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Well... I'm bored...

I watched The Secret Garden earlier... :) I love that film!!! Haven't seen it in sooooo long!!! :)

I cleaned my room after finishing watching that... I should've been getting on with my German homework... but I don't have German tomorrow so I couldn't be bothered... And tbf my room REALLY needed a bit of a clean out!!! Soooo much shit everywhere!!! Ahh well :)

Carys and Munch... You'll be pleased to know that I made those CDs for you today XD Cos I remembered :)

I've got somewhere with my English coursework... :) I've done quite a bit of editing and stuff... :) Cos I'm amazing... nahh... Lol... I've not done the hard stuff... just the editing of punctuation and crap like that... I'll do the rest one lunchtime or so mething... Needs to be in next monday... so I've got plenty of time to just add a few things :)

Hmmmm.... I've been alright today actually... not been low at all... Hopefully it'll stay like that for a while... :-/ I doubt it... but a girl can hope!! Lol

I think things have defs mucked up with this guy... it's like complete small talk now... we used to have such long conversations... :-/ Hope things change... I'm not sure what's wrong... :-/ It makes me sad... :-/ I might just give up with trying...

Howar you liking the changes I've made to my blog??? Added a picture, changed the name... changed the colours and stuff like that :) I got bored last night lol :)

To all who were wondering... 'temporaryscars' is Rach :)

90s CD XD It rocks :) I love Chris for getting it for his birthday!!! Haha!!!

Wow... Everyone is liking my status... 'Sam Hill Just Tidyed Her Room!!! :O'
I feel more loved now than I have all weekend on Facebook!!! Lol...

I think that's whyy I have trouble staying happy... Cos I feel lonely like all the time... :-/

I found some pictures of me and my sisters when we were younger... There are a few of my mummy cutting the grass... and some of my dad making something... Apparently I was quite artistic with a camera when I was like 5!!! Haaa... :) There's one of me dressed as a fairy for some birthday party I can remember :) And there's one of me with my face painted as a lion...

(MUNCH... 'RARGH! I'M A LION' ;) Heehee...)

There's this picture of Jennifer in the sandpit... and Dad joining in... It made me think back to the days when there wasn't constantly arguments and all this shit...

I started reading 'My Sister's Keeper' last night... 3 chapters in so far... I kinda maybe fell asleep reading...!!!! Haa... Woops... :)

Talking of reading... Well... kinda... I found this story that I wrote back in year 9... about this girl called Bella... and this guy called Danny... I'm gonna read it at some point... :) Along with that there was this other story... One about this girl that got moved to a boarding school... I kinda gave up writing that one though after a few pages... Cos I didn't know what to write about... And I just got boring... Maybe I might write another one some day???

Hmmm... it's still small talk... :'(

Right... I kinda wish that I'd not come on the computer now... At least then I could kid myself that everything is alright... :-/

See... there's things that I wanna say on her... But I know I can't... because I'll upset people... and make things worse... And I don't want that to happen... :(

Last Day Of November Tomorrow!!! :O

Hope everyone is ok...

Y'know... I hate it that I get on better with guys than I do with girls... :( well... sometimes it's good... but most of the time things get fucked up... :(

Anyways you lot... I suppose I'd better stop writing... get a cuppa... and get things ready for schoolies tomorrow...

I've just realised whyy I've been writing so much in the last couple of days... It's because it makes me feel like I'm writing something that people will enjoy... and that I'm doing something that is worthwhile...
And atm... it seems to be the only way of getting my feelings out... I suppose by just writing it means that everything comes out... and everything is in the open so it doesn't feel like it's locked up inside me... No matter how stupid things are...

But yeahh...

I'm gonna make myself depressed again in a minute if I carry on like this... I'm just gonna go...

Night night everyone

Loveyou all

Mwah...x