Look Wider, Post Six

FUCK IT LOST IT ALL FOR THE BLOODY SECOND TIME!!! GRRRR BLOODY COMPUTER!!!

Right then... Here we go... AGAIN!!!! Hopefully this time I won't lose it... Dunno what happened the second time... the first time I accidently closed the tab... but the second time it just disapeared... =/

Aahhh Well...

I'll know what I wanna say off by heart soonage... Even though it's in my brain anyway...

For some reason it's now making everything doublespaced... =/ Weird...!

Right then... I went to the sinmar today with Aaron, Will and Munch. We watched The Ugly Truth. It was alright... not as great as I thought it would be.. But still good... Hilarious in a coupla palces actually :) It was good to see Will and Aaron... Well... Will I haven't seen for a month... Aaron I only saw on Monday... But yeahh.. still good to see him!!!

I was a bit stupid actually today... Cos I wore my white trousers... I figured that they are actually quite seethruu cos I wore black underwear (not that you really needed to know that...) And the STUPID clouds decided to let all their water out... and the rain made my trousers go even more seethruu than what they already were!!! :(

Arwww... Now I have noone to talk to cos Josh went out... :(

Urmm... what else did I say before...???

Ohh yeahh... I said about what happened at work today... Right thenn...

Well Sandra wanted to know when everyone's birthdays are, so she could write them on the calendar (a bit late in the year really... but better late than never...) But yeahh... so she asked Mum when hers is... then me... and then I decided that I would be useful and tell her when Andy's is... cos I only know John's, Liam's, my Mum's and Andy's is... (and mine obvs... although I once forgot when my birthday was!!!) and Yeahh.. well Mum had already told her, John is her 'boy'friend... and Liam is her nephew... so I could only be helpful by telling her Andy's... so I did.. and she was like 'oooo, how did you know that? It looks like someone has got a secret admirer' I was like 'NOOOOO!!!! I just happen to know, because it's exactly a month after mine, and it's on his facebook...' I'm quite good at remembering birthdays anyway... But yeahh then Andy happened to walk in... I was like Shiiit... then Sandra said 'ooo do you talk on Facebook' I was like ohmydays!!! Yes we do, sometimes... Hardly ever actually!!! Lol... I'm never gonna live it down now... Especially since Sandra seems to think that Andy has the hots for me... He's 21 though!!! !!! Noooo!!!

Just NO!!!

Ohmylife... Doesn't it just annoy the hell outta you when you try to talk to people and they just ignore you...?! It pisses me off... Tbh, I would much rather someone say that they are busy or don't want to talk to me... It just annoys me... I also would love it if I knew where I stood with people... Like what I am... how much I should talk to them and stuff... Y'know what I mean??? It just annoys me when people assume that I know where I am in their friend rankings and stuff... I suppose I do let myself get close to people... but it's just because, I suppose I wanna feel loved... I like being close to people... I like talking to people a lot... Y'know... Just about random shit that really doesn't matter... I like it when it's like that... more of a friendship... But then there's those times when you get really close to someone for a week or so... you say some things... you think you can trust them... but then they stop talking to you for like ages... and then when you mention it to them they say 'no, i've not noticed it being any different'. That really makes me upset... and then after that things get awkward because you think that they don't care... when they might actually care... but you don't know... I suppose I don't like things changing... I don't like it when I lose people, become less close... I remember all those friendships that I used to have... and it makes me upset... I don't like losing people... Depresses me really... I mean, the new people are amazing... but those old people can never be replaced... I just wish that I could stay friends with everybody... not lose touch... or just not get close to people in the first place... but I'm a confident person... So I do talk to anybody and everybody... I suppose being confident is scary to some people... Because some people I talk to seem to get scared by me talking to them like I talk to everybody else... I don't see whyy I should treat new people different to the old people... (not age old...) I'd rather them get to know and like (or not like) the real me, rather than put on an act... Although I did read in Munch's Lad Mag once that confidence is a real turn on for guys... so maybe being confident and talkativ and shit is a good thing???

Oh fuck it I'm babbling shit again...

I would also like to say that I think I need to change... My personality I mean...

I reckon I've written enough now, and that your eyes are gonna hurt...

Mark, I'm still waiting for that thing that's gonna get me back for me scaring you! :p

I would also like to say Hiiii Amber!!! I love you so much!!! Thank you soooo much for reading my blog everyday!!! :D

I would say that to Josh and Mark too... although I'm sure they would get pretty scared and freaked out if I told them that I love them a lot... so I'll just say thanks for reading everyday :D

I appreciate it :D

Need a cuppa now... :D

Lotsa Loves

Mwah...x

Look Wider, Post Five

Heylooo Everyone :D

Story Time :D

Haha... Nahh, don't worry... I'm not gonna write a story... just about my day :)

I woke up!!! :D Well... my alarm woke me up... I didn't wake up outta freewill!!! God no!!! I would've slept for a while longer! :p

Yeahh... today me, Vikki and Carys went off into town... but not to do our normal townaging... ohh nooo!! To count cars and people and such like!!! :) I'm sooo happy that it was a nice day... even tho I got a tad sunburnt!!! At least I can say I've done some school work!!! :) Gotta have funtimes writing it all up now, and making it look more coursework like!!! :) Ahaha.
We weren't doing very well actually in asking people to answer our questionnaire!!! In the end we had to wonder down to where I work and ask them to answer the questions!!! :) It was rather funny actually... Cos I asked the Boss Guy what he'd like to see in the area where this car park is... and Andy butted in and said 'phitt girls' so I said; 'oh thanks a lot' and he was like 'oh, except Sam' Ahaha... :) This is the same Andy I had the dream about... which I dont' think I wrote in here... And it's gonna stay that way cos I cba to write it... and yeahh... it was rather weird... so yeahh... :p

Hiii Josh... :) I saw your new phone again today in the shop... I'm still like MEGA jealous!!! :(

Don't you just LOOOOVVVEEEE Facebook??? I found someone today that I haven't spoken to for like 3 years!!! :D And yesterday I added someone I haven't seen for 5 years!!! :D I love it! :)

Ohmylife... I'm soooo hungry right now... Mum and Jennifer were out till like 20 mins ago... and I can smell the food cooking... (dunno what it is... jacket potatoe maybe???) But yeahh... I can smell it... and it's making me even more hungry... :(

:O I just got told that me going to the gym would be like seeing 50 cent at a flower shop!!! How rude is that?! :( I go to the gym at least twice a week thank you!!! I might not do much other than running on the tredmil... but yeahh... I don't think it does me much good... but at least I try to lose a bitta weight!!!

Ooooo... going to the sinmarr tomorrow :D Going to see The Ugly Truth, with Munchipoos, Aaron and Will... Hehe... I don't think the boys will like it... cos from what I can gather it takes the piss outta men... It looks like a good laugh :D Will obvs let you know tomorrow....

(8) Everyboy tells me that I'm the luck one, and that I shoud follow you. Everybody tells me to take what I can see, and that I should fall in love. (8)

^^^^^^^ I loooooovvvvveeeee that song.... sooooo much :D Good old Declan :D (well actually, he's rather young... but shhhh!)

Ooooo... dindins is ready... I shall be back in a b-hizzle. :) xxx

Back people!!!

OhEmGee... I just looked at my feet... and... I HAVE TAN LINES!!!! :p Ahahaa!!! :D How amazing is that!!! I now have tan lines on my footsies and my arms... Slowly gettin there guys! :)

I can't remember if I wrote this the other day... I don't think I did actually... But yeah... I was at the gym in th Friday class thing I do... (because I'm too young to be in the gym on my own...) and we were playing 'cricket'... It's not real cricket obvs... But yeah... it was boys against girlies :D (girls were the best, we won!!!) And I was really good for some reason... had real power and stuff... But all the boys got scared when it was my turn... because on one of my goes I managed to whack the ball really hard into Dan's balls!!! :L It was HILARIOUS!!! :D After that whenever it was my turn he was protecting his balls... and so were all the other boys!!! Then even Tad (the personal trainer) ran from me... Cos I nearly got this other boy too :D Heehee... Watch out!!! (Josh, I know you're thinking that I'm really bad when we play that game at Explorers... but that's harder :p) Heehee... :D

Gahh to you too Munch?! :p

Right then... I realllllly need a cuppa... Withdrawal... :'(

Hope you had some funtimes reading :D

I luuurve yhoooo alllllll :D

xxxxx

Mwah...x

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I have been informed.... By the lovely Josh... that you can't comment on here if you aren't registered... How RUBBISH is that?! Well... if you aren't registered then email me comments or something?! Or just let me know! :) I like you know what you lot think :D

xxxxx

Look Wider, Post Four

It's me again!!! :)

I had a rather good start to the week this week! Went to workies this morning... Learnt about Andy's underwear... =/ and then went in to town to townage avec Aaron and Munchipoo! :) We actually didn't do anything... but it was fun... we just talked and pissed about... :D Funtimes much!!!

Me and Munch saw this little boy... (well, we saw a lot of them, but this has a story to it... I didn't just decide to tell you what we saw...) with his (I assume) mummy... :) It was a rather strange occurance really... because his name was Thomas (she kept shouting it at him... maybe she wanted the world to know??? That or he needed to be reminded every 10 seconds what his name was...) (maybe he's a goldfish...??? 'Oooh, there's a castle there') Anyway.. yeah.. so we saw this little boy called Thomas, and he was wearing a t-shirt that said... 'the great Gonzo' Well how weird was that!!! Gonzo is called Thomas :D Ohhh shhh... we found it weird... don't care about you lot :p

Ohhhh yeahhh... Munch 'mwah'ed at me today... I normally 'mwah' people when I say bye... (don't even ask... I dunno where I got it from) but yeahh... I 'mwah' and Munch a lot... but she doesn't 'mwah'... But she did today!!! It was weird!!!! :p

Munch is a bully... As is Aaron... Hi Aaron... :)

OhhMyyDayys... I cannot just believe what I read... I'm not going to write it on here... because I'll probs be very told off... But OhhEmmGee!!! =/

My Facebook is playing up!!! :( It's getting really annoying... :(

Hi Josh.... :) Hope you had funtimes at workies :p Ohh... and I think I found a phone that I might be able to get :D

I think... No actually... I don't... I never think :)

Oohhh, tomorrow should be funtimes... sitting in a car park all day... Counting... cars... :D (Y) I am looking forward to seeing Vikkipoo and Carys... but not looking forward to having to find 60 people to answer our questionnaires... if anyone would like to help by offering to do one then please say!!! :D

I really... really... really... need a cuppa... :( Be right back stinkers :)

Oh my life, I think I have actually lost the plot!!! I tried looking for a spoon... in the fridge??? =/

Oooo.... Softmints :D Ohhh noooo!!! The 'best before' date is today... That means I'm gonna HAVE to eat all of them... What a shame :D

Oh crap, they are actually REALLY addictive... =/

Half a pack gone already!!! I'd better go and ask Daddy for some more... seeing as he won't eat another 5 packs tonight!!! :p Looks like I'll be needing to go to the gym at some point! :p

Y'know what... I think that when I die (or maybe before) I'm going to become half cheeseburger, half tea... (well, it would have to be frozen tea... because you can't really walk around being tea... you can walk round being a cheeseburger though... not that I've tried it...) because that's all i'm eating and drinking atm... And diet coke... I'm such an unhealthy person!!! Cheeseburger and Chips... That's the most eaten meal this summer methinks... I spose it's my fault for not liking much else!!!

MARK COME BACK!!! :'(

Josh, you need to come online too!!!

I've decided I need a hair cut... anyone have any suggestions??? I think... (and that's given me a headache) that I should have it a bit shorter... bit more layered and have permenant blue streaks in it??? Whadya think??? Please comment :)

Woops... I may or may not have eated the whole of that packet of softmints... Be right back...

:( Dad won't give me anymore atm... I'll ask again laters :D

Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging is an amazing film... but is rather depressing... isn't it Amber?! :( don't you just want Robbie?! :(

MOLLY IS ONLINE :D :D :D :D :D

Ahaha... Mark just said he finds my babble nice :p

Did you know that Robbert Robertson was one of the original founders of Trebor in 1907???

No, I didn't either... The softmint packet just told me so!!! I dunno how that's EVER going to be useful... but there we go... :-/

Heehee... Mark finds my blogs interesting... Anyone else think the same???

Right then... Well I suppose i'd better go and get some proper food (not cheeseburger) and munch on that for a while... Funtimes... Eating is soooo boring!!!

Have funtimes doing whatever you're doing this evening... :D

Love you all xxxx

Mwah xx

Look Wider, Post Three

Heyloo There!!! Been waiting a long time today for this haven't you?! :p

Well I've only really gotten home about half an hour ago... Me and Dad went to see my family :) Well... Dad stopped off at this boring radio rally thing... (which wasn't quite so boring cos it got me some iPod speakers)... but then we went on to Sue and Alan's cute little chocolate box and talked a lot with them and Nanna and Grandad :) I mean it :) We talked about what I said we would talk about... Well... most of it... not the boys bit... I don't have anything interesting to say about any boys atm!!! We talked about loadsa rubbish... and we laughed a lot too :) Sue and Alan, you two are BONKERS!!! :D Alan, so you all know, is half man, half pasty (his t-shirt says so), he learns naughty 'sign language' and his ring tone is of farts :L Sue is just as mad, with her oompaloompa caravans and cat voices!!! I met Denzil... (the cat with the blog... which I will put the link for on here at some point, because the blog is hilarious, and Denzil wants to become famous!!!) but he was looking beind the fireplace for monsters most of the time... Apparently he doesn't like strangers.... (which is gonna be good for being famous!)
We only got home not so long ago because we stopped off at this restaurant place... and I was bloody starving... but the wait for food was apparently half an hour... well, we were like fine, whatever, we've ordered now... an hour and 5 minutes later we got our food... I don't think I've eaten a meal that big so quickly before in my life!!! I was that hungry!!!

Today has been full of 'firsts'... The fact that I had a conversation, willingly, at 6 this morning was one of the many!!! Josh, I'm honestly surprised you aren't bored of me!!! I am! :p

OhEmGee... at this rally thing earlier... there was this women who had REALLY bad dress sense!!! I mean it!!! Seriously... It was this flowery all-in-one kinda loose-fit horrible thing... she had a scarf to go with it aswell (which obvs served no purpose in the weather we had today) It was freakin NASTY!!

Ohh, I also found out today that Alan eats Builders Bums... (he calls those Walkers Builders Breakfasts, Builders Bums :L) weirdo :p (I know you're reading this :L)

Well, all you lot out there who don't know my family are thinking 'Oh my god, what a bunch of loonatics' well yup... Now you see where I get it from!!! :p

Hello Josh :)

Hello Mark :)

Hello Sue :)

Hello Alan :)

Hello Nanna and Grandad (if you're reading this) :)

I had a nice picture taken today actually... it's now my facebook profile picture... I didn't want one taken... But there's no point arguing with Sue!!! She'll get it if she wants it! :p so yeahh... It was a nice one of me :) Comment if you wish :)

Right then... Denzil's blog... It won't let me put the link on here... but if you find what blogs I follow (there's only the one) it's there... You have to read it... Great boredom killer :D I even feature in it today :D Heehee :)

Oh rubbish... :( I've runned outta things to say... although as Sue pointed out earlier... I will still carry on writing :)

I'll tell you what... because I keep runnin outta things to say... whyy don't you comment, and ask me things?! Yeahh??? Now wouldn't that be fun?! :D

I'm going a bit mental now... I might need to go on holiday to that place where they keep people like me... =/ Hahaa

Anyways... I've deffs run outta things to say atm... I will make sure that I write tomorrow :D Because I know people enjoy these now... well... 2 people that I know of say they enjoy it... Dunno if anyone else does???

Ohh, and in answer to my question yesterday... Mark said he loves me... so there you go :D
Anyone else?! :p

Loveyou All xxx

Look Wider, Post Two

Well hello everyone :) Nice to speak to you again!!!
In the space of less than 24 hours I've managed to get a few more people reading my blog!!! So hiiiiiiiii to Josh, Amber, Carys, Harry and Will... Those are the only people that I know about so far... so Yeahh... lemme know if you're reading and I've not mentioned you!!

Another special mention to Mark... Hope you're not having anymore weird dreams about people cutting you up or whatever it was! :p

Well...

This is gonna be a rather boring post... Cos I don't have much to say... Other than I'm feeling rather lonely atm... Anyone wanna love me???

Noo...

Ok... Didn't think so!!!

Well Ryan... I don't like you... My back is hurting again today... :( For the rest of you that dunno what I'm talkin about... Basically, we were at the field with the Explorers, and I went on the tyre swing thingy that's there... and I was pushed, back first, into this thing that's meant to stop the tyre bit from crashing into the main frame... It bloody hurt... the next mornin I couldn't move!!! And now it hurts on and off!!! I blame Ryan... cos it's easy that way :) I think it only hurts if I sleep weirdly... I said that to my mum, and she said 'the easy solution is to not sleep!' Haa... so I won't sleep for the rest of my life... sure...

Josh... whyy are you reading this?! :p You should be tidying your room... and then get your arse round here and do mine too!!! :)

Oh great... I've gotta go and make a cuppa... I'm having cravings!!! :p

I'm backk.... I fed the birds while I was at it... :) How lovely am I?! :)

Ohhhh... No... don't worry... that's not important... :)

I found £1.10 on the floor today :) Good find...

Does anyone know of any decent, good-priced mobile phones going around??? Cos I really need one... :(

I'm going off to see some family tomorrow :) Looking forward to it actually... Haven't seen them for like.... 6 years??? :( Should be lotsa fun... There'll be lotsa stories being told I bet... You know the embarrasing ones??? And there will probs be talk about boys... and shizz... And exams...

Talkin of exams...we get our results back in a coupla weeks :D Can't wait to see how badly I failed RS!!!

Btw Josh... if you decide that you get so bored one day you're gonna read my old entries, then the Josh in those ones isn't you... obviously... cos I didn't know you back then... but just to make sure :) xxxx

Mark, hurry up and get your arse back online!!! :(

Amber, I hope Becky and Mrs Chavv aren't coming anywhere near you!!! :p ;)

I've run outta things to say now... I'm just babbling... Again...

Please comment :p It doesn't have to be long... just comment :p I'm in need :p

Well then, I'm gonna stop yabbering now... I'll leave you all to get on with doing something fun... whatever that may be!!!

Love you all

Mwah..x

Look Wider, Post One

Wow, I haven't been on here for AGES!!!! Last time was when it snowed!!! That was months ago!!!

Well, obviously, a lot has happened since then... GCSE exams, courseworks... boring things like that... but good things have happened too... Like Gang Show 2009, I joined Explorers, I became Gloucester Gang Show Fundraising Committee Secretary, did the Malvern Challenge, did my Bronze D of E, Gang Show Dinner Dance, Nicki and Trevor's Wedding, went to London, blah blah blah... :D A lot of stuff has gone on...

Oh, you should all know... I broke up with Gonzo on Monday... We'd been going out for just over 9 months... we didn't argue or anything, oh no, it wasn't like that... I just thought that we were acting more like friends anyway, so whyy have the status of Boyfriend and Girlfriend??? We're still maties though... we always will be... No worries there :D
Although now my friends are trying to set me up with this boy from Explorers... Not gonna name him... on the offchance that he'll end up reading this... But yeah... Ryan and Munch think that we'd make a good couple... although I really can't see it myself... nor can a coupla others, who I'm also not gonna name... :) I mean, it's a bit hasty, cos I've only just broken up with Gonzo, and it's practically LAW that you can't go out with someone else for at least a month after the break-up!!! I don't wanna go out with this boy anyway... I hardly know him!!! Ahh well...

Ooooo!!! I'm like mega amazing... Well... that's a bit big-headed... I'm not really... But I managed to organise a day trip to Brum with Ryan, Vikki and Carys all by myself :D I was clever... it was for my Look Wider award... :D I had to organise a trip, to somewhere I don't know, and get there by only public transport... so off to the Tourist Information place I toddled and got prices and stuff, booked it online (ok, Dad helped me with that bit, cos unfortunately, I don't own a credit card) and yeah... I didn't lose anyone either... :D Record for me!!! Look Wider, if you're interested is an award that helps you to try out new things, and be more commited to things... that's whyy I'm writing this blog again... You'll have LOADS to read about by the end of August. :) I'm doing my Look Wider cos I FINISHED MY YOUNG LEADER QUALIFICATION!!!! FIRST IN THE COUNTY!!! Yeahh Mann :D Get mee!! :D I was rather impressed... :D

Hmmm... what to write about next... Hmmm... well hasn't this weather been awful for the summer?! I've hardly done anything cos the weather's been so poop!!! I think today has been the best day so far!!! Ahh well... I have done quite a bit of Facebooking... learnt a lot about people thruu their status' and shizz :D

Oh crap... I've run outta things to say... Humph... Well that was useful innit!!!
OhMyLife I miss my friends... Guys... I LOVE YOU!!!!

Hi Mark... I' know you're reading this :D Special mention for you :D
Hi to anyone else that happens to be reading this... I doubt there is actually anyone else reading this... cos noone knows about this blog thingy... Don't you find it sooooo annoying when Schools block websites... Cos I'm not allowed on here at my school... How poopish is that?! Haha... Poopish :D

Y'know what...

I don't even knooooo!!!!

I'm really cravving some chocolate right now... but it's 23.16... a bit late for chocolate really isn't it?! :'(

Mark, are you not bored yet???

I'm going to live with Mark one day :) We haven't met yet... but we decided that one day we will live together :D Wish him luck everyone :p *all the little computer pixies wish Mark luck*

I'm a bit gutted... this entry hasn't been very long... :( I thought I had a lot to say, but obviously not...

Oh great... there's something in my eye... NOT my eyeball... well... my eyeball is in my eye... but y'know what I mean... there's some obscur object in my eye that shouldn't be there... Oh bum... it's really getting on my nerves... HELP!!! :(

:D It's gone :)

Hmmm... I really think I've run outta things to say tonight... Gutted.... Oh well... that means you can all go back to doing interesting things... :) Rather than read my rubbish talk :D

*sigh*

Well... That's it...

I love you all :D


Well... I don't really... but y'know...

Mark: Hope you enjoyed this :p

Love you

Goodbye all :D

Yeah...

Urmm...

Bye :)

xxxxxx