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Right.. So I'm gonna be cool and write another entry... because I want to moan... And I have noone to moan to... so I'll just do it on here...

What I want to know is whyy do guys fuck girls around??? Whyy is it that one minute you think they like you and they make you feel special... and then the next minute their off thinking about another girl...
Whyy can't most of them stick to one girl... Whyy are they players...??? Because they make you feel special then you look on their facebook and they're off flirting with other girls... Whyy do they bother lying... Whyy can't they just say that they don't like you??? I mean... I don't even know where I stand with this guy??? He makes me feel wanted... he makes it seem like he wants to be with me... and then goes on about how he kissed this other girl... or whatever... I'd sooo much rather him tell me that he doesn't want anything to happen with me... rather than just avoid all the questions...

I don't mind if he does like me and we play around and flirt and stuff... y'know... but if it then means nothing and he's just using me for the fun of it then what's the point???

And whyy the hell is there more than one?!

It's sooooo annoying...

Ohh... and then I go and say something and he 'has to go out, sorry'

Quick getaway there... Don't ya think?!

>:(

I completely hate this... I wish guys had never been invented tbh... They cause too many problems!!! Well... some of them are alright... :p But others just piss me off...

I really wish I had some kind of mind-reading powers... Like Edward Cullen in Twilight (this isn't me being obsessed... I'm just using it as an example)... cos he can read everyone's minds... so he knows exactly what they think of him... and what they think of anything...

It would be soooo much easier going through life with that kind of power don't you think??? I mean... at least then you'd know where you stand with people... and you wouldn't have to put up with liars...

Tell you what... I just fuck everything up... >:(

I wish I had a guy who cares about me... who'd love me and all... always be there... someone who won't fuck me around... Someone who wouldn't upset me... Someone who would make everything better by just talking to me... Someone who I can spend all my spare time with... Someone who I can have round in the day when I'm bored... or just meet up with and have fun...

^^ I know that's pretty much what every girl wants... but y'know...

It would be nice...

I'm sorry for all the depressivness.... Kinda hard to avoid atm... Everything upsets me right now... Absolutely anything and everything...

:-/

Ohhh... another thing that really pisses me off is when people ignore you... When you text them, or comment on facebook, or email or something... and they just ignore you... for no reason that you know of... And they ignore you for days... and what annoys me is that everyone seems to do it at the same time... so it feels like you have noone cos noone replies to you... ever... And then they wonder whyy you aren't talking to them or whatever... it's like FUCKING REPLY AND I MIGHT TALK TO YOU!!!! >:(

Grrrrrrr....