For Ryan

This is because I forgot to mention Ryan in my last blog...

Ryan... I Love You...

I Always Will :)

So There :)

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Well... I'm supposed to be doing coursework right now... but I decided that I wanted to write... because that's MUCH more interesting... :)

Soo... Christmas... it was guurd...
My stupid sisters woke me up at 7.30AM!!! (I don't know what that is... I never seen that time... Didn't even know it existed!!!) and made me go into our parents' bedroom... We did our annual stocking opening in there... and I got:

- Make-up
- Alvin and the Chipmunks
- Tissues!! (in a funky spotty box)
- LOADS of chocolate
- Alarm Clock
- A little teddy bear :)
And probably some more things... but I can't quite remember atm! :)

^^^ THANK YOU SANTA :D

Even though I've been told... By George and Josh that Santa isn't real... :( Josh was being incredibly mean and told me that I'm old enough to know now that my Mum and Dad put presents under the tree... I don't believe him... No matter how many times he tries to tell me Santa isn't real!!!! :p Josh is just a big bully!

Then we did the rest of the day in our normal routine... Have breakfast, go to church, come home, watch a movie (Alvin and the Chipmunks) while parents cook lunch... Then eat lunch... Then open pressies under the tree... (which I'll list in a minute) Then go to Grandad's :)

Rightt...... Presents from under the treeeee :)
- Pyjamas
- Make-up
- Belts
- Necklace + Bracelets
- Chocolate
- Socks
- Books
- Gloves
Things like that really... Can't actually be bothered to list it all...

The bestest present was by far my LAPTOP!!! :D Woop woop! :) I was like WOAH!!! :D Jennifer got in a stress cos she got 'rubbish presents' in her own words... But tbf a laptop was the only thing that I really wanted... the rest of the stuff I got was a bonus... :)

That reminds me... I need to write thank you letters/emails/facebook messages... :)

Then at Grandad's we had food :) and we had fun and opened some more presents :)

Grandad got me:
- The Soldiers - Coming Home (cd)
- JLS Album :D
- Laptop case and USB mouse
- A box of Roses chocolate :)

Jan and Colin got me:
- Alexandra Burke album
- Now 74 (which makes Ben feel old :p)
- A Dates to remember book :) (I wrote in everyone's birthdays yesterday... Well, everyone's that I know :))

Ben and Rach got me:
- Friends box set :D ... Ben was gonna steal it, cos he's jealous... :p But I didn't let him!

Paul got me:
- Knee length socks :) Mega cool :)

^^^ I think that's it... Don't think I've been ungrateful if I've forgotten to write stuff down... I just can't remember everything! My memory isn't THAT good :p

I've been quite happy over the last few days (other than last night when Dad was completely horrible to me)... but I'm not gonna say whyy... Cos if I say something then I'll probably jinx it... and so yeahh... But it's making me happy atm... and that's all that matters :) I can just see a difference......... :)

Hmmm... What to say now...? Well, yesterday nothing really happened... I was just texting all day... Ohh... and I watched Love Actually... :) (tarr Josh btw) <<<< Silly boy dropped it round at like 11pm Christmas Eve :) Ahaha! << Love it though :) Good film :) Made me think a lot actually... :) About things...

Well... today is just a day of coursework (if I ever get round to it), getting things off of my old computer and put onto here... and texting... :)

Well... Josh... Have a good time Skiing :) You'd better read all these entries when you're back :) Or you're in trouble! :p

Great... Well the internet just stopped working... So I'm not gonna be able to post this like now... :( Ahh... it fixed already :) Guurd laptop :)

Anyways... I suppose I'd better get on with my work... I won't have much more of a chance to do it this holiday... Cos tomorrow is Jennifer's birthday... Tuesday I'm shopping for walking boots with Jan... Wednesday we're going down to Bournemouth to visit Nanna and Grandad... Thursday I'm going on a hike at 9 in the morning (:O) with Chris and Ashley and maybe other Chris as a Cotswold Marathon practise... and then Sleepover at Ambers :) Friday will be recovering from the sleepover!!!! Saturday going to the panto again and Sunday GANG SHOW :D

^^^ I'm a busy bee :)

So yeahh... I'd better go... :) I'll maybe write laters... :)

Byee all

Love you all

Mwah...x

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OMG people... You'll never guess what...!!!

It's Christmas Eve! :p

Well... I suppose I'm gonna have to tell you my life story since Saturday...? Well... It's been extremely interesting...

Oooo... I just gotted a text... :) From Joshuarr... (who I'm not very impressed with... :p I spent about 20 seconds writing a comment on his facebook and it got deleted :p... Ahh well....) ...Saying 'happy christmas eve... you ok?' ahaha.... I'll reply after writing this Josh :)

Right... where was I???

Oh yeahh... So... Sunday I had the delights of reading in Church... Twice... :( It was painful!!! Well... the morning wasn't too bad... It was meant for littler children tbh... So I was kinda alright.... Apparently I read a bit too fast tho... Bullshit... I was reading MEGA slow!!! But yeahh... And I had to read in the evening carol service.. which I completely fucked up... and I've now vowed that I will never read in church again... it's stupid... cos I can sing fine in front of people... I can do stuff on stage... but ask me to read in front of people and I get all nervous... :-/ Weird... Bless tho... in the morning service the little kids were mega cute... especially Josh who was conducting the choir for a lot of it!!! Not properly conducting obvs... cos he's only like 4/5... but it was cute! :)

Hmmm... Ohh.. I also watched quite a few episodes of Waterloo Road... :) I'm not obsessed with it.... MARK!!! I just had nothing better to do... So I thought I'd watch the series on iPlayer :)

Awww bless... :) Kyle just said I look pretty in my new pics :) Bless him :)
^^^ No Mark... I'm not a vicar! :p

Right... Monday... :) Well... I had my hair cut!!! Finally... It's very different to that picture that I put on here ages ago... but I still love it... :) I wasn't actually nervous or scared or anything when she was cutting it... and there was LOADS on the floor in a big pile... I was glad to be getting rid of it!!! :) I mean... It's now SOOOO much easier to handle... and I can put it up without looking like a complete twat cos she gave me a fringe :) But yeahh... It's really nice now... Everyone so far who's seen it has liked it... The only person who isn't too keen is my mum... but tbh it's gone now so there's nothing I can do about it!!! And it's my hair... so y'know.. my choice and all :D But yeahh... soooo pleased it's been done :) Ohh.. We also went to visit Debbie and Joseph and Catherine and Steve... :)

Ooo... Brb :)

Back... hope you didn't miss me too much... even though to you lot it looks like I hadn't even gone away!!! :)

Well... Tuesday... :)
Mum had this surprise thing lined up for us... I had an idea as to what it was gonna be... cos I'd only asked her if we could go a couple of weeks before when we were at the gym... and apparently Jennifer asked too... so yeahh... she got us tickets to go and see Chitty Chitty Bang Bang :) Woop woop.... It was very different to the film... but it was still really really good... :) The theatre was a bit empty... but I figured that everyone would be going after christmas... as tickets would be presents or people don't have the time beforehand... :) Still... it was really good... It was on in Oxford... :) Got info about Oxfordshire Gang Show too... So I'll hopefully be going to that in March with Munch... Need to find someone to take us though... Hmmm...
We went to some bookshop in Oxford that was closing that day... and we bought like £20 worth of books... :) I went home and read one called 'Soul Love'... It was really good... I couldn't put it down... in the end Mum had to take it off of me... But I finished it Weds morning... was in tears by the end of it... It was soooo sad!!! :( But a really really good book :)

Wednesday... Hmmm... Ohh... that was yesterday :D Haha..
Well... I slept till like... ohh I dunno... 11... then gotted up and shizz... the normal... I was cool then... and I stared sewing my badges onto my Explorer uniform... well... that didn't take a stupidly long time... :-/ I managed to sew on 5 out of 8 badges... My mum did the membership badge thing that goes on the pocket... cos I kept sewing the pocket together... but I managed to do some of the ones that go on the arms... :) I got bored after a while tho... so I still have 2 more to do at some point... I'll manage tho! :) So yeahh...
Then at 4 I went to Sainsbury's to do 4 hours of bag packing... It wasn't too bad actually... We raised a lot of monies... :) And I made friends with the checkout guys :) Lol... The only thing that wasn't so good was the fact that I ended up with a REALLY painful back... Ahh well... that fixed itself with time :) I watched Bridget Jones when I gotted back :) Love that film :) Makes me laugh everytime I see it :)

And today... CHRISTMAS EVE... just in case you'd forgotten... :p has been alright...
I didn't get up till *cough*12*cough*.... and even then I just lay in bed with the laptop... I didn't have breakfast till 2!!! By which time I was actually dying of hunger!!! I'd watched last night's Waterloo Road :) Yeahh... then Grandad (my mum's actual dad... not the one that I see all the time... he's my mum's step dad... but I'm closer to him than my real Grandad...) came round... Dad sharpishly got ready to go out to Morrisons and I tacktically went out with him... Grandad can get sooooooo boring after a while... We only see him like 7 times a year... 5 birthdays... easter and christmas... Ohh... and maybe we see him on Father's day and his birthday... so the maximum times we see him is 9 per year... I try and get out of it as much as possible!!! He knows nothing about me... and he's boring... :) Lol

I'll tell you what... thiis house is bloody freezing!!! The last couple of nights I've had to sleep in my sleeping bag cos I've been soo cold... Right now I'm sat in my sleeping bag... Brrrr... Someone keep me warm?!

Please?!

Ohh.. thanks for the offers guys... :(

SANTA'S COMING TONIGHT!!!!!!!! XD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY XD

I'm not excited... :p

Anyways people... I suppose I'd better get on with reading my Lad Mag... :) Because it's got lots of information about you confusing creatures... I don't understand men... Hmmm...

But yeahh... I'll maybe write later...

If not...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

LOTS OF LOVE :D

Mwah...x

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Yo people...



I have quite a lot to say today... but I can't type a lot cos I hurted my hand today... so it really hurts to type... But for the sake of you lot I'm gonna put myself in pain! :p



I'm also EXTREMELY tired... Lol... It was the work Christmas party last night... I know I don't work there anymore... but Mum had paid... and bought my costume before he got rid of me... so I went... It was quite good actually... :) It was that Abba evening... I wore that dress in that picture that I posted the other week... And I wore shorts underneath... to keep my dignity!!! Lol... and my cardigan cos it was bloody freezing... My mum looked hilarious in her costume!! It made me lol a lot! :) But then again, everyone looked stupid!!! :) Liam was wearing a wig that looked more Beatley than Abbaey... Andy was wearing this big arse wig... absolutely massive... :L He looked like a right noob! :) Lols...

We had this posh meal thing which wasn't actually very nice... but then again... I don't like turkey... :L I ate some of my soup.... but Claire's husband finished it off for me... :) I told them about how I'm going to India and I hate curry... him and Abbie's husband laughed their heads off and bullied me about it all night... lol :L Claire's husband thought I was 18... he was like 'there's no way you're still at school'... :-/



As you may have gathered it was meant to be an Abba night... but 'Abba' had to cancel cos they'd crashed or got stuck in snow or something... so we had 'Britney' instead... Fine by me... I like Britney... Some of the guys loved it cos with every song the woman took off another part of her costume... it was like a bloody strip show!!! Andy kept covering my eyes.... Haha... He had had rather a lot to drink by that time... He's a very friendly drunk lol... I cba to go thru the whole evening... but yeahh... it was good... :) I had fun :) Last time I see a lot of them... so I couldn't care less how I acted :) Loved the dancing...



^^^ Oh... I forgot to say about this pervvy bloke... he was stood there... while I was dancing at the table... and he was just looking me up and down... I was like woah fuck off!!! He was like 50!!! :-/... I went and hid after that!!! Lol..



I think I should tell you about the lovely pressies I gotted from my friends :)



Amber: a microwaveable squirral/squirrel (or however you spell it) and a ticket to a gig of my choice... which is like MEGA generous!!! Too generous if I say so myself... thankies a million Amber :)



Munch: Well... I'd never have guessed what she'd got me... I mean... I didn't chose it... or watch her buy it or anything!!! :p She gotted me the Katy Perry album :) Thankies :)



Vikki: Lots of yummy noms... it was like a mini sweet shop!!! There were (I use past tense as I may have accidently urmm... eated some of it... or all of it...!) snowmen and coins and Oreos (group joke kinda thing) and balls and popping candy elves... It was lovely... Thankies Vikki...



Carys/Harry: Well... I gotted a really nice scarf which I love... so thankies Carys... :) Harry gotted me an Indian cook book... he said he expects me to use it over the Christmas holidays... At least 3 dishes..... YES SIR!!! Tell you what... looking thru it has put me off even more!!! :-/ He also got me something else... Although it's not really appropriate for here!!! Young people read this!!! It was jelly... and possibly from Ann Summers(?)... you older lot... ask via text.... or just figure it out! :p



Harry got Munch some underwear... although she gave it to me... cos it wasn't gonna fit her...! He deliberately got it really small... considering Munch has some rather large boobs! :p



Today I went to the panto in Chelt with the Rainbows... Sleeping Beauty... :) It was alright... The kids loved it... :) I remember a couple of years ago all the Rainbows in County went to the panto... it was Dick Wittington... And at one point Dick and some baddie were fighting... and it was hilarious for us adults... cos all the kids were shouting 'DICK, DICK, DICK' like we were at a strip show!!! It was sooo funny!! :L



I got a text from the hair salon today... I thought I was popular... obvs not! Lol :)



hmmm... Y'know I think I should probably go to bed about now... I'm rather tired... in fact MEGA tired... So tired I have a headache and am feeling a little dizzy... So yeahh... And I gotta be up early for Church... :( Silly nativity reading thing that my mother said I would happily do without asking me first!!! Lol



But yeah... my hand hurts rather a lot too...



I'll maybe blog tomorrow... Night



Love you all



Mwah...x

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HeyyPeople :)

I need to tell you all about Molly... She's my stalker... Well one of them ;) She knows absolutely everything about me... Absolutely everything... :p I said I'd write a paragraph for her... but I don't have an awful lot to say... Well... She smells :P


Well... this entry is gonna take a while... the keyboard is being really sticky... I type too fast for it..

thi is what happes hen i don't deete what iwrite... the keyboard cmpletely stops working... It randomly missesout letters and spaces and stuff... well.. now i want to show ou wah it does it doesn't really work... but seriously... thisis horribleto write wit...

^^^^ Well there you go... :p That is what my keyboard is like if I don't delete what went wrong...

Stupid keyboard!!!

Right then... enough about my keyboard... I'm sure you want to hear about my week?!

Monday... Christmas party at Rainbows... It was alright... although there were wayy to many adults so I didn't have a lot to do... Just kinda sat there... I was really tired though... I mean, I'd had such a busy day!!! We played games in English, I didn't do anything in Maths, Biology we watch Harry Potter, Physics we had a test (which I didn't revise for, and got 62% which I thought was quite good!) And in Geography we did a quiz... So yeahh... I'd had a very hard day!!! :p

Tuesday... Was yet another day where I worked really hard!!! Double PE in the morning... Played Volleyball... which wasnt good... I was looking forward to some badminton... And scaring my friends :p Then we had German... which I didn't like... cos the people doing the Foundation papers were treated like 3 years old... And we were taken to the library and we had to get some resources out to use over Christmas... i.e. a film and a cd!!! Lol... :) Then we had private study... when I did nothing... (after Mr Colls spending 20 minutes handing out laptops) And English in the afternoon was games... I think.... :)
Tuesday evening was good.. Went to the gym... and did some hill walking on the tredmil... although I stopped a bit early cos I'd given myself a blister and it was rather painful!!! Afterwards I went to the Explorer meal thing at the Whittle Inn... It was alright... the food was ok... I got rather tired after a while though... And I kinda think something might have happened that may have sparked some thoughts in someones head... :-/ I won't go into that though... But yeahh... was an alright evening...

Wednesday... well... it was yet another day of hard work... Tutorial; year 12s talking to us about A level subjects... Some where quite funny... :) Then double History was a doss... i.e. blaming the Cold War on Munch!!! :p Then we had Maths... And we lost in a quiz...although I did make a rather good origami star!!! :) Then we had an early lunch and then went off to the cathedral for our carol service... Fun fun!!! :-/ I was completely knackered though... I went to Grandad's house and soo nearly fell asleep of the sofa!!! Lol... And I was at Gang Show too... I couldn't wait until the end of rehearsal cos it meant I could go to sleeps!!! :D

Today was just 3 films... Well.. ICT, was normal.. In Geog we watched Elf.. the first time I'd watched it...I loved it!! :) In History we watched Meet the Fockers and in Chemistry we watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging :)

^^^ Loadsa hard work there!!! :)

:)

I've decided what A Levels I think I'm gonna do...

Maths - AS
Physcology - AS/A2
History - AS/A2
ICT - AS/A2

Soo yeahh... I don't think I'd be able to do A2 Maths... I'm not that clever!!! But apparently Maths looks really good for a primary school teacher... so I'm gonna do that... :)

Oohh... Me and Mum just had a bitch about the boss... (my ex boss)... I won't go into details!!!

If you're wanting an update on that guy... well, you can't have one... nothing is happening...
:( One day...

Ooooo... I got an A for my Geography homework! XD

I'm a bit bored... I'ma stop writing for now... I'll try and fix my keyboard...

Maybe write more laters...

Love you all

Mwah...x

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Heyy All..

Amber: WE SHOULD BE LOVERS
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS << And that's a fact!!!

IIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIII Will Always Love Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


XD

^^ Listening to it Amber... Just had to :)

Anyways... :)

I didn't do a lot today tbh... just lazed about... lol... :) Maybe did a tiny little bit of German... but that's about it.. Ohh... I did go to Church... Although it was a bit boring cos we were practising for the nativity thing next week... It was cute watchin the little ones... but I was getting annoyed with the woman in charge cos she kept talking to me as if I'm 3 years old!!! Ahh well... gotta be at church at half 9 next week! :O

Ohh yeahh... get me... listening to Hannah Montana!!! Ahaaa!!

Well this is gonna be a bloody boring blog!!! Lol...

I've figured that since I started going to the gym I've got stronger!!! I have muscles!!! :D Well... you guys might not think so... but it's better than what I had before!! Haha!!!

I've decided I want to go and see Les Miserablés... Would anyone like to take me?! haha... Would love you forever???

OMG.... me and my family had a hilarious conversation about nuts earlier... It started cos Jennifer asked if Mum is allergic... and Mum was when she was little... And she was explaining how when she was little at Christmas she'd have some 'special nuts' and everyone else had 'normal nuts'.... and then Dad started going on about roasted nuts and raw nuts... and I was in histerics... Rebecca caught on to what I was laughing at and kept saying 'are you thinking what I think you're thinking'.... Haaa... Lol... :) Nuts!! HAA

^^^ SOOO IMMATURE!!! ;)

I honestly don't have a lot to say today...

Heyy Ryan...
Heyy Amber...
Heyy Joshuarr...
Heyy Rach...
Heyy Vikki...
Hey Mark...
Heyy Carys...
Heyy Dan...??
Heyy to anyone else who I've not said heyy to! :)

Ryan... I'm still happy :p

Anyways people... I think I'm going to sing and dance a bit more... whyy not... :) Got time to spare...

So yeahh...

I might write tomorrow... depends on how busy I am... :)

Love You all

Mwah...x

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Heyloo peoples :)

It's SATURDAYYY!! :D Finally... well... it's nearly the end of Saturday.... but at least we finally got here!!! :) I've had a good day today... even though I've been in my room for most of it...! Lol... I slept till like midday... The first thing I did was my maths homework... How COOL am I?! XD I understood it though, so I thought I'd get it outta the way... I got it all right too :) COOL KID!

Today I've also done some more of my ICT coursework, and a little bit more design coursework... I've written most of my Christmas cards... Really hope I've not forgotten anybody... Will be asking Ryan/Vix about the Explorers... cos it doesn't look like there's enough cards there in the pile!!! I've wrapped up Christmas presents for school people (+ Ryan)... and yeahh...
So I've been quite productive today :)

Yesterday was quite a good day too actually... It went a lot faster than the rest of the week did... We had injections in the morning... Our 2nd HPV one... and I HATE injections... I normally cry before I'm even in the room... it's just this thing I've never liked... I can remember having some when I was little... one at the doctors with my teddy bear (Snowy) and I was crying my eyes out then.. and One in the library at my old school and we got a smartie afterwards... I was crying then too... And there was the time I had to have my blood test taken in year 9... URGH!
I used to have to go out of the room when my nan used to take her blood (cos she was diabetic) and that wasn't even an injection!!! I just hate things like that... I hate the thought of things going into my body...

BUT... I was sooo proud of myself yesterday... I managed to not cry!!! (I've just realised I sound like a right baby) When we had our first HPV jab I was in tears in the queue... and I was shaking... and when I was actually having the thing poked into me I was squeezing Amber's hand!!! I'm surprised it didn't break tbh!!! But this time I was sat in the chair with noone else next to me... and I didn't cry!!! XD My mum was mega surprised when I told her!! Haha!

Yesterday we also had our Mock Interviews... It was quite fun actually... That makes me sound like a complete geek... But it really wasn't bad... I had this really nice woman who was really easy to talk to... Loads of people were nervous... but tbh I wasn't... it was the same as talking to some random person at the bus stop or something... She said some really good things to me aswell... That made me happy... She said that I'd make a good teacher and she said that my CV and application form were really good... And she said that she couldn't think of anyway for me to improve...! XD She said that I was well presented (i.e. I had my top button done up, and shirt tucked in... the first time in like 3 years!!!) she said I spoke clearly and answered questions really well, and expanded where I needed to... she said that I smiled a lot and made eye contact :) So everything was really good... I'm happy about those comments, cos it means I did something well :) Woop woop! It helps that I'm a confident person around strangers :)

I think everyone must be watching the X Factor final... cos there's like NOONE online!!! Lol

Yesterday evening was good too... I didn't go to the gym... cos I went to Crypt to watch 'Crypt's Got Talent'... Was quite good... :) Me and Carys had like from when school finished till 7... so it was quite a long time!!! We took our time coming out of school... got changed and all... then we gotted the bus! :) Woop! Lol... There was this guy on the bus who was obvs listening to mine and Cary's conversation... we must've sounded like right slags...!!! SOOO many guys names came up in conversation... Josh, Mark, Ryan, Harry, George, Guy, James, Cameron, Paul, Pete... :L I said something about clubs too and his face was hilarious!!! Haha!!! It was rather funny!!! ;)

Then we had to go and find Harry... We had to call him cos we may have got a little lost :p We dropped our bags off then went for a walk... i.e. to Podsmead chip shop, which was closed till 5 so we walked over to the one by Beaufort and gotted some chips... then we walked around (the long way) to Jan's house... and said hi! :) then Jan offered us a drink, so we stayed for a bit!!! Harry then came to get us... so we didn't get raped on our way back to Crypt... then we just sat there till 7...! I was quite useful when we got there... cos they needed some scissors... to cut John's top so he could rip it off during his act!!! ;) heehee..

Some of the acts were really cute.... obvs only the year 7s... There was this magician and he got it wrong but he was sooo cute... and this other one who played this big brass instrument thing... it was like half the size of him.. and this other boy who sang some song I can't remember now... and there were these 2 boys who did this breakdancey kinda thing... They were all MEGA cute!!!
There were a couple of bands who weren't... urm... they didn't get into the final 6... :-/

The guy who won was really good... and it was really obvs he was gonna win... Cos he taught himself the piano... and the dance he did... it was a weird act... but he won £100!!!
The 2 runners up won a box of chocolates...! Lol... as did the two lighting and sound guys... Lol..

I was told that I was speaking like a chav yesterday... :-/ Haha... Innit ;)

My arm is achey again... :( Ahhh well... it's not been that bad actually... Better than last time... :)

Ohh... I don't think I risked anything in my last blog... I'm not sure if he realised it was about him... or whether he's even read it yet... but things are still ok... :)

Hmm... I've kinda run outta things to say... :( How gutted are you!!!

Ahh well... I'm sure I'll probably write again tomorrow... :)

5 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL!!! XD

^^^ I'm not excited for the hols!!! :p

Love You All

Mwah...x

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Heyy all...

I got moaned at today by Carys for not having written since Casualty... so I appologise!!! And here I am... aren't you lucky!!!

Well you'll be pleased to know I've improved since last week... I've had a much better week this week... :)
Sunday was good... went to church in the morning... and looked after some kids :) Although Will made them rather hyper... so it was quite hard!!! One of the little boys had his little Ben10 notebook and pencil set... so he was drawing things... Will told him to draw me... so he drew an alien... with 3 eyes and about 20 arms and legs... then he drew Will who was just a blob!!! :p So that was cool... and then in the afternoon I went into town with Dad to do a couple of things and buyed a black cardigan... :) Because I'm cool!!! :) Whilst I was in Primark looking for one tho... these girls shouted at me... like shouted my name... I had absolutely NO idea who they were... but they were defs shouting at me... cos when I looked round they just laughed... :-/ Ahh well...

Monday at Rainbows went back to normal... kinda wasn't needed and stuff... Just ended up picking up beads that bounced across the bloody floor!!! And we went into the church for this Christmas story thing... Was alright for the kids I suppose!!!

Tuesday at Explorers was funny... :) I gotted there early.... well, normal time... cos it was easier... so I sat there doing some of Munch's scrapbook... :) the whole night we were looking at pictures... :) I was alright... Cos there were absolutely NONE of me... :) Cos Dickie didn't show any recent ones... so they were all of their ski trip, and summer camp and stuff... Tell you what... there were some really hilarious ones!!! Especially of Josh... Looking very phitt... pulling a face in most of them!!! Haha... there were some cute ones too... of RyRy when he was a little Cub (?) and of Mat when he was little... and Lucy... :)
It was also Munch's birthday on Tuesday :) <3

Wednesday (seems so far away... but it was only yesterday!!! :O) was guuurd... :) Went to Grandad's... then Gang Show... :) Gang Show was good... :) Lisa called me, Jennifer and Hannah out to talk to her for a second... and basically said that we are in dance team (:D) but not in the dance team number... because there aren't enough boys to go round... and obvs Lisa's friends HAVE to be in the dance team number!!! Lol... Then the solo list was put up... I knew I have 'Skid Row'... The first song in 'Homeless'... but I didn't know I'd got 'Just One Person' aswell... So I'm singing with Chris :) and Dom and little Erica :) Sooo happy... And the scene lists were put up.. and I'm in 2 front tabs... So I'm a busy bee this year... :) Although Fliss came up with a slight dilema... The front tab H.S.E. is the one before 'Homeless'... the scene I'm opening... So I'm not quite sure how that's gonna work... I'm hoping Jerry will come up with a plan!!!
There's another reason whyy yesterday was rather good... although I'm not gonna say it on here... :)

Today... has been alright... long and boring... and SOOOO should be Friday... but alright... I watched Les Miserablés when I got home... :) Love it :)

This week has gone SOOO slowly... :( Can't believe there's still tomorrow left of school... :( Gonna be such a long day!!! :(

OMG peoples... getting my hair cut on the 21st!!! :) I booked an appointment the other day :) Finally... :)

Hmmm.... Lack of conversations tonight... :(

Ooo... Btw... I've decided that I'm gonna have nothing more to do with that guy who treats me like shit... Cba with it.... So I'm just not gonna talk to him anymore... I'll get Callum to stab him :p haha... jokies...

And... I like someone else... :) Who doesn't treat me like shit... so y'know... might as well forget about the guy who does treat me like shit... :)

Although this guy I like... I'm really not sure... because obvs I like him... but I don't know if he likes me... I can't tell... my mates say that he does... and I can see where they're coming from with some of the things they've said... but still not sure about it... I obvs hope he does...

^^^ I'm taking a bit of a risk posting that... but maybe it might help... I'm not sure... Maybe...

Hmmm... I've been called 'wise' twice in the last couple of days... :-/ Mark said it and Kyle said it... cos I'm helpful... and I'm 'very wise bout like everytin' ... apparently... Haha
I had to go and see the headteacher yesterday... Cos apparently my report was really good... even though I thought it was bad... but yeahh... Josh said I must've done something right!!! :)

Talkin about Elvis... she crashed her car into our school gate on Tuesday... and now the whole school is making fun of her... including the teachers...! Mr Colvin said that she crashed cos she was telling someone off for their uniform being a mess!!! HAAAA!!!! Typical!!!

Anyways... I really need a cuppa... and maybe something to eat... as I've not eaten since lunchtime...

Hope you've had a bit of a laugh reading...

Love you all
Mwah...x

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Yo

I don't think this is going to be very long... cos I've got till casualty comes on... and that's in 15 minutes... so what you get is how ever much i can write in 15 minutes... Which isn't a lot with this keyboard cos all the bloody keys stick!!! :(

Today and yesterday haven't been too bad... The curry thing Thursday wasn't bad... I ate some curry... Some chicken stuff that my mummy made... and Harry's korma... cos he made me eat it... It turns out I'm not the only one that doesn't like curry... so I'm alright! :p I didn't like the curry I ate... but I ate it... so that's a good start!!! Lol. :) I ate some triangular thing too... which I didn't like... But I liked the rice and naan bread :p

Friday wasn't a bad day... Started off ok... and just stayed like that... Went to the gym... and did another good workout... have been hurting today... so the exercise must be working :) Will get fitter in no time :) I should be very fit by the time it's the Cotswold Marathon :) My back has been hurting quite badly today... so yeahh...

Today I was at the church Christmas fair... :) Had a stall with loads of baby junk from when I was little and I had a 'guess the name of the teddy' and a 'guess how many sweets in the jar'... I felt really bad with the teddy... because this woman had already won it... but this little boy Matthew really wanted to win it... so he kept having goes... and I felt bad... cos he gave me like... £1.25... which is a lot for a little boy... and I knew he wasnt gonna win... :-/ But then again there's nothing I could do about it... :(

7 minutes till casualty... If I still have things to say I'll post another blog after :)

I must say my computer is being very slow... :-/ Hmmm... maybe because it's old...

Oooo yeahh... I NEED to chose pictures to put into Munch's birthday present... I have a birthday cake... and some pringles to eat on Tuesday... but haven't sorted the pictures... I'm going into town tomorrow with Dad tho... to get a couple of things... So I'll get them ordered then... and pick them up Monday after schoolies... then do the present Monday night after Rainbows...

Ohh.. And I REALLY need to book an appointment at the hairdressers or I'll never get a hair cut before Christmas!!!

OOOOOOO.... GUYSS....
(8) Get on up, when you're down baby... take a good look around!!! (8)

^^^^^^^^^^WOOOOOO!!!!!! I used to hate that song.. you guys have an effect on me!!! :p

The words to it are so truu to us innit girlies <3

3 minutes... I think you might be lucky and get another post...

Yeahh... I'll stop here... and carry on after... :) I'd have written more if it wasn't for this stupid keyboard... although I seem to type better if I tilt my head to the side and stare at the screen

(8) I AM THE ONE AND ONLY!! (8)

Anyways... Talk laters

Love you all

Mwah...x

Abba Costume

Here's the picture I promised you...

It's not very nice at all... but tbh I couldn't be bothered to search for very long... and this was the first thing I came across that wasn't a bloody catsuit!!! :-/

Ahh well... It'll be hilarious... :-/

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Well...

This week started off alright... but it's just got worse and worse... And I can't be bothered anymore...

I got a letter thru yesterday saying that I'm 'no longer needed' at work... So yeahh... After 2 years filing... getting money... I'm a gonner! I now gotta wait for the month or so before I turn 16... then I can get a bloody Saturday job... which I wasn't planning on ever doing... But y'know... I really need the money...

So I have £80 to last over Christmas... That includes buying Munch's bday pressent... Christmas pressents... £10 for credit... £10 to Dad to actually pay for my phone... :-/ It won't last...

Apparently they were all shocked at work today when they found out... Annette already knew on Monday... cos she'd written the letter... But she'd not told me cos it wasn't her place to say... Fair enough... But John was there on Tuesday... and he so could have told me there and then rather than making me work for another 2 hours... >:(

I know to you lot it seems stupid that I'm getting really worked up about not having this job... But for a start it's weird not having one... Although that's not the problem... it's the money side I've things I'm worried about... That's the only thing I care about... The actual job was boring... But yeahh... So all of you lot that think I'm being petty I'd rather you stop thinking that because I'm not.

Hmmm... crap radio signal...

:-/

I'm going to the Cathedral tonight... Well... not the actual Cathedral... This building next to the Cathedral... :) Going to this curry night (:-/) with everyone that's going to India... I'm hoping I'll cheer up a bit by then... I was in a horrible mood this morning... slowly got better throughout the day... So hopefully by tonight I'll be better... :-/

Btw, I don't like curry!!!

Ahh well... Harry is gonna make me eat some... I'm gonna eat before I go though... just in case I don't eat a lot there... Cos y'know... don't wanna starve... Even though I'll probably not eat a lot in India... Probably come back a stick... Ahh well... Who cares lol.

Talkin about India I need to think of another way to raise money because Elvis isn't letting me do a disco at school for it... :( I understand whyy... but still annoyed lol... Just another one of those things...

I gotted a solo for GS... :) And Munch did... :) And Callum... Callum and Munch have to sing at each other!!! :L I'm opening the Homeless scene... That'll be interesting... :-/ I've opened a number before with a solo... That was St. George... I sang 'holding out for a hero' by Bonnie Tyler... :) Get me... Haha... I know I'm not in dance team... It's not been confirmed yet... But I know exactly who's gonna be in it... It's obvious cos it's the same people every year... noone new ever gets a chance... Well... I mean... I've been in the show for... well 2010 is my 7th one... so I've been involved for 8 years-ish... And I've always wanted to be in dance team... But I've never been given the chance... Hopefully I will be next year... I doubt it... but I can hope...

Ohh... btw everyone... Amber is going to become a lesbian :p
(I told you I'd tell them Amber! :p)

Hmm... what to say now... Only 40 more posts and I've done 100! :p

Ooo... I started putting up some more photos on my wall today... ones of me and my maties... :) I've got one wall covered in photos atm... They're all like nearly 2 years old... So I got some more recent ones printed off at Boots... :) Gonna get some more done tho... Cos there's nowhere near enough to cover everything!!

Ohh... I got my Abba costume for the Work christmas thing... not that I should technically be going anymore... But Mum paid for it so I am going... But yeahh... My outfit is rather... urmm... short... :-/

I'll post a picture soon... I need to get some shorts or something to wear underneath it... because it is really really short... Well... for sluts it would probably be long... but for me it's short... If it wasn't longer at the back then my arse would be on show!!! And the material is very seethrough... So I'm gonna have to wear some top underneath it!!!

Anyways... I suppose I could be getting on with something worthwhile...?

I'll post tomorrow... Maybe tonight if I'm home at a reasonable time...

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

59

Well People... I lied!!! I couldn't be bothered to have a shower after doing some walking on the tredmil... So I thought I'd come into the Café and write this for a bit :)

I have 15 minutes until Mummy and Rebecca finish swimming/stretching... So Yeahh....

I couldn't be bothered to shower cos I'm going out into the cold and rain soon... and I didn't see the point in having a shower just to end up having another one when I get home... So yeahh... It's not me being skank or lazy or anything... but what's the point?! :) I'll just have one when I get home... Cos then it'll be something to look forward to :) And it's gonna be FREEZING outside... so yeahh

Vikki and Ryan are being lazy so they're not coming tonight... I don't think George is coming either... I mean, he said to me earlier that he cba and that he won't be back in time from college... so I doubt he'll be there... Not sure about Josh..??? Not sure about anyone else either... :-/ Ahhh well... It'll be... fun... :-/

Oooo... in pe today I was like amazing :p
well... Not quite amazing...
We spent half of the lesson doing badminton... and half of it doing volleyball... I LOVE badminton... only because I can play it!!! I can get rather aggressive actually... The lads will tell you!!! (lads being Vikki, Carys, Amber and Munch... Long story!!) But yeahh... I get aggressive... :) It's fun... And I'm quite good at it... not trying to big myself up or anything...! But yeahh... And then we did volleyball... This was the first time that I've ever tried volleyball tbh... and it was alright... hurt a bit but ohh well!!! I found out that I'm quite violent at that too tho!! Innit Munch!!! :p I managed to completely smash the ball into her boobs!!! Haahaa! :p

Ouchies... I have rather bad cramp in both my legs atm... :(

Ooo... Sister has arrived... That means mother will too soonage... I'd better go now then...

I'll speak to you all like Thursday :)

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

58

Heyy you lot...

Just the one post today....

Ohh shhhh!!! I can hear you all from here... cheering!!! :p... well I don't make you read do I?!

Well... I'd like to say that I'm a bit happier today... not a lot... but a bit... I suppose it's the fact that nothing has really got to me... I've decided that I'm not friends with Mrs Elvidge and Mrs Pines anymore... Because they are mean to me... Mrs Pines asked if we'd had a good weekend... I said... 'NO' and she confused me with Amber... Then she realised I'd said it and she goes 'Oh, well that would be Sam wouldn't it'... Am I really THAT bad...? :-/ And then in maths Mrs Elvidge told me I'd got something wrong... when she went and asked another girl she said exactly the same as me... but Mrs Elvidge said that it was right!!! :O Ohh well... who needs maths teachers and form tutors anyway?!

Oooo.... tomorrow is gonna be fun... :-/ I have double PE in the morning... And that's quite painful most of the time... Then after schoolies and work I have to go to the gym for an hour or so... then straight after the gym I'm going to Explorers... and we're doing a hike!!! So all in all... tomorrow I'm gonna be doing like 5 hours of exercise!!! :O

Oooo.. I just found a hole in my tights!! Ahahaaa

Rainbows was quite good tonight... didn't come out of it thinking that it was a waste of an hour and that I could've been at home doing something useful... Tbh, I've felt like that the last few weeks of Rainbows... I know I haven't been every week since being in year 11... but I've had loads of work on, and I've been told just to not go if I have too much work... which is fair enough... But the weeks that I have been I've felt like there's been no point, cos I've not done a lot... I mean... when it was me, Jan and Rach we all knew what each other did... we all communicated and everyone knew what to do... I always did news time... and that was my thing that I did everyweek... but things, since summer, have changed... so I hardly say anything and I don't run anythin... like newstime, because Nikki has taken the job... :( Well.. it's not a job... and I don't mean to sound like I'm not happy with her having a go... but I never do anything else now either... just kinda stand there... not needed... :-/ Tonight was good tho... cos... well it just was... ;) and I did newstime and I helped with the activity and games and stuff... I felt like a part of it today... And I didn't need to ask everytime I tried to do something... I just did it... And that felt good... back to how it used to be...

I don't like moaning about it... but I'd rather do that...

:)

Woops... I completely forgot about my German homework that I was meant to do on Saturday... but I never did... ahh well... I did half of it... Ohhh.. that reminds me, I have to print it :)

*prints*

Oh shit... my memorystick isn't recognised... :-/

Ahh well... I'll print it at break...

OOOOOO PAYDAY TOMORROW XD

^^^^ I'm not happy about that...

(8) Life's A Piece Of Shit, When You Look At It (8)
^^^ Fairplay, that's rather true...

Gang Show Songs XD <<<--------- Because I'm cool ;)

Can you tell I'm a bit happier today???

It won't last I bet... Ohh well...

Hmm... what's the weather like tomorrow people??? :-/ Better not be completely awful...

Holy Cow... It's gone 10!!! :O

Ooo... those tablets are getting easier and easier to swallow everyday :) I don't even think about it anymore XD That's good :)

Anyways you smelly lot... I suppose I'd better think about bed...

*thinks*

Done... thought about it :) Now... what to write??? :p

Nahh.. I'm kidding... I really think I should probably go to bed soon.. don't wanna be in too much of a bad day tomorrow... I probably wont' write now until Thursday... as tomorrow I shall be doing excesive amounts of walking... and Weds is Gang Show solo auditions... so I'll be there XD

I hope all you lot are comin to watch GS btw...? I'll be very disapointed if you don't!!! I know that I'll be DRAGGING Ryan there this year...!!! If you don't come Ryan I'm no longer your friend.. :p

Right then...

Bedtime...

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

57

Well... I'm bored...

I watched The Secret Garden earlier... :) I love that film!!! Haven't seen it in sooooo long!!! :)

I cleaned my room after finishing watching that... I should've been getting on with my German homework... but I don't have German tomorrow so I couldn't be bothered... And tbf my room REALLY needed a bit of a clean out!!! Soooo much shit everywhere!!! Ahh well :)

Carys and Munch... You'll be pleased to know that I made those CDs for you today XD Cos I remembered :)

I've got somewhere with my English coursework... :) I've done quite a bit of editing and stuff... :) Cos I'm amazing... nahh... Lol... I've not done the hard stuff... just the editing of punctuation and crap like that... I'll do the rest one lunchtime or so mething... Needs to be in next monday... so I've got plenty of time to just add a few things :)

Hmmmm.... I've been alright today actually... not been low at all... Hopefully it'll stay like that for a while... :-/ I doubt it... but a girl can hope!! Lol

I think things have defs mucked up with this guy... it's like complete small talk now... we used to have such long conversations... :-/ Hope things change... I'm not sure what's wrong... :-/ It makes me sad... :-/ I might just give up with trying...

Howar you liking the changes I've made to my blog??? Added a picture, changed the name... changed the colours and stuff like that :) I got bored last night lol :)

To all who were wondering... 'temporaryscars' is Rach :)

90s CD XD It rocks :) I love Chris for getting it for his birthday!!! Haha!!!

Wow... Everyone is liking my status... 'Sam Hill Just Tidyed Her Room!!! :O'
I feel more loved now than I have all weekend on Facebook!!! Lol...

I think that's whyy I have trouble staying happy... Cos I feel lonely like all the time... :-/

I found some pictures of me and my sisters when we were younger... There are a few of my mummy cutting the grass... and some of my dad making something... Apparently I was quite artistic with a camera when I was like 5!!! Haaa... :) There's one of me dressed as a fairy for some birthday party I can remember :) And there's one of me with my face painted as a lion...

(MUNCH... 'RARGH! I'M A LION' ;) Heehee...)

There's this picture of Jennifer in the sandpit... and Dad joining in... It made me think back to the days when there wasn't constantly arguments and all this shit...

I started reading 'My Sister's Keeper' last night... 3 chapters in so far... I kinda maybe fell asleep reading...!!!! Haa... Woops... :)

Talking of reading... Well... kinda... I found this story that I wrote back in year 9... about this girl called Bella... and this guy called Danny... I'm gonna read it at some point... :) Along with that there was this other story... One about this girl that got moved to a boarding school... I kinda gave up writing that one though after a few pages... Cos I didn't know what to write about... And I just got boring... Maybe I might write another one some day???

Hmmm... it's still small talk... :'(

Right... I kinda wish that I'd not come on the computer now... At least then I could kid myself that everything is alright... :-/

See... there's things that I wanna say on her... But I know I can't... because I'll upset people... and make things worse... And I don't want that to happen... :(

Last Day Of November Tomorrow!!! :O

Hope everyone is ok...

Y'know... I hate it that I get on better with guys than I do with girls... :( well... sometimes it's good... but most of the time things get fucked up... :(

Anyways you lot... I suppose I'd better stop writing... get a cuppa... and get things ready for schoolies tomorrow...

I've just realised whyy I've been writing so much in the last couple of days... It's because it makes me feel like I'm writing something that people will enjoy... and that I'm doing something that is worthwhile...
And atm... it seems to be the only way of getting my feelings out... I suppose by just writing it means that everything comes out... and everything is in the open so it doesn't feel like it's locked up inside me... No matter how stupid things are...

But yeahh...

I'm gonna make myself depressed again in a minute if I carry on like this... I'm just gonna go...

Night night everyone

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

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Heyy everyone...

I have a question... The other day someone with the name 'temporaryscars' commented on my blog... I was wondering who that is?! :)

Wow... well I have lots more money to go towards my India trip... This woman from church is gonna give me £100 towards it!!! :O How generous is that?! :O And I sold £10s worth of quizes... so so far I think I have £118 :)

I figured something out last night... If I sleep on my left side then my jaw locks into place... but if I sleep on my right side then my jaw doesn't lock!!! XD I'm actually getting really bored with it locking the whole time... :( when I eat and everything... It's worse when I sleep though...

Ohhh I had a really weird dream last night... well... It wasn't weird... it was actually quite nice... :) I'm not gonna say anymore than that tho... Cos it's probably not that interesting to you lot... :)

Hmmm... I want to know how old my sister is... :-/ Tracy Beaker is on the tv... The same episode that I saw about 50 times when I was younger!!! And she's 14 in like a month... :-/

Hmmm... I suppose that I should probably get on with my homework/coursework... :-/ I don't want to... Anyone wanna do it for me??? I would rather that!!! Lol :)

I suppose I might end up writing more later... Probably will actually... Just for the entertainment purposes of you lot :)

Y'know I'm getting pretty bored of facebook these days... I mean... nothing ever happens on it anymore... noone ever comments or anything on my page... Seems a bit pointless...

Ohh... and for those of you who were wondering yesterday.. those last two blogs (54 and 55)... were not about Mark... Just to make that clear... :) Mark knows they aren't about him :) Don't you :)

But yeahh...

Ryan... If you are reading... You're the BESTEST big brother in the world and I love you to bits... :)

^^^ Just thought you should know :)

Anyways... Must go for now... :) Write laters maybe

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

55

I'm gutted... we used to be quite close... I thought things were going somewhere...

Obviously not...

Well done Sam... You fucked that up...

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Right.. So I'm gonna be cool and write another entry... because I want to moan... And I have noone to moan to... so I'll just do it on here...

What I want to know is whyy do guys fuck girls around??? Whyy is it that one minute you think they like you and they make you feel special... and then the next minute their off thinking about another girl...
Whyy can't most of them stick to one girl... Whyy are they players...??? Because they make you feel special then you look on their facebook and they're off flirting with other girls... Whyy do they bother lying... Whyy can't they just say that they don't like you??? I mean... I don't even know where I stand with this guy??? He makes me feel wanted... he makes it seem like he wants to be with me... and then goes on about how he kissed this other girl... or whatever... I'd sooo much rather him tell me that he doesn't want anything to happen with me... rather than just avoid all the questions...

I don't mind if he does like me and we play around and flirt and stuff... y'know... but if it then means nothing and he's just using me for the fun of it then what's the point???

And whyy the hell is there more than one?!

It's sooooo annoying...

Ohh... and then I go and say something and he 'has to go out, sorry'

Quick getaway there... Don't ya think?!

>:(

I completely hate this... I wish guys had never been invented tbh... They cause too many problems!!! Well... some of them are alright... :p But others just piss me off...

I really wish I had some kind of mind-reading powers... Like Edward Cullen in Twilight (this isn't me being obsessed... I'm just using it as an example)... cos he can read everyone's minds... so he knows exactly what they think of him... and what they think of anything...

It would be soooo much easier going through life with that kind of power don't you think??? I mean... at least then you'd know where you stand with people... and you wouldn't have to put up with liars...

Tell you what... I just fuck everything up... >:(

I wish I had a guy who cares about me... who'd love me and all... always be there... someone who won't fuck me around... Someone who wouldn't upset me... Someone who would make everything better by just talking to me... Someone who I can spend all my spare time with... Someone who I can have round in the day when I'm bored... or just meet up with and have fun...

^^ I know that's pretty much what every girl wants... but y'know...

It would be nice...

I'm sorry for all the depressivness.... Kinda hard to avoid atm... Everything upsets me right now... Absolutely anything and everything...

:-/

Ohhh... another thing that really pisses me off is when people ignore you... When you text them, or comment on facebook, or email or something... and they just ignore you... for no reason that you know of... And they ignore you for days... and what annoys me is that everyone seems to do it at the same time... so it feels like you have noone cos noone replies to you... ever... And then they wonder whyy you aren't talking to them or whatever... it's like FUCKING REPLY AND I MIGHT TALK TO YOU!!!! >:(

Grrrrrrr....

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Heyy All

:)

I'm meant to be doing my German homework atm.. But I really cba!!! So I thought I'd write... I had a bit of a surprise when I came on here.... :) I have another follower!! Rach :) Yayy :) Heyy Rach...

I must admit my blogs are getting more and more boring... They used to be mega long when I first started writing regularly in August... but since being back at school I've had sooo much work and stuff that I've not had a chance to write a lot... Noone really reads this anymore... I mean... Dan does... and Mark... and Rach... But Ryan used to read this a lot... and Callum, and Josh and Vikki, and Carys... and Amber... I don't think any of them read anymore... I suppose I should just ask them...

Although I think I've really annoyed Josh atm... :-/ Sorry if I have Josh... I didn't mean to... <3 Honestly... I'm sorry...

I hope I haven't annoyed him.... That's not good... It would upset me too... :(

I'm getting really annoyed with this yearbook that's being made for year 11... There's this website and we have to upload pictures and everything... but it's really annoying cos me and Amber and the others have been uploading pictures but they all get deleted... I got bored earlier so I counted how many pics there are of us... and there's like 33 out of 448... Loads of ours get deleted... yet there's LOADS of the plastics... it's the same pictures of the same people... and it's getting boring... :(

Oooo... I think I'm defs gonna get my hair cut before Christmas... I'm completely bored of it now... It needs something doing to it... I'm gonna take this pic along to the hairdressers and see what they think of the style and see if they think it will suit me... then go with that... it's defs gonna go shorter... Not TOO short... not as short as Amber's is now... longer than that.... but a lot shorter than what it is now... cos it's just too long... and I can't actually do what I want with it... Hopefully it'll look good... :)

YAY... Payday on Tuesday XD... although most of the money will be gone by the end of the week... I owe Dad £20... Mum £13... I need to buy Munch's bday present... I probably owe Rach some money... Plus I need some more money to buy Christmas presents and stuff!!! So it'll all be gone pretty much as soon as I get it... Ohh... £10 needs to go on my phone... Or I don't get my frees... And I can't live without my frees!!!

Well this entry is getting to be quite long :) That's good... :)

I'm gonna try and write everyday in the Christmas holidays... I think I only seem to do things if I set myself the challenge... I wonder if writing a blog counts towards the Adventure 100 badge??? Hmmm...

As you lot may have gathered I like badges!! :) I have like 100 that need to be sewn onto my camp blanket!!! That's only guide ones!!! Then there's a few Explorer ones that I've got... Performer... Musician... One night away and one hike... or something like that...

Talking of Explorers I got invested... I think I've already said that actually.... But still... XD Still gonna do Gang Show as a Young Leader though... cos Guiding comes first... otherwise my mum will kill me!!! Lol... We're going on a hike on Tuesday at Explorers... In preparation for the Cotswold Marathon... We're doing the gold... so that's something like 38 miles??? Over night!!! Lol... I reckon it'll be really rewarding XD... I mean... I walk loads... so yeahh... I wanted to do the Cotswold Marathon last year... but I had noone to do it with... and it was cancelled cos of the snow anyway... So yeahh... I think I wrote that in one of my first blogs actually... I'm walking it with Chris, Ben, Ashley, Tom and urmmm... shit... someone else who I can't remember... :-/ Vikki and Ryan aren't doing it cos they're lazy!!! Lol... :p Ohhh Dan maybe??? I know George, Josh and Mat aren't doing it... Nor are Vicky and Lucy... So yeahh... I'm the only girl.. haha... that'll be a fun night... :-/

Can you believe that it's Christmas in less than a month... 27 days to be precise... :-/ ARGH!!!
I have 93 school days left... not including exams... till I leave in May :)
And... it's... 51 days till my birthday XD Yaaaaay :)

Talking about my birthday... I had a dream last night that noone remembered my birthday... and I spent it depressed in my bedroom... Lol...

My birthday is a Sunday this year... so the morning will be spent at church, and the afternoon will be spent at Gang Show rehearsal... Lol... Funtimes :D I'll just wear a big badge all day... I had a Gang Show rehearsal on my 13th birthday too... Wow... that was like 3 years ago!!! :O

Awww gutted... it was sunny this morning... Now it's all horrible and meh outside... ): Dark and yucky... :(

I got some Christmas presents thru today :) Haaaa :)

Ooooo... I got an A in my Product Design mock XD

I'm really cold... :( Still sat in bed in my PJs :) Lol... I'm a lazy bugger :)

Ahh welll... I suppose I'd better go get something to eat... Get a cuppa and get back on with my German homework... I don't really want to... But I suppose I'd better... Then I've got my English final to think about doing... And Design coursework.. And ICT... :O

Gutted... Stupid school work... Ohh well...

Talking of schools I went and looked around St. Peters the other day :) I loved it :) Defs wanna go there for 6th form XD

Anyways... Like I said... I'd best be off... would love some comments... to read when I get back on here :)

Love You all

Mwah...x

52

Hey you lot... :)

Hope you're all ok... I suppose I'm alright...

Hmmm....

I'm quite bored... and fed up of bloody coursework...

I'm VERY sleepy right now... :(

OMG... I'm sooo pissed off with my coursework... I've done this same piece of coursework twice now... and both times it hasn't saved.... I mean... I've definitely saved it... Both times as 'Development Stuff'... but both times when I've gone to go back to it to do some more it's gone... completely... like NO sign of it whatsoever!!! :'(... So now I've got to do it again... >:(

It better bloody save when I do it again... :(

Hmmmm.... I want a cuppa... XD

I really don't have a lot to say anymore... I'm not all that interesting...

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

51

I'm bored of the whole writing the words... Just the numbers now :)

Hmmm... I don't have a lot to say... Well I do... but with the 2 current situations; I'd rather not...

I'm still confused about the same thing btw... A little less confused... As I have had some help from my friends... But still confused... And thinking I should probably just stop bothering anymore...

Hmmm... I can't remember if I moaned about my Dad getting a Wii before... But I think it might have actually been a good thing...?? It's helped a little bit with my dad.... I've probably spoken too soon... but I'm hoping... :)

Hmmm.... I'm hungry... and need a cuppa...

Y'know, I get the feeling that things are gonna go downhill from here... I really do...

I mean, the situation at school is getting better in a way...
The situation of schoolWORK is not getting better... it's getting soooo much worse... Like really badly... I'm getting so bored of school... :O I had my first day off since the beginning of year 10 on Tuesday... :(

Hmmm... my dog has just sat on me... -.-

Children In Need XD

I'm really bored now... :(

I think I'm gonna stop writing now... I'd rather not talk about what I'm feeling atm... :-/ It's for me to deal with atm...

I spose I'll speak soon...

Love You all

Mwah...x

Fifty XD

Heyy People...

I'm not doing very well with this whole keeping a blog thing... Ahh well...

Josh... do you still read this?? Callum? Mark? Amber? Dan? Anyone??? I'd love to know... :D

OMG.... She's REALLY getting on my nerves... I'm starting to dread going into school cos she's so annoying!!! Anyways... I can't moan too much... cos knowing my luck she'll be reading this post!!!

Hmm...

LONDON XD = Amazing :D

Was soooo good... Saturday evening was funtimes :) Took this hilarious pic of Josh and Matt Staite!!! I'll have to post it some time... Cos they're on Josh's taplop methinks...? Am I right Josh???

Omg... Josh and George were complete pains this weekend!!! And Matt thinking about it... Right... I hate switches being left on if there is nothing in it... so when I first walked into the hall I noticed these things and switched them all off... but those boys decided that they would annoy me ALL weekend by turning them on... so I would have to turn them off cos it annoyed me... then they would turn them back on... and so on.... Stupid OCD!!! It's awful thoo!!! Even when I was on the phone to my mummy they were being mean and turning the ones right in front of me on!!! I tried using my foot to cover them... but obvs they are a LOT stronger than me... So that failed!!!!

Tbh, I think Josh is just a bully fullstop!!! :p He tried to make me fall over when we were having pics taken today... :O And last night... :O

Oooo Casualty :D Haha...

Omg I gotted a bag this weekend, and a skirt, and some shoes, and a jumper thingy, and my explorer hoodie, and some skinny jeans that don't fit, and some lip balm (strawberry), and a christmas decoration from Harrods... XD

Hmmm.... I must say... there is something that I'm really confused about at the moment... I can't mention it on here... But I'm hoping that it'll sort itself out... :-/ I hate being confused like this...

Wow... I just went on the Wii... My back is hurting... But Wii Fit is good... :) Gonna do just fine with it methinks... XD

Hmmm... anyways... I spose I'd better concentrate on watching Casualty... XD

I'll maybe write tomorrow at some point... Although I'm going to a 6th form open evening... so I might not be able to go...

Anyways...

Byee all....

Love you all...

Mwah...x

Now this one is Forty Nine!

Heylooooo People!!! :D

Wow... I've not written for...
Urmm...

Since 30th October!!!

:(

But... I have a brilliant excuse.... I have mocks atm... so y'know... that's soooo much more important than a blog which no one reads anymore...

So... how have mocks gone??

English - I think I did ok... It was a good writing task... so I think I'm alright... :)
ICT - Well I think I did ok on the stuff that I knew... We hadn't learnt a lot of the stuff... so it's hard to say... cos I guessed a lot!
Maths - Big fat FAIL.
Geography - Another big fat FAIL.
History - I think I've done alright on that one... I did better than when I did in the summer... :) Which is a good thing really. :D

So... I'm alright...
Still got a few next week... but Obvs can't say anything about them yet!!

Hmm... :)

Tonight was funtimes... Well today wasn't bad actually... :)

I had a good day at County Day... :) Learnt a lot... got some ideas for my Rainbows :D

Then... went to the fireworks at the Docks :) It was quite good actually... I wasn't put with Vikki and Ryan... which was a good confidence booster for me with the other Explorers tbh, cos it meant that I didn't just talk to them... it meant that I could talk to the others and get to know them a little bit! :)

I'm watching the Xtra Factor atm... cba to change the channel!!!

OMG... this time next week we'll be in London :D

Woop Woop! :)

Right then... I'm gonna stop talking rubbish now... :)

I'll talk soonage :)

Loveyou all :)

Mwah...x

Post Forty Nine???

I think it's the 49th one??? Correct me if I'm wrong!!!!

I'm watching last weeks X-Factor at the moment...

Had a good week tbh.. :)

The Church Weekend wasn't bad... quite fun tbh...
Sleepover on Sunday-Monday was funtimes :) One of the best we've ever had ;)
Tuesday went to the cinema with Mark... :D Guurdtimes :)
Wednesday... urmm... Went to the dentist, then Grandad's... and Gang Show :)
Thursday was just a doss day... didn't do anything!!!
Today... townage with Vikki and Ryan... :) Then the gym... :)

We took lots of pics today :) With Ryan in most of them :) This woman obvs wasn't too pleased, because she was shouting her head off about us!!! Haha!!!

I think the three of us were jynxed today... cos there was these 2 ill people... One who was screaming in pain.... throwing up and all that jazz... and then one just sat on the floor with some paramedic guy... But the first paramedic -bloody hell... there was no sense of urgency at all!!! He just strolled over and all that... I'd've thought he would be a bit faster than what he was tbh!!! Carys... I hope you don't turn out like that!!! :p

Anyways... I'm bored of writing now!!!

Callum, Hope you had fun reading!!! :p

Lots of love

Mwah...x

Forty Seven or Something

Chipmunk wasn't that bad actually!!! Rather guurd :)

'Chip Didi Chip'

;)

The whole gig was really really good actually :D
Had an argument with Dad in the morning... So was a bit crap to start off with... but the day only got better... :)

Had a rather stressful week tbh... 3 pieces of coursework had to be handed in... But got it all done... Just about!!! Have a lot of Geog to add... but it's all fine!!! Just gonna have to stress until Nov 23rd...

Went to see Cliff Richard with my mum the other day for her bday... Was ok... Really funny watching all the old people jump about!!! :L We didn't get back tho till 2 in the morning... I was shattered, after getting up at 6.30!!!

This weekend I went on a church weekend... I wasn't really looking forward to it... But it was really quite good. Made friends with Mike, the climbing/archery/circus skills instructor... ;)

I've decided I hate myself.

Well, I decided that ages ago... but it's definite...

Anyways... Need to do some research... I'm off..

Loveyouall

Mwah...x

Forty Six

OMG... N-DUBZ CANCELLED!!! :(



I just got a text from Laura sayin that they cancelled... So now the line-up is...:

- Pixie Lott

- The Noisettes

- JLS

- Tinchy Stryder

- Scouting for Girls (again)

- The Saturdays (again)

- Alexandra Burke

- Alphabeat (again)

- Chipmunk



Chipmunk??? Seriously!!!



From the Big Gig website...:

'We're sad to say that N-Dubz will no longer be performing at the Centenary BIG GIG.
This is due to the guys being in the studio to get a new single ready.
The BIG GIG team have had no control over this, and it was N-Dubz decision to pull out.'



What kinda bullshit is that?! They haven't pulled out because of that... That's rubbish...



Anyways... I don't have a lot to say... I've had a bit of an upsetting week... But I'll live...



GANG SHOW!!! ARGHHHH!!! :D

^^ It's such a good show this year!!! :) Much better than last year!!! :) Sooo happy :)



SMILE :D



I'd better get on with some coursework now...



I got a sticker on my geog today :D Aren't I cool :)



I'm sorry I keep leaving long gaps in-between my posts atm... been REALLY busy!!! Mark'll tell you!!! :p



Loveyou all



Mwah...x

Maybe Forty Five???

I can't even remember what number post I'm on!!! Haha!!!

This is gonna be quite short... Cos I'm going out in a bit for a meal with the family... I don't wanna go tbh, cos I'm not hungry at all... But it's for Mum's birthday so I'm going to :) We're going to the normal place... Boring... Ahh well... :)

OMG I've done hardly any work today... :-/ Well... I did my maths homework... and did quite a bit of history coursework... but could've done soooo much more!!! :(

MCFLY!!! Woop woop! :)

I finished Carys' birthday pressent last night :D It's quite good I think :)

Ooo... They confirmed Alexandra Burke for the Big Gig... I'm not too impressed tbh... But Ohh well... another person to say I've seen live!! Last year it was really good... The Saturdays, Scouting for Girls, Leon Jackson, The Hoosiers, DJ Ironic or however you spell it... This year is gonna be sooo much better though :D

Can't wait!!!!!!!!! 5 Days and a few hours!!! :D

(I'm not counting... The Big Gig website is doing that for me!!!)

Ohh dearr.... He just said that he loves me... He better not start doing this to me again... :( I don't wanna go back there!!! :( Although his msn picture is a pic of him kissing this girl...

Tom doesn't talk to me anymore... (Gonzo, I mean...) I've tried... but he doesn't seem to want to talk... :-/ I hope he does start talking to me again... I don't want things to change just because we broke up... it was over 2 months ago now as well...

Anyway... I'm off... For my meal...

Speak soon

Love You all

Mwah...x

Post Forty Four

It is spelt forty?!

OMG... I have sooooo much work to do it's unbelievable!!! I didn't go to wor yesterday, because I have so much... I got home at like 4.15... and from then till like 11 I was working constantly!!! :O How bad is that?! :( And I still didn't finish all the work I had to do! :(

I had to go to the gym tonight... I really didn't want to... I have too much work to be getting on with... But obvs I have enough time to babble for a bit!!! ;)

I'm sooooooo shatteed :(

CARYS IS 16!!! :D :D :D Woop woop :)

It's 99 days till I'm 16... Not that I'm counting or anything!!!

Oooo... I have a groan!!! Don't you just hate it when people push into bus queues??? Today right, these two girls were stood next to me in the queue and they were moaning cos the bus was beings slow (admittedly it was like 20 minutes late... but still, nothing we could do!!!) and then when the bus came (bearing in mind I was in the middle of the queue) they just walked to the front of the queue and pushed in!!! It made no difference to seating... cos they would've still had seats!!!
AND THEN... this girl from Ribston had a seat for her BAG!!! There were people standing up aswell.. any other decent person would've put their bag on the floor or on their lap... but this girl just didn't move it!!! :O It annoyed me!!! Whyy does her bag need a seat?!

My hands are REALLY cold!!! In fact, the whole house is cold!!! :( I'm all on my larry... Dunno where Mum and Dad have gone... :-/

OMG I have sooooo many things to moan about... but I can't... cos it's soo likely that they'll end up reading this... :-/ I'm not a bitch... not really... well I hope not... But there's just things that get on my nerves about these 2 girls, but I Can't say... Amber will probs know who I mean by one of them... ;)

ARGH!!! BIG GIG in 8 DAYS!!! :D
- Pixie Lott
- The Noisettes
- JLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- Tinchy Stryder
- N-Dubz
- Scouting For Girls
- The Saturdays
- Alexandra Burke

That's who's playing so far..... there will be more soonage :D

CANNOT WAIT!!!! :D

Anyways... Coursework time... :(

Love you all

Mwah...x

Fourty Threeeeee

Wow... I've not written for a week... this is bad... Although I have been VERY busy with schoolies and work and stuff... :(

I probs won't write a lot over the next few weeks tbh, cos I have 3 pieces of coursework in for the same week... and it's gonna be hard to do that and this... :(

Disco on Friday night was a MEGA SUCCESS!!! :D :D :D I'm sooooo proud of me and Fliss... :) Fliss mostly... cos it was her idea... :D I love you Fliss... We raised LOTS of monies :D

Donna got married yday :D Soooo happy for her :) Love you lots DM :) xxxx

Explorers the other day was funny... Andy had to organise something... and decided to make us play card games... We played 'shithead' which I had never played before... but I won :) We played UNO... which I won :) But then we played this pig game... pass the pig or something... and it was the only game that had no skill whatsoever... but I lost!!! :( Gutted!!! But there was a few of us that got 9 points cos for every game you won you got 4 points... and if you came last you got 1 point... so yeah, I got 9... and so we had to have another game of the pig thing... which I lost... again!!! And they were all bullying me... and calling me Sem... cos apparently my 'a's look like 'e's :( Bullies... Then they played 'Chubby Bunnies'... for those of you who don't know, Chubby Bunnies is where you put as many marshmallow into your mouth as possible, and inbetween putting one in you have to say 'chubby bunnies'... I must say Josh did very well :) :P It was funny... but they were trying to get me to do it... I was like NOOOO WAYY!!! And I didn't do it :D

Like Munch said earlier... I'm a bully magnet!!! I'm bullied by the explorers... And Ben (rach's boyf) and Colin (my uncle) and Jasper and many other people!!! It's sooo sad! :P

OMG last night at the wedding party was HILARIOUS!!!!!! Donna's Uncle got reeeaaaallllyyy drunk and started trying to flirt with Kiera!!! Then he started kissing her mum!!! It was mega funny!! Kiera screamed and ran over to her mum sooo fast!!! :L Luvoo Kiera!! :p

That girl (name cannot be written for fear of early death) is REALLY annoying me... and confusing me... :( Don't you agree Amber??? She's really getting on my nerves!!! It's our fault though isn't it?! :(

Urgh... I think it's probably time for me to stop writing... and do a little bit more coursework??? :( I don't want to... I hate it that the teachers all give us coursework at the same time... and expect it all in at the same time... it's really annoying... and stressful!!! :( I cannot wait to leave Denmark!!!

Anyways... Time to go... :(

Love you all...

Mwah..x

Post Fourty Two

Is it spelt Fourty or Forty??? Fourty isn't it?!



Had a bloody amazing weekend... Great time on the Somme trip :) Took about a million pictures :) Look on FB if you're interested :)

It was a really good eye opener... and it's now a bit clearer in my head with what happened in the First World War... It was such a ridiculous war... Complete waste of life. :(



How silly is this... it costs me 12p to send a text in England... but to send a text from France to England it costs me 11p... how silly!!!



Alistair is such a bully!!!



Oh fuck... I have maths homework for first lesson tomorrow... I'll write more tomorrow night or something...



Love you all



Mwah...x

Post Fourty One

Helloooooo!!!! :D


Happy day today... :)


Yesterday was shit.... Hated it... A really bad day...


I just had a really bad day... There wasn't a reason that I want to say... but yeahh....

I did do the laser tag thing at Explorers... I didn't like it at all.. completely freaked out in there... I don't like things like that... Like I said the other day... I enjoyed the game as such... but I just didn't like how dark it was and I didn't like the noises and all that... I cried a quite a bit... I'm a bit of a wimp really!!! :-/

I'm quite proud of myself really, cos I stuck through 3 games... At least I proved that I can stand things like that... :) Even if I didn't like it...

The car journey home was quite funny though... 6 of us in a tiny car! :p Well 4 in the back... Me, George, Ryan and Vikki!!! It was a bit of a squeeze I must say!!! Haha!!!


Today has been so much better though... for no real reason... but it was just better... :) Didn't do a lot of work at work today... we just talked a lot!!! :) And ate cake :) It was funny cos Andy decided to feed me some!!! But tease me... It's hard to explain... but it was funny... :) And then we just talked for the whole hour that I was there :) Still getting paid for it though ;)

OMG... I'm actually going to KILL my school with the amount of work that we have to do... We're going to France for two days... (Friday and Saturday) to go to the Somme Battlefield, but none of the teachers seem to care.... There's like 80 out of the year group going... so that leaves some very small classes... The most annoying thing is that most of the work that we have to catch up on or do is for Monday!!! :( Well I'm planning on sleeping for a lot of Sunday... because we leave at half 4 Friday morning, and don't get back till midnight on Saturday!!! :(

Oh great, and now my internet has decided to fuck up a bit!!! :( I really need it for my geog homework that I was meant to do but couldn't be assed!!! Haha... I'm a bit lazy!!! Ahh well... I'll go and do it at lunchtime tomorrow... Geog isn't till last lesson... :)

I actually might not go to work tomorrow night... Might just come home and sleep :)

(8) You Know It's True, Everything I Do, I Do It For You (8)

(8) Look into your heart, you will find, there's nothing there to hide. Take me as I am, take my life, I will give it all, I will sacrifice. Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for, i can't help it, there's nothing i want more... (8)

Lovely lyrics :)

(I was listening to the song... I wasn't just writing them for the sake of it!!! Haha!!!)

Omg.. Disco in a week!!!

Donna's getting married next Saturday!!! :O :D

Hmmm... I'm going to be cool I think and text into the radio station and find some song that I wanna listen to... :) I think you should too Mark :p

Anyways my dears... I suppose I'd better get back to my Geog Homework??? I Don't want to... But I really should... She's taking in our folders tomorrow so I can't really not do it... :(

I Love You All

Mwah...x

Post Fourty???

Well then people... :)



Hello Callum... before you moan :p You're a star... :)



Hii Kyle.... :) Sounds like you got some stalkers ;)



Hello Josh :)



Ryan... haven't spoken to you for days... Dunno if you still read???



Heyyyy Amber :D I love you :)



Hii Will... I'm sorry...



Yay... Congrats to Carys who's back with Cameron :)



Right... I think that's all the mentions I need to make..



Ohh nooo!!!! MARK :D I didn't forget you... :-/ Ily... honest :)



I really should be doing homework/coursework/disco stuff... but I REALLY cba!!!



The disco is in two weeks though... not even that.. next Friday... Ohhh that reminds me... FLISS... we need to check that the hall is actually booked :-p



We did some cheerleading at Rainbows tonight... We did Hannah Montana's Hoedown Throwdown... and now it's stuck in my head!!! :/



Haha :D



Hmmm... I failed my biology test today... Haha! I'm soo not getting back into the rhythm of school... I really cba with it!!! Lol :(



I felt sooo shit yday... Callum made me get up reaalllyyyy early so I could ride to Murray Hall with him to do photocopying and cutting of leaflets... and then we gave them out at the Crypt Car Boot ;) (shhh) Then we went back to Murray hall and did stuff... Not THAT kinda stuff you dirty minded people... signs and things!!! I was also very cool and attacked both him and Munch with stickers :) :L

After the car boot I had to go to Cattle Country for this centenary birthday thingy... it was good for the kids... but not my scene at all!!! I feel really ill too... totally sick... Mum's fault! I was stood at the top of the drop slides for a bit and felt even more sick!!! I was scared that one of the kids would fall off or something!!! Lol... But the guy who worked there was quite nice ;)



Then when I got back from CC at like 8.30ish Callum came over to get some stuff... then we ended up talkin for a while... and walkin to Will's and back... :) About an hour later I went back inside... :L Me and Callum bitch a lot ;)



Ohh... He's back... Great... gonna have to see him tomorrow then... :-/



Anyways... Work to be getting on with... :)



Talk Weds or summit...



Love you all



Mwah...x

Post Thirty-Nine

Right… First of all, I’m very sorry that I haven’t written for a few days… The internet has been playing up a lot, and I’ve been a very busy bee!!!

So… my last post was on… Monday??? I think...? So…. Tuesday… Went to Explorers… :) We did this treasure hunt type thing… where we had to go round the area and take pics of different things :) We were in teams… mine was Tom, Vikki, Ryan and of course me… :) We went round to Fliss’ house to take a pic of her cat :) Twas funny… Ryan was tres mean and pushed me off the sofa…! :( Josh was nice tho when we were playin dodgeball or whatever it was… I started to play… then was got out by someone… but then I decided that I was comfy sat on the floor… so everytime it was a new game Josh got me out ;) Woop woop :p
I’ve never really been one of these games people… Dunno whyy…
Next Tuesday is Laser Tag… I’m going but I’m not playing… I don’t like it…

Hmmm… Wednesday… Had another funeral… (the other being on Monday… can’t remember if I wrote about that…) I didn’t cry at the one on Wednesday… I was more there to support my Mum… but to say bye to Rob as well… he used to let me steal grapes from his shop :) We finished schoolies early though :D I went into town with the lovely Amber, and we went into Connexions… :) Cos we are MEGA cool :) :p Then we went to McDonalds, cos I needed some food and a cuppa… ;) And then this girl started making a big fuss cos she found someone that she met in London or something??? Lol.

Thursday…. Urmmm… I can’t remember Thursday… Hmmmm….. All I remember was that I walked home from work… Haha… And… Urmmm…. Ohh dear!
Ohh yeahh… we had a meetin at schoolies about the Somme trip we’re going on on Friday. :)

Friday… Felt ill…. Came home from school and slept. Didn’t go to the gym…

Ohhhh…. I remember what happened on Thursday… We found out about Holly… She jumped off of a bridge onto the A40??? And got hit by a car… or two…??? :( We found out cos some people in our Geog class were crying… and had to go outta the lesson… then in History a couple of girls found out and got hysterical… By that point we knew it was something bad… Then at lunch I had to go to the ICT room to do some disco stuff… And I was talking to Mrs Shaw about it… and she looked on the internet… that’s when we found out what had happened… then we found out a name… Vikki went to school with her, until year 3 when Holly moved schools… Me and Amber recognised the name… but couldn’t think of who it was… Then last night Amber texted me and told me that we had known Holly, cos she did County Show with us for a couple of years… She was in the same dance as me… Then it was a shock… Cos I’d known her… Obvs I didn’t know her very well… but still… It’s such a shame… cos she was a lovely person… She’s gonna be missed…

But yeah… so this has been rather a depressing week… :(

R.I.P. Holly

Well… today has been rather hectic… I’ve been doing coursework… figuring out Excel, making cakes… fun stuff really… Lol…

I do feel very sick right now… I felt sick before I ate a lot of rocky road… but now I feel worse… It’s been getting quite bad recently… everytime I eat something it makes me feel sick… but I can’t stop eating… cos I know what that’s like… :-/

Crap… I missed Casualty tonight :(

Hello Josh… I haven’t spoken to you for a few days!!! How are you???

OhEmGee… My friends are takin the piss outta me…! I’ve been talking to Mrs Shaw’s son… Alistair/Jasper… (dw bout the name thing!) and when I’ve had to go to the ICT room they’re like… ‘whyy you goin there Sam??? Going to see someone?!’ NOOOO!!! Lool..
And Amber has been shouting at me when he walks past… ‘SAAAAMMM LOOK WHO IT IS!!!!!’

I’ma get you back one day Amber :p

Hmmm… me and Callum are in a bit of a pickle… :-/

Anyway… I’d better be off… early morning tomorrow…

Love you all…

Mwah…x

Post Thirty-Eight

Wow.... It all got heated up on Neighbours tonight!!! :-/ I feel really sorry for Donna :(

OhMyLife... In private study today me and Amber were trying to find dates and times for 6th form open evening things... But the websites are RUBBISH!!! We found Gloucester College and we found Archway!!! Haha!!!

My Father is really getting on my nerves... one of these days I'm gonna get soooo angry that I hurt something!!! :-/

I can't feel my foot... :-/

Simpsons... :)

Anyways people.... I have an awful lot more to say... although I've just remembered that I need to have a shower before I go off to Explorers :) I'll write lots tomorrow Because I am cool... :)

Love You all

Mwah...x

Post Thirty-Seven

I think it's 37???

It's gonna be short today... cos I don't have an awful lot to say...

Dad is doing my head in again...

As is my interweb... >:( Msn is telling me that people aren't recieving what I say when infact they are... and all that shit...


I went to Phil's funeral today... Cried a lot :( R.I.P. xx

Hello Kyle if you're reading this :)
Hello Will
Hello Mark
Hello Josh... Josh, do you still read this???
Hello Ryan
Hello Amber
Hello.... anyone else who I may have forgotten

I'm not really in the mood to talk if I'm honest with you...

I love you all

Mwah...x

Post Thirty -Six

I'M GOING TO INDIA WITH HARRY :D :D :D :D :D

Wow :) It's gonna be sooo amazing :)

Although it's three weeks with Harry... :p... Dunno how I'm gonna cope...

It's quite funny though, cos at the selection thing today we met everyone that was going and I swear they all thought that me and Harry are a couple!!! Ahaha!!! It didn't really help that afterwards when we were walking away that we were holding hands... (that's just a Harry thing btw... It didn't actually mean anything... ) But yeahh.... And Harry asked if girls and boys could share a room... Cos it's like 2 to a room... Then after he'd asked that he hugged me... Which isn't all that suggestive!!! :p

OhEmGee... I found out some more sad news today... Another Uncle type person died the other day... :(

R.I.P. Uncle Rob! :(

I met Tom today :) After all these years of talking to him!!! :) twas lovely to meet you finally :) <3

Hello to Kyle who is reading this :) (it better become a routine for you to read :p) But yeah... I'm saying hello because I feel like being lovely today :)

Wow... I have made a lot of friend-like beings today :D

Ohh dear... I've run outta babbly things to say my dears...

I saw a guy today wearin a top that said... 'Guitar players finger better' :L Looool :D

Me and Munch are gonna have our own t-shirt range :) With funny quotes on them... Just because we can... :) We actually can aswel... Cos her uncle (GUS!!! :p private joke...) is a fassion designer person :D

Get in :D

Hello Josh :)

Hello Mark :)

Hello Amber :)

Hello Ryan :)

Hello Vikki :)

Hello Munch :)

Hello Kyle :) (again... cos you can be special today :p)

Hello... EVERYONE :D

I missed/am missing Casualty :( Gutted... Harry could've mentioned it before!!! :(

Anyways... I must be off...

I love you all...

Mwah...x

Post Thirty-Five

Hello...

I hope Mum's ok... She's gone for a meal with Dad.... to try and sort some things out... Because things have gone really pearshaped atm... :-/

I'm really worried about Mum...

I love you Mum <33


I feel sick...

Amber.... I Love you... I can't live without you!!! I miss you!!! :p :p :p

:L

X-Factor auditions are terrible!!! And they keep losing the door in the Pod thingy!!!

Teaaa :D

I'm hungry...

I don't have a lot to say tonight...

Apart from that I'm sorry Mark... <3

And sorry to the rest of you who are reading my mega boring posts atm...

There's something I really wanna say... but I can't on here cos it's likely that it'll be read about and I'll be had a go at.... But it's upset me... Stupid really... but it has upset me...

I'm not feeling too well... So I'll probably go to bed in a bit...

I've got the India selection thing tomorrow with Harry at the Cathedral... i'm getting a bit worried now.... :-/ Need to remember to buy Carys' birthday pressent too... :)

Love you all

Mwah...x

Post Thirty-Four???

Not got a lot to say...

Just that it would solve a lot of problems if I just moved out....

Look Wider, Post Thirty-Three

Herrow people...

I'm not all that great today... It hurts... :'( My piggy is helping me feel a bit better though...

I've just realised that I'm watching some Simpsons episode that I've seen about 3 times before!!! Haha... Rubbish!!!

Wow... Titanic is on tonight... Now it's Hollyoaks...

I don't watch a lot of TV, honest... It's just I have a lot of homework that I cba to do right now... So I'm watching the TV... :) I didn't go to work earlier cos I wasn't feeling well... :( And so I didn't go to Grandads... :( I won't see him till next Wednesday now...

Wow... I haven't seen Hollyoaks in such a long time!!! I don't know anything about it anymore!!! Ahaha!!!

I hope Leece and Will had fun tonight... :)

Bored.

Some Conservative person just came and gave me some leaflet thingy... :-/

Haha... Funny advert...

I really hurt :'(

Grrr... that girl is really annoying me atm... She's getting really clingy... And needy... And it's beginning to really piss me off!!! :-/

:( This is ridiculous... I hate being a bloody female...

Oooo... that was interesting... Neeta is adopted... On Hollyoaks...

*sneeze*

I'm hungry... :(

Explorers last night was funny... :) Matt wanted to break one of Ryan's shag bands and Ryan wouldn't let him... obviously... Josh apparently already broke one on camp... So Matt wanted to join in... (which I'm a bit worried about :P) And yeahh... so Josh got some of that Gaffa tape stuff (I know that's most probably spelt wrong, but whatever...) and taped Ryan up!!! :L It was funny :) Heehee...

OhhMyyDaiis... The new timetable is horrible... I hate having hour long lessons... :(

Ohh great... Dad's moaning away already... He's literally only just walked through the door... :( Arseface...

Hmmm... Oh dear... I believe I've run outta things to say for today...

Anyways... I suppose I'd better go and let you all go and do something interesting :) Cos I'm nice like that...

I love you all.

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Thirty-Two

OhEmGee people... This is my last official post for my Look Wider Award... I'm still gonna try and write everyday, because it's quite fun... and it's become part of my daily routine... :) But I'm not gonna worry too much about it if I don't write one day, because I will have a lot of work to get on with... So it might be rather hard some days...

LADY GAGA ACTUALLY HAS A PENIS!!! Well... if it's not a penis I don't know what the fuck it is!!! Go on YouTube and type in 'Glastonbury, Lady Gaga, Penis'... There is DEFINATELY something there... Innit Callum?! :p

:L

Don't you hate it when people obvs are trying to get at something or say something but then go 'oh, it doesn't matter'... It's like what's the point in sayin it in the first place?!

:( And then you get worried or upset that you don't know, because it could be bad... :-/

I had to throw away a cuppa today... :( It was gonna be really nice aswell... :( But I didn't have time to drink it... Cos it was like 1000000000000 degrees and I had like 3 mins to drink it... :(

Mark... I love you xxxx


Grrrr... This bloody fly keeps following me wherever I go... And it's doing my head in... Cos it keeps flying in front of the screen... I keep trying to kill it, but it moves too fast... I need some kind of fly killing machine!!!

I have TOTALLY fallen in love with a1!!! :D I'm a bit addicted to one of their albums!!! :-/

OhEmGee... I spent absolutely AGES on doing my Jane Eyre summaries last night and stupid MS Bartow didnt' even bother looking to see if we had it... I cba to finish it for now... We're still going through the class doing our Work Experience speaking and listening tasks...
I did mine today... I did quite badly actually... Well... I say that.... I thought I did quite badly... I got the name of the school wrong for a start!!! :-/ That was a bit cringey...!!!! And I didn't feel nervous, but obviously my body decided I should be, cos I was shaking a bit... And my voice went a bit funny!!! It's stupid, cos I can talk to big groups of people, and I can be on stage... And not be nervous at all... But obvs talking to my friends at the front of the class is scary?! :-/ Stupid Body

My internet keeps going offline... it's really getting on my nerves now... Like that bloody fly that's still flying around... :( I think it must sense when it annoys people... cos since I wrote about it, it's coming past the screen constantly!!! :(

My elbow hurts... :(

(8) Everytime we kiss I feel your lips... (8)

^^^^^^^^ Love that song :D

Ohh dear... he's getting a bit too hopeful... They only met the other day... :-/

Woop woop!!! Explorer's tomorrow!!! I'm looking forward to seeing Ryan... and like Josh and George and that... :) I haven't seen any of them for a looong timee!!!!

Hmmm....

I think I'm gonna stop writing now, because Callum is getting impatient... :p

I love you really Callum... Just like you love me... ;)

Love you all

Mwah...x