAD mood. It’s that bloody man’s fault...
I was so close to seeing him again today... His car was there at the gym... But I was alright, cos he wasn’t in the gym, and he wasn’t anywhere where I could see him... So I was ok... But that freaky coffee man was there... =/ I was like shiiiiitttt!!! =/ But ohh well...
That’s about all I have to say really... I’m in such a bad mood I’ll say something bad... So I’ll just shut up... Would love someone to talk to right now though... Might text Josh...

Byee Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Eight

Well, the second post for today... I'm feeling pretty shit now... Don't wanna go out... My Dad's just got in a bloody massive piss with me again... I didn't even do anything... I told him straight out as well that I leave the dinner table before everyone else, because by the time I've finished eating an argument has usually started, and I don't wanna be dragged into it, or I don't wanna be there... So I just walk off and leave them too it... I told him that and he was like 'no, you just wanna go and talk to people on Facebook or MSN like normal.' But to be perfectly honest, it's not that I wanna go and talk to people... Because I can go without MSN and Facebook and stuff... I just like to talk to people to get my mind off of that bloody man and what he's sayin... I'd much rather be shut up in my room, away from his shouting and moaning... I seriously think that one of these days I'm gotta do something really bad... I'm not gonna publish it on here... because then you'll know more than I want you to know... But seriously... The last weekend was soooo good... Yeah, there were one or two moans, but he was nice to me... he treated me like a daughter should be treated... Like I always wanted to be treated by my Dad... And I thought that maybe... just maybe... things might be getting better... But no... it was obviously all just an act...
And I can't deal with his fucking mood changing every 5 minutes... I never know how to act around him... It does my head in... One minute he'll be perfectly fine, the next he'll be shouting his head off... It really upsets me... I wish that I could have some kind of mind-reading power... Cos that way, I'd be able to read his thoughts, and then I would know when to go away and leave him... And as much as I really don't like my sister, I hate the way that he has a go at her for handing him back the phone the other night... Rach had phoned her and Dad had answered the phone, called Jennifer and passed the phone to her... Jennifer had the conversation, and then went to give the phone back to Dad, and he had a massive go at her telling her it was 'late' and that she should be in bed... I was like 'woah, back off, she was only giving you the phone' and he then went and had a massive go at me saying that Jennifer doesn't need me to mother her!!! WTF??? I'm not mothering her, I was just telling him to back off... and all I got was shit from him for the rest of the night... >:( It really does my head in... Like I said, I'll probably end up doing something really stupid one day...

As you can probably tell... I'm not having a good day.

Look Wider, Post Seven

Ok, so I'm writing a bit earlier than normal today but I'm going out at 7.30... And I also need to write some stuff about how I felt when I was at the gym today...

I saw him again. (for those who don't know what I'm on about, don't worry) And from what I saw he was trying to avoid me. Which is fine. I didn't really have much to say to him anyway, but my sister poked him and he was like 'Oh hi, I didn't see you', which he so obviously had done. I was kinda like 'Oh hey'. I didn't wanna see him tbh. I knew he was in because his car was in the car park, in it's normal spot... As soon as I saw it I'd been like 'Oh great'. He said 'You alright? Been in the gym?' I mumbled 'Yeah' (this is turning into a story... I'm sorry!) Then I was like 'Oh, I gotta go, can I have a hug?' Don't ask whyy, I suppose I like being close to him. I could tell what he wanted by the way he was lookin at me... (I was wearin my shorts) But things were awkward so yeahh... And we were in the reception area, so he couldn't say much to me anyway...
I don't know whyy I let myself fall for it really... I know he doesn't really like me... it's just an act... because I know what he wants... Although I won't give it to him... It just fucks me up everytime I see him... Because I feel... Oh, I don't even know... I just like being with him...

Anyway... I'm now completely confused...

Urmm...

Don't have much else to say really... Other than Hii to everyone...

Love you all

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Six

FUCK IT LOST IT ALL FOR THE BLOODY SECOND TIME!!! GRRRR BLOODY COMPUTER!!!

Right then... Here we go... AGAIN!!!! Hopefully this time I won't lose it... Dunno what happened the second time... the first time I accidently closed the tab... but the second time it just disapeared... =/

Aahhh Well...

I'll know what I wanna say off by heart soonage... Even though it's in my brain anyway...

For some reason it's now making everything doublespaced... =/ Weird...!

Right then... I went to the sinmar today with Aaron, Will and Munch. We watched The Ugly Truth. It was alright... not as great as I thought it would be.. But still good... Hilarious in a coupla palces actually :) It was good to see Will and Aaron... Well... Will I haven't seen for a month... Aaron I only saw on Monday... But yeahh.. still good to see him!!!

I was a bit stupid actually today... Cos I wore my white trousers... I figured that they are actually quite seethruu cos I wore black underwear (not that you really needed to know that...) And the STUPID clouds decided to let all their water out... and the rain made my trousers go even more seethruu than what they already were!!! :(

Arwww... Now I have noone to talk to cos Josh went out... :(

Urmm... what else did I say before...???

Ohh yeahh... I said about what happened at work today... Right thenn...

Well Sandra wanted to know when everyone's birthdays are, so she could write them on the calendar (a bit late in the year really... but better late than never...) But yeahh... so she asked Mum when hers is... then me... and then I decided that I would be useful and tell her when Andy's is... cos I only know John's, Liam's, my Mum's and Andy's is... (and mine obvs... although I once forgot when my birthday was!!!) and Yeahh.. well Mum had already told her, John is her 'boy'friend... and Liam is her nephew... so I could only be helpful by telling her Andy's... so I did.. and she was like 'oooo, how did you know that? It looks like someone has got a secret admirer' I was like 'NOOOOO!!!! I just happen to know, because it's exactly a month after mine, and it's on his facebook...' I'm quite good at remembering birthdays anyway... But yeahh then Andy happened to walk in... I was like Shiiit... then Sandra said 'ooo do you talk on Facebook' I was like ohmydays!!! Yes we do, sometimes... Hardly ever actually!!! Lol... I'm never gonna live it down now... Especially since Sandra seems to think that Andy has the hots for me... He's 21 though!!! !!! Noooo!!!

Just NO!!!

Ohmylife... Doesn't it just annoy the hell outta you when you try to talk to people and they just ignore you...?! It pisses me off... Tbh, I would much rather someone say that they are busy or don't want to talk to me... It just annoys me... I also would love it if I knew where I stood with people... Like what I am... how much I should talk to them and stuff... Y'know what I mean??? It just annoys me when people assume that I know where I am in their friend rankings and stuff... I suppose I do let myself get close to people... but it's just because, I suppose I wanna feel loved... I like being close to people... I like talking to people a lot... Y'know... Just about random shit that really doesn't matter... I like it when it's like that... more of a friendship... But then there's those times when you get really close to someone for a week or so... you say some things... you think you can trust them... but then they stop talking to you for like ages... and then when you mention it to them they say 'no, i've not noticed it being any different'. That really makes me upset... and then after that things get awkward because you think that they don't care... when they might actually care... but you don't know... I suppose I don't like things changing... I don't like it when I lose people, become less close... I remember all those friendships that I used to have... and it makes me upset... I don't like losing people... Depresses me really... I mean, the new people are amazing... but those old people can never be replaced... I just wish that I could stay friends with everybody... not lose touch... or just not get close to people in the first place... but I'm a confident person... So I do talk to anybody and everybody... I suppose being confident is scary to some people... Because some people I talk to seem to get scared by me talking to them like I talk to everybody else... I don't see whyy I should treat new people different to the old people... (not age old...) I'd rather them get to know and like (or not like) the real me, rather than put on an act... Although I did read in Munch's Lad Mag once that confidence is a real turn on for guys... so maybe being confident and talkativ and shit is a good thing???

Oh fuck it I'm babbling shit again...

I would also like to say that I think I need to change... My personality I mean...

I reckon I've written enough now, and that your eyes are gonna hurt...

Mark, I'm still waiting for that thing that's gonna get me back for me scaring you! :p

I would also like to say Hiiii Amber!!! I love you so much!!! Thank you soooo much for reading my blog everyday!!! :D

I would say that to Josh and Mark too... although I'm sure they would get pretty scared and freaked out if I told them that I love them a lot... so I'll just say thanks for reading everyday :D

I appreciate it :D

Need a cuppa now... :D

Lotsa Loves

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Five

Heylooo Everyone :D

Story Time :D

Haha... Nahh, don't worry... I'm not gonna write a story... just about my day :)

I woke up!!! :D Well... my alarm woke me up... I didn't wake up outta freewill!!! God no!!! I would've slept for a while longer! :p

Yeahh... today me, Vikki and Carys went off into town... but not to do our normal townaging... ohh nooo!! To count cars and people and such like!!! :) I'm sooo happy that it was a nice day... even tho I got a tad sunburnt!!! At least I can say I've done some school work!!! :) Gotta have funtimes writing it all up now, and making it look more coursework like!!! :) Ahaha.
We weren't doing very well actually in asking people to answer our questionnaire!!! In the end we had to wonder down to where I work and ask them to answer the questions!!! :) It was rather funny actually... Cos I asked the Boss Guy what he'd like to see in the area where this car park is... and Andy butted in and said 'phitt girls' so I said; 'oh thanks a lot' and he was like 'oh, except Sam' Ahaha... :) This is the same Andy I had the dream about... which I dont' think I wrote in here... And it's gonna stay that way cos I cba to write it... and yeahh... it was rather weird... so yeahh... :p

Hiii Josh... :) I saw your new phone again today in the shop... I'm still like MEGA jealous!!! :(

Don't you just LOOOOVVVEEEE Facebook??? I found someone today that I haven't spoken to for like 3 years!!! :D And yesterday I added someone I haven't seen for 5 years!!! :D I love it! :)

Ohmylife... I'm soooo hungry right now... Mum and Jennifer were out till like 20 mins ago... and I can smell the food cooking... (dunno what it is... jacket potatoe maybe???) But yeahh... I can smell it... and it's making me even more hungry... :(

:O I just got told that me going to the gym would be like seeing 50 cent at a flower shop!!! How rude is that?! :( I go to the gym at least twice a week thank you!!! I might not do much other than running on the tredmil... but yeahh... I don't think it does me much good... but at least I try to lose a bitta weight!!!

Ooooo... going to the sinmarr tomorrow :D Going to see The Ugly Truth, with Munchipoos, Aaron and Will... Hehe... I don't think the boys will like it... cos from what I can gather it takes the piss outta men... It looks like a good laugh :D Will obvs let you know tomorrow....

(8) Everyboy tells me that I'm the luck one, and that I shoud follow you. Everybody tells me to take what I can see, and that I should fall in love. (8)

^^^^^^^ I loooooovvvvveeeee that song.... sooooo much :D Good old Declan :D (well actually, he's rather young... but shhhh!)

Ooooo... dindins is ready... I shall be back in a b-hizzle. :) xxx

Back people!!!

OhEmGee... I just looked at my feet... and... I HAVE TAN LINES!!!! :p Ahahaa!!! :D How amazing is that!!! I now have tan lines on my footsies and my arms... Slowly gettin there guys! :)

I can't remember if I wrote this the other day... I don't think I did actually... But yeah... I was at the gym in th Friday class thing I do... (because I'm too young to be in the gym on my own...) and we were playing 'cricket'... It's not real cricket obvs... But yeah... it was boys against girlies :D (girls were the best, we won!!!) And I was really good for some reason... had real power and stuff... But all the boys got scared when it was my turn... because on one of my goes I managed to whack the ball really hard into Dan's balls!!! :L It was HILARIOUS!!! :D After that whenever it was my turn he was protecting his balls... and so were all the other boys!!! Then even Tad (the personal trainer) ran from me... Cos I nearly got this other boy too :D Heehee... Watch out!!! (Josh, I know you're thinking that I'm really bad when we play that game at Explorers... but that's harder :p) Heehee... :D

Gahh to you too Munch?! :p

Right then... I realllllly need a cuppa... Withdrawal... :'(

Hope you had some funtimes reading :D

I luuurve yhoooo alllllll :D

xxxxx

Mwah...x

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I have been informed.... By the lovely Josh... that you can't comment on here if you aren't registered... How RUBBISH is that?! Well... if you aren't registered then email me comments or something?! Or just let me know! :) I like you know what you lot think :D

xxxxx

Look Wider, Post Four

It's me again!!! :)

I had a rather good start to the week this week! Went to workies this morning... Learnt about Andy's underwear... =/ and then went in to town to townage avec Aaron and Munchipoo! :) We actually didn't do anything... but it was fun... we just talked and pissed about... :D Funtimes much!!!

Me and Munch saw this little boy... (well, we saw a lot of them, but this has a story to it... I didn't just decide to tell you what we saw...) with his (I assume) mummy... :) It was a rather strange occurance really... because his name was Thomas (she kept shouting it at him... maybe she wanted the world to know??? That or he needed to be reminded every 10 seconds what his name was...) (maybe he's a goldfish...??? 'Oooh, there's a castle there') Anyway.. yeah.. so we saw this little boy called Thomas, and he was wearing a t-shirt that said... 'the great Gonzo' Well how weird was that!!! Gonzo is called Thomas :D Ohhh shhh... we found it weird... don't care about you lot :p

Ohhhh yeahhh... Munch 'mwah'ed at me today... I normally 'mwah' people when I say bye... (don't even ask... I dunno where I got it from) but yeahh... I 'mwah' and Munch a lot... but she doesn't 'mwah'... But she did today!!! It was weird!!!! :p

Munch is a bully... As is Aaron... Hi Aaron... :)

OhhMyyDayys... I cannot just believe what I read... I'm not going to write it on here... because I'll probs be very told off... But OhhEmmGee!!! =/

My Facebook is playing up!!! :( It's getting really annoying... :(

Hi Josh.... :) Hope you had funtimes at workies :p Ohh... and I think I found a phone that I might be able to get :D

I think... No actually... I don't... I never think :)

Oohhh, tomorrow should be funtimes... sitting in a car park all day... Counting... cars... :D (Y) I am looking forward to seeing Vikkipoo and Carys... but not looking forward to having to find 60 people to answer our questionnaires... if anyone would like to help by offering to do one then please say!!! :D

I really... really... really... need a cuppa... :( Be right back stinkers :)

Oh my life, I think I have actually lost the plot!!! I tried looking for a spoon... in the fridge??? =/

Oooo.... Softmints :D Ohhh noooo!!! The 'best before' date is today... That means I'm gonna HAVE to eat all of them... What a shame :D

Oh crap, they are actually REALLY addictive... =/

Half a pack gone already!!! I'd better go and ask Daddy for some more... seeing as he won't eat another 5 packs tonight!!! :p Looks like I'll be needing to go to the gym at some point! :p

Y'know what... I think that when I die (or maybe before) I'm going to become half cheeseburger, half tea... (well, it would have to be frozen tea... because you can't really walk around being tea... you can walk round being a cheeseburger though... not that I've tried it...) because that's all i'm eating and drinking atm... And diet coke... I'm such an unhealthy person!!! Cheeseburger and Chips... That's the most eaten meal this summer methinks... I spose it's my fault for not liking much else!!!

MARK COME BACK!!! :'(

Josh, you need to come online too!!!

I've decided I need a hair cut... anyone have any suggestions??? I think... (and that's given me a headache) that I should have it a bit shorter... bit more layered and have permenant blue streaks in it??? Whadya think??? Please comment :)

Woops... I may or may not have eated the whole of that packet of softmints... Be right back...

:( Dad won't give me anymore atm... I'll ask again laters :D

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging is an amazing film... but is rather depressing... isn't it Amber?! :( don't you just want Robbie?! :(

MOLLY IS ONLINE :D :D :D :D :D

Ahaha... Mark just said he finds my babble nice :p

Did you know that Robbert Robertson was one of the original founders of Trebor in 1907???

No, I didn't either... The softmint packet just told me so!!! I dunno how that's EVER going to be useful... but there we go... :-/

Heehee... Mark finds my blogs interesting... Anyone else think the same???

Right then... Well I suppose i'd better go and get some proper food (not cheeseburger) and munch on that for a while... Funtimes... Eating is soooo boring!!!

Have funtimes doing whatever you're doing this evening... :D

Love you all xxxx

Mwah xx

Look Wider, Post Three

Heyloo There!!! Been waiting a long time today for this haven't you?! :p

Well I've only really gotten home about half an hour ago... Me and Dad went to see my family :) Well... Dad stopped off at this boring radio rally thing... (which wasn't quite so boring cos it got me some iPod speakers)... but then we went on to Sue and Alan's cute little chocolate box and talked a lot with them and Nanna and Grandad :) I mean it :) We talked about what I said we would talk about... Well... most of it... not the boys bit... I don't have anything interesting to say about any boys atm!!! We talked about loadsa rubbish... and we laughed a lot too :) Sue and Alan, you two are BONKERS!!! :D Alan, so you all know, is half man, half pasty (his t-shirt says so), he learns naughty 'sign language' and his ring tone is of farts :L Sue is just as mad, with her oompaloompa caravans and cat voices!!! I met Denzil... (the cat with the blog... which I will put the link for on here at some point, because the blog is hilarious, and Denzil wants to become famous!!!) but he was looking beind the fireplace for monsters most of the time... Apparently he doesn't like strangers.... (which is gonna be good for being famous!)
We only got home not so long ago because we stopped off at this restaurant place... and I was bloody starving... but the wait for food was apparently half an hour... well, we were like fine, whatever, we've ordered now... an hour and 5 minutes later we got our food... I don't think I've eaten a meal that big so quickly before in my life!!! I was that hungry!!!

Today has been full of 'firsts'... The fact that I had a conversation, willingly, at 6 this morning was one of the many!!! Josh, I'm honestly surprised you aren't bored of me!!! I am! :p

OhEmGee... at this rally thing earlier... there was this women who had REALLY bad dress sense!!! I mean it!!! Seriously... It was this flowery all-in-one kinda loose-fit horrible thing... she had a scarf to go with it aswell (which obvs served no purpose in the weather we had today) It was freakin NASTY!!

Ohh, I also found out today that Alan eats Builders Bums... (he calls those Walkers Builders Breakfasts, Builders Bums :L) weirdo :p (I know you're reading this :L)

Well, all you lot out there who don't know my family are thinking 'Oh my god, what a bunch of loonatics' well yup... Now you see where I get it from!!! :p

Hello Josh :)

Hello Mark :)

Hello Sue :)

Hello Alan :)

Hello Nanna and Grandad (if you're reading this) :)

I had a nice picture taken today actually... it's now my facebook profile picture... I didn't want one taken... But there's no point arguing with Sue!!! She'll get it if she wants it! :p so yeahh... It was a nice one of me :) Comment if you wish :)

Right then... Denzil's blog... It won't let me put the link on here... but if you find what blogs I follow (there's only the one) it's there... You have to read it... Great boredom killer :D I even feature in it today :D Heehee :)

Oh rubbish... :( I've runned outta things to say... although as Sue pointed out earlier... I will still carry on writing :)

I'll tell you what... because I keep runnin outta things to say... whyy don't you comment, and ask me things?! Yeahh??? Now wouldn't that be fun?! :D

I'm going a bit mental now... I might need to go on holiday to that place where they keep people like me... =/ Hahaa

Anyways... I've deffs run outta things to say atm... I will make sure that I write tomorrow :D Because I know people enjoy these now... well... 2 people that I know of say they enjoy it... Dunno if anyone else does???

Ohh, and in answer to my question yesterday... Mark said he loves me... so there you go :D
Anyone else?! :p

Loveyou All xxx

Look Wider, Post Two

Well hello everyone :) Nice to speak to you again!!!
In the space of less than 24 hours I've managed to get a few more people reading my blog!!! So hiiiiiiiii to Josh, Amber, Carys, Harry and Will... Those are the only people that I know about so far... so Yeahh... lemme know if you're reading and I've not mentioned you!!

Another special mention to Mark... Hope you're not having anymore weird dreams about people cutting you up or whatever it was! :p

Well...

This is gonna be a rather boring post... Cos I don't have much to say... Other than I'm feeling rather lonely atm... Anyone wanna love me???

Noo...

Ok... Didn't think so!!!

Well Ryan... I don't like you... My back is hurting again today... :( For the rest of you that dunno what I'm talkin about... Basically, we were at the field with the Explorers, and I went on the tyre swing thingy that's there... and I was pushed, back first, into this thing that's meant to stop the tyre bit from crashing into the main frame... It bloody hurt... the next mornin I couldn't move!!! And now it hurts on and off!!! I blame Ryan... cos it's easy that way :) I think it only hurts if I sleep weirdly... I said that to my mum, and she said 'the easy solution is to not sleep!' Haa... so I won't sleep for the rest of my life... sure...

Josh... whyy are you reading this?! :p You should be tidying your room... and then get your arse round here and do mine too!!! :)

Oh great... I've gotta go and make a cuppa... I'm having cravings!!! :p

I'm backk.... I fed the birds while I was at it... :) How lovely am I?! :)

Ohhhh... No... don't worry... that's not important... :)

I found £1.10 on the floor today :) Good find...

Does anyone know of any decent, good-priced mobile phones going around??? Cos I really need one... :(

I'm going off to see some family tomorrow :) Looking forward to it actually... Haven't seen them for like.... 6 years??? :( Should be lotsa fun... There'll be lotsa stories being told I bet... You know the embarrasing ones??? And there will probs be talk about boys... and shizz... And exams...

Talkin of exams...we get our results back in a coupla weeks :D Can't wait to see how badly I failed RS!!!

Btw Josh... if you decide that you get so bored one day you're gonna read my old entries, then the Josh in those ones isn't you... obviously... cos I didn't know you back then... but just to make sure :) xxxx

Mark, hurry up and get your arse back online!!! :(

Amber, I hope Becky and Mrs Chavv aren't coming anywhere near you!!! :p ;)

I've run outta things to say now... I'm just babbling... Again...

Please comment :p It doesn't have to be long... just comment :p I'm in need :p

Well then, I'm gonna stop yabbering now... I'll leave you all to get on with doing something fun... whatever that may be!!!

Love you all

Mwah..x

Look Wider, Post One

Wow, I haven't been on here for AGES!!!! Last time was when it snowed!!! That was months ago!!!

Well, obviously, a lot has happened since then... GCSE exams, courseworks... boring things like that... but good things have happened too... Like Gang Show 2009, I joined Explorers, I became Gloucester Gang Show Fundraising Committee Secretary, did the Malvern Challenge, did my Bronze D of E, Gang Show Dinner Dance, Nicki and Trevor's Wedding, went to London, blah blah blah... :D A lot of stuff has gone on...

Oh, you should all know... I broke up with Gonzo on Monday... We'd been going out for just over 9 months... we didn't argue or anything, oh no, it wasn't like that... I just thought that we were acting more like friends anyway, so whyy have the status of Boyfriend and Girlfriend??? We're still maties though... we always will be... No worries there :D
Although now my friends are trying to set me up with this boy from Explorers... Not gonna name him... on the offchance that he'll end up reading this... But yeah... Ryan and Munch think that we'd make a good couple... although I really can't see it myself... nor can a coupla others, who I'm also not gonna name... :) I mean, it's a bit hasty, cos I've only just broken up with Gonzo, and it's practically LAW that you can't go out with someone else for at least a month after the break-up!!! I don't wanna go out with this boy anyway... I hardly know him!!! Ahh well...

Ooooo!!! I'm like mega amazing... Well... that's a bit big-headed... I'm not really... But I managed to organise a day trip to Brum with Ryan, Vikki and Carys all by myself :D I was clever... it was for my Look Wider award... :D I had to organise a trip, to somewhere I don't know, and get there by only public transport... so off to the Tourist Information place I toddled and got prices and stuff, booked it online (ok, Dad helped me with that bit, cos unfortunately, I don't own a credit card) and yeah... I didn't lose anyone either... :D Record for me!!! Look Wider, if you're interested is an award that helps you to try out new things, and be more commited to things... that's whyy I'm writing this blog again... You'll have LOADS to read about by the end of August. :) I'm doing my Look Wider cos I FINISHED MY YOUNG LEADER QUALIFICATION!!!! FIRST IN THE COUNTY!!! Yeahh Mann :D Get mee!! :D I was rather impressed... :D

Hmmm... what to write about next... Hmmm... well hasn't this weather been awful for the summer?! I've hardly done anything cos the weather's been so poop!!! I think today has been the best day so far!!! Ahh well... I have done quite a bit of Facebooking... learnt a lot about people thruu their status' and shizz :D

Oh crap... I've run outta things to say... Humph... Well that was useful innit!!!
OhMyLife I miss my friends... Guys... I LOVE YOU!!!!

Hi Mark... I' know you're reading this :D Special mention for you :D
Hi to anyone else that happens to be reading this... I doubt there is actually anyone else reading this... cos noone knows about this blog thingy... Don't you find it sooooo annoying when Schools block websites... Cos I'm not allowed on here at my school... How poopish is that?! Haha... Poopish :D

Y'know what...

I don't even knooooo!!!!

I'm really cravving some chocolate right now... but it's 23.16... a bit late for chocolate really isn't it?! :'(

Mark, are you not bored yet???

I'm going to live with Mark one day :) We haven't met yet... but we decided that one day we will live together :D Wish him luck everyone :p *all the little computer pixies wish Mark luck*

I'm a bit gutted... this entry hasn't been very long... :( I thought I had a lot to say, but obviously not...

Oh great... there's something in my eye... NOT my eyeball... well... my eyeball is in my eye... but y'know what I mean... there's some obscur object in my eye that shouldn't be there... Oh bum... it's really getting on my nerves... HELP!!! :(

:D It's gone :)

Hmmm... I really think I've run outta things to say tonight... Gutted.... Oh well... that means you can all go back to doing interesting things... :) Rather than read my rubbish talk :D

*sigh*

Well... That's it...

I love you all :D


Well... I don't really... but y'know...

Mark: Hope you enjoyed this :p

Love you

Goodbye all :D

Yeah...

Urmm...

Bye :)

xxxxxx