For Ryan

This is because I forgot to mention Ryan in my last blog...

Ryan... I Love You...

I Always Will :)

So There :)

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Well... I'm supposed to be doing coursework right now... but I decided that I wanted to write... because that's MUCH more interesting... :)

Soo... Christmas... it was guurd...
My stupid sisters woke me up at 7.30AM!!! (I don't know what that is... I never seen that time... Didn't even know it existed!!!) and made me go into our parents' bedroom... We did our annual stocking opening in there... and I got:

- Make-up
- Alvin and the Chipmunks
- Tissues!! (in a funky spotty box)
- LOADS of chocolate
- Alarm Clock
- A little teddy bear :)
And probably some more things... but I can't quite remember atm! :)

^^^ THANK YOU SANTA :D

Even though I've been told... By George and Josh that Santa isn't real... :( Josh was being incredibly mean and told me that I'm old enough to know now that my Mum and Dad put presents under the tree... I don't believe him... No matter how many times he tries to tell me Santa isn't real!!!! :p Josh is just a big bully!

Then we did the rest of the day in our normal routine... Have breakfast, go to church, come home, watch a movie (Alvin and the Chipmunks) while parents cook lunch... Then eat lunch... Then open pressies under the tree... (which I'll list in a minute) Then go to Grandad's :)

Rightt...... Presents from under the treeeee :)
- Pyjamas
- Make-up
- Belts
- Necklace + Bracelets
- Chocolate
- Socks
- Books
- Gloves
Things like that really... Can't actually be bothered to list it all...

The bestest present was by far my LAPTOP!!! :D Woop woop! :) I was like WOAH!!! :D Jennifer got in a stress cos she got 'rubbish presents' in her own words... But tbf a laptop was the only thing that I really wanted... the rest of the stuff I got was a bonus... :)

That reminds me... I need to write thank you letters/emails/facebook messages... :)

Then at Grandad's we had food :) and we had fun and opened some more presents :)

Grandad got me:
- The Soldiers - Coming Home (cd)
- JLS Album :D
- Laptop case and USB mouse
- A box of Roses chocolate :)

Jan and Colin got me:
- Alexandra Burke album
- Now 74 (which makes Ben feel old :p)
- A Dates to remember book :) (I wrote in everyone's birthdays yesterday... Well, everyone's that I know :))

Ben and Rach got me:
- Friends box set :D ... Ben was gonna steal it, cos he's jealous... :p But I didn't let him!

Paul got me:
- Knee length socks :) Mega cool :)

^^^ I think that's it... Don't think I've been ungrateful if I've forgotten to write stuff down... I just can't remember everything! My memory isn't THAT good :p

I've been quite happy over the last few days (other than last night when Dad was completely horrible to me)... but I'm not gonna say whyy... Cos if I say something then I'll probably jinx it... and so yeahh... But it's making me happy atm... and that's all that matters :) I can just see a difference......... :)

Hmmm... What to say now...? Well, yesterday nothing really happened... I was just texting all day... Ohh... and I watched Love Actually... :) (tarr Josh btw) <<<< Silly boy dropped it round at like 11pm Christmas Eve :) Ahaha! << Love it though :) Good film :) Made me think a lot actually... :) About things...

Well... today is just a day of coursework (if I ever get round to it), getting things off of my old computer and put onto here... and texting... :)

Well... Josh... Have a good time Skiing :) You'd better read all these entries when you're back :) Or you're in trouble! :p

Great... Well the internet just stopped working... So I'm not gonna be able to post this like now... :( Ahh... it fixed already :) Guurd laptop :)

Anyways... I suppose I'd better get on with my work... I won't have much more of a chance to do it this holiday... Cos tomorrow is Jennifer's birthday... Tuesday I'm shopping for walking boots with Jan... Wednesday we're going down to Bournemouth to visit Nanna and Grandad... Thursday I'm going on a hike at 9 in the morning (:O) with Chris and Ashley and maybe other Chris as a Cotswold Marathon practise... and then Sleepover at Ambers :) Friday will be recovering from the sleepover!!!! Saturday going to the panto again and Sunday GANG SHOW :D

^^^ I'm a busy bee :)

So yeahh... I'd better go... :) I'll maybe write laters... :)

Byee all

Love you all

Mwah...x

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OMG people... You'll never guess what...!!!

It's Christmas Eve! :p

Well... I suppose I'm gonna have to tell you my life story since Saturday...? Well... It's been extremely interesting...

Oooo... I just gotted a text... :) From Joshuarr... (who I'm not very impressed with... :p I spent about 20 seconds writing a comment on his facebook and it got deleted :p... Ahh well....) ...Saying 'happy christmas eve... you ok?' ahaha.... I'll reply after writing this Josh :)

Right... where was I???

Oh yeahh... So... Sunday I had the delights of reading in Church... Twice... :( It was painful!!! Well... the morning wasn't too bad... It was meant for littler children tbh... So I was kinda alright.... Apparently I read a bit too fast tho... Bullshit... I was reading MEGA slow!!! But yeahh... And I had to read in the evening carol service.. which I completely fucked up... and I've now vowed that I will never read in church again... it's stupid... cos I can sing fine in front of people... I can do stuff on stage... but ask me to read in front of people and I get all nervous... :-/ Weird... Bless tho... in the morning service the little kids were mega cute... especially Josh who was conducting the choir for a lot of it!!! Not properly conducting obvs... cos he's only like 4/5... but it was cute! :)

Hmmm... Ohh.. I also watched quite a few episodes of Waterloo Road... :) I'm not obsessed with it.... MARK!!! I just had nothing better to do... So I thought I'd watch the series on iPlayer :)

Awww bless... :) Kyle just said I look pretty in my new pics :) Bless him :)
^^^ No Mark... I'm not a vicar! :p

Right... Monday... :) Well... I had my hair cut!!! Finally... It's very different to that picture that I put on here ages ago... but I still love it... :) I wasn't actually nervous or scared or anything when she was cutting it... and there was LOADS on the floor in a big pile... I was glad to be getting rid of it!!! :) I mean... It's now SOOOO much easier to handle... and I can put it up without looking like a complete twat cos she gave me a fringe :) But yeahh... It's really nice now... Everyone so far who's seen it has liked it... The only person who isn't too keen is my mum... but tbh it's gone now so there's nothing I can do about it!!! And it's my hair... so y'know.. my choice and all :D But yeahh... soooo pleased it's been done :) Ohh.. We also went to visit Debbie and Joseph and Catherine and Steve... :)

Ooo... Brb :)

Back... hope you didn't miss me too much... even though to you lot it looks like I hadn't even gone away!!! :)

Well... Tuesday... :)
Mum had this surprise thing lined up for us... I had an idea as to what it was gonna be... cos I'd only asked her if we could go a couple of weeks before when we were at the gym... and apparently Jennifer asked too... so yeahh... she got us tickets to go and see Chitty Chitty Bang Bang :) Woop woop.... It was very different to the film... but it was still really really good... :) The theatre was a bit empty... but I figured that everyone would be going after christmas... as tickets would be presents or people don't have the time beforehand... :) Still... it was really good... It was on in Oxford... :) Got info about Oxfordshire Gang Show too... So I'll hopefully be going to that in March with Munch... Need to find someone to take us though... Hmmm...
We went to some bookshop in Oxford that was closing that day... and we bought like £20 worth of books... :) I went home and read one called 'Soul Love'... It was really good... I couldn't put it down... in the end Mum had to take it off of me... But I finished it Weds morning... was in tears by the end of it... It was soooo sad!!! :( But a really really good book :)

Wednesday... Hmmm... Ohh... that was yesterday :D Haha..
Well... I slept till like... ohh I dunno... 11... then gotted up and shizz... the normal... I was cool then... and I stared sewing my badges onto my Explorer uniform... well... that didn't take a stupidly long time... :-/ I managed to sew on 5 out of 8 badges... My mum did the membership badge thing that goes on the pocket... cos I kept sewing the pocket together... but I managed to do some of the ones that go on the arms... :) I got bored after a while tho... so I still have 2 more to do at some point... I'll manage tho! :) So yeahh...
Then at 4 I went to Sainsbury's to do 4 hours of bag packing... It wasn't too bad actually... We raised a lot of monies... :) And I made friends with the checkout guys :) Lol... The only thing that wasn't so good was the fact that I ended up with a REALLY painful back... Ahh well... that fixed itself with time :) I watched Bridget Jones when I gotted back :) Love that film :) Makes me laugh everytime I see it :)

And today... CHRISTMAS EVE... just in case you'd forgotten... :p has been alright...
I didn't get up till *cough*12*cough*.... and even then I just lay in bed with the laptop... I didn't have breakfast till 2!!! By which time I was actually dying of hunger!!! I'd watched last night's Waterloo Road :) Yeahh... then Grandad (my mum's actual dad... not the one that I see all the time... he's my mum's step dad... but I'm closer to him than my real Grandad...) came round... Dad sharpishly got ready to go out to Morrisons and I tacktically went out with him... Grandad can get sooooooo boring after a while... We only see him like 7 times a year... 5 birthdays... easter and christmas... Ohh... and maybe we see him on Father's day and his birthday... so the maximum times we see him is 9 per year... I try and get out of it as much as possible!!! He knows nothing about me... and he's boring... :) Lol

I'll tell you what... thiis house is bloody freezing!!! The last couple of nights I've had to sleep in my sleeping bag cos I've been soo cold... Right now I'm sat in my sleeping bag... Brrrr... Someone keep me warm?!

Please?!

Ohh.. thanks for the offers guys... :(

SANTA'S COMING TONIGHT!!!!!!!! XD

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY XD

I'm not excited... :p

Anyways people... I suppose I'd better get on with reading my Lad Mag... :) Because it's got lots of information about you confusing creatures... I don't understand men... Hmmm...

But yeahh... I'll maybe write later...

If not...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

LOTS OF LOVE :D

Mwah...x

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Yo people...



I have quite a lot to say today... but I can't type a lot cos I hurted my hand today... so it really hurts to type... But for the sake of you lot I'm gonna put myself in pain! :p



I'm also EXTREMELY tired... Lol... It was the work Christmas party last night... I know I don't work there anymore... but Mum had paid... and bought my costume before he got rid of me... so I went... It was quite good actually... :) It was that Abba evening... I wore that dress in that picture that I posted the other week... And I wore shorts underneath... to keep my dignity!!! Lol... and my cardigan cos it was bloody freezing... My mum looked hilarious in her costume!! It made me lol a lot! :) But then again, everyone looked stupid!!! :) Liam was wearing a wig that looked more Beatley than Abbaey... Andy was wearing this big arse wig... absolutely massive... :L He looked like a right noob! :) Lols...

We had this posh meal thing which wasn't actually very nice... but then again... I don't like turkey... :L I ate some of my soup.... but Claire's husband finished it off for me... :) I told them about how I'm going to India and I hate curry... him and Abbie's husband laughed their heads off and bullied me about it all night... lol :L Claire's husband thought I was 18... he was like 'there's no way you're still at school'... :-/



As you may have gathered it was meant to be an Abba night... but 'Abba' had to cancel cos they'd crashed or got stuck in snow or something... so we had 'Britney' instead... Fine by me... I like Britney... Some of the guys loved it cos with every song the woman took off another part of her costume... it was like a bloody strip show!!! Andy kept covering my eyes.... Haha... He had had rather a lot to drink by that time... He's a very friendly drunk lol... I cba to go thru the whole evening... but yeahh... it was good... :) I had fun :) Last time I see a lot of them... so I couldn't care less how I acted :) Loved the dancing...



^^^ Oh... I forgot to say about this pervvy bloke... he was stood there... while I was dancing at the table... and he was just looking me up and down... I was like woah fuck off!!! He was like 50!!! :-/... I went and hid after that!!! Lol..



I think I should tell you about the lovely pressies I gotted from my friends :)



Amber: a microwaveable squirral/squirrel (or however you spell it) and a ticket to a gig of my choice... which is like MEGA generous!!! Too generous if I say so myself... thankies a million Amber :)



Munch: Well... I'd never have guessed what she'd got me... I mean... I didn't chose it... or watch her buy it or anything!!! :p She gotted me the Katy Perry album :) Thankies :)



Vikki: Lots of yummy noms... it was like a mini sweet shop!!! There were (I use past tense as I may have accidently urmm... eated some of it... or all of it...!) snowmen and coins and Oreos (group joke kinda thing) and balls and popping candy elves... It was lovely... Thankies Vikki...



Carys/Harry: Well... I gotted a really nice scarf which I love... so thankies Carys... :) Harry gotted me an Indian cook book... he said he expects me to use it over the Christmas holidays... At least 3 dishes..... YES SIR!!! Tell you what... looking thru it has put me off even more!!! :-/ He also got me something else... Although it's not really appropriate for here!!! Young people read this!!! It was jelly... and possibly from Ann Summers(?)... you older lot... ask via text.... or just figure it out! :p



Harry got Munch some underwear... although she gave it to me... cos it wasn't gonna fit her...! He deliberately got it really small... considering Munch has some rather large boobs! :p



Today I went to the panto in Chelt with the Rainbows... Sleeping Beauty... :) It was alright... The kids loved it... :) I remember a couple of years ago all the Rainbows in County went to the panto... it was Dick Wittington... And at one point Dick and some baddie were fighting... and it was hilarious for us adults... cos all the kids were shouting 'DICK, DICK, DICK' like we were at a strip show!!! It was sooo funny!! :L



I got a text from the hair salon today... I thought I was popular... obvs not! Lol :)



hmmm... Y'know I think I should probably go to bed about now... I'm rather tired... in fact MEGA tired... So tired I have a headache and am feeling a little dizzy... So yeahh... And I gotta be up early for Church... :( Silly nativity reading thing that my mother said I would happily do without asking me first!!! Lol



But yeah... my hand hurts rather a lot too...



I'll maybe blog tomorrow... Night



Love you all



Mwah...x

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HeyyPeople :)

I need to tell you all about Molly... She's my stalker... Well one of them ;) She knows absolutely everything about me... Absolutely everything... :p I said I'd write a paragraph for her... but I don't have an awful lot to say... Well... She smells :P


Well... this entry is gonna take a while... the keyboard is being really sticky... I type too fast for it..

thi is what happes hen i don't deete what iwrite... the keyboard cmpletely stops working... It randomly missesout letters and spaces and stuff... well.. now i want to show ou wah it does it doesn't really work... but seriously... thisis horribleto write wit...

^^^^ Well there you go... :p That is what my keyboard is like if I don't delete what went wrong...

Stupid keyboard!!!

Right then... enough about my keyboard... I'm sure you want to hear about my week?!

Monday... Christmas party at Rainbows... It was alright... although there were wayy to many adults so I didn't have a lot to do... Just kinda sat there... I was really tired though... I mean, I'd had such a busy day!!! We played games in English, I didn't do anything in Maths, Biology we watch Harry Potter, Physics we had a test (which I didn't revise for, and got 62% which I thought was quite good!) And in Geography we did a quiz... So yeahh... I'd had a very hard day!!! :p

Tuesday... Was yet another day where I worked really hard!!! Double PE in the morning... Played Volleyball... which wasnt good... I was looking forward to some badminton... And scaring my friends :p Then we had German... which I didn't like... cos the people doing the Foundation papers were treated like 3 years old... And we were taken to the library and we had to get some resources out to use over Christmas... i.e. a film and a cd!!! Lol... :) Then we had private study... when I did nothing... (after Mr Colls spending 20 minutes handing out laptops) And English in the afternoon was games... I think.... :)
Tuesday evening was good.. Went to the gym... and did some hill walking on the tredmil... although I stopped a bit early cos I'd given myself a blister and it was rather painful!!! Afterwards I went to the Explorer meal thing at the Whittle Inn... It was alright... the food was ok... I got rather tired after a while though... And I kinda think something might have happened that may have sparked some thoughts in someones head... :-/ I won't go into that though... But yeahh... was an alright evening...

Wednesday... well... it was yet another day of hard work... Tutorial; year 12s talking to us about A level subjects... Some where quite funny... :) Then double History was a doss... i.e. blaming the Cold War on Munch!!! :p Then we had Maths... And we lost in a quiz...although I did make a rather good origami star!!! :) Then we had an early lunch and then went off to the cathedral for our carol service... Fun fun!!! :-/ I was completely knackered though... I went to Grandad's house and soo nearly fell asleep of the sofa!!! Lol... And I was at Gang Show too... I couldn't wait until the end of rehearsal cos it meant I could go to sleeps!!! :D

Today was just 3 films... Well.. ICT, was normal.. In Geog we watched Elf.. the first time I'd watched it...I loved it!! :) In History we watched Meet the Fockers and in Chemistry we watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging :)

^^^ Loadsa hard work there!!! :)

:)

I've decided what A Levels I think I'm gonna do...

Maths - AS
Physcology - AS/A2
History - AS/A2
ICT - AS/A2

Soo yeahh... I don't think I'd be able to do A2 Maths... I'm not that clever!!! But apparently Maths looks really good for a primary school teacher... so I'm gonna do that... :)

Oohh... Me and Mum just had a bitch about the boss... (my ex boss)... I won't go into details!!!

If you're wanting an update on that guy... well, you can't have one... nothing is happening...
:( One day...

Ooooo... I got an A for my Geography homework! XD

I'm a bit bored... I'ma stop writing for now... I'll try and fix my keyboard...

Maybe write more laters...

Love you all

Mwah...x

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Heyy All..

Amber: WE SHOULD BE LOVERS
WE SHOULD BE LOVERS << And that's a fact!!!

IIIIIIIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIII Will Always Love Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu


XD

^^ Listening to it Amber... Just had to :)

Anyways... :)

I didn't do a lot today tbh... just lazed about... lol... :) Maybe did a tiny little bit of German... but that's about it.. Ohh... I did go to Church... Although it was a bit boring cos we were practising for the nativity thing next week... It was cute watchin the little ones... but I was getting annoyed with the woman in charge cos she kept talking to me as if I'm 3 years old!!! Ahh well... gotta be at church at half 9 next week! :O

Ohh yeahh... get me... listening to Hannah Montana!!! Ahaaa!!

Well this is gonna be a bloody boring blog!!! Lol...

I've figured that since I started going to the gym I've got stronger!!! I have muscles!!! :D Well... you guys might not think so... but it's better than what I had before!! Haha!!!

I've decided I want to go and see Les Miserablés... Would anyone like to take me?! haha... Would love you forever???

OMG.... me and my family had a hilarious conversation about nuts earlier... It started cos Jennifer asked if Mum is allergic... and Mum was when she was little... And she was explaining how when she was little at Christmas she'd have some 'special nuts' and everyone else had 'normal nuts'.... and then Dad started going on about roasted nuts and raw nuts... and I was in histerics... Rebecca caught on to what I was laughing at and kept saying 'are you thinking what I think you're thinking'.... Haaa... Lol... :) Nuts!! HAA

^^^ SOOO IMMATURE!!! ;)

I honestly don't have a lot to say today...

Heyy Ryan...
Heyy Amber...
Heyy Joshuarr...
Heyy Rach...
Heyy Vikki...
Hey Mark...
Heyy Carys...
Heyy Dan...??
Heyy to anyone else who I've not said heyy to! :)

Ryan... I'm still happy :p

Anyways people... I think I'm going to sing and dance a bit more... whyy not... :) Got time to spare...

So yeahh...

I might write tomorrow... depends on how busy I am... :)

Love You all

Mwah...x

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Heyloo peoples :)

It's SATURDAYYY!! :D Finally... well... it's nearly the end of Saturday.... but at least we finally got here!!! :) I've had a good day today... even though I've been in my room for most of it...! Lol... I slept till like midday... The first thing I did was my maths homework... How COOL am I?! XD I understood it though, so I thought I'd get it outta the way... I got it all right too :) COOL KID!

Today I've also done some more of my ICT coursework, and a little bit more design coursework... I've written most of my Christmas cards... Really hope I've not forgotten anybody... Will be asking Ryan/Vix about the Explorers... cos it doesn't look like there's enough cards there in the pile!!! I've wrapped up Christmas presents for school people (+ Ryan)... and yeahh...
So I've been quite productive today :)

Yesterday was quite a good day too actually... It went a lot faster than the rest of the week did... We had injections in the morning... Our 2nd HPV one... and I HATE injections... I normally cry before I'm even in the room... it's just this thing I've never liked... I can remember having some when I was little... one at the doctors with my teddy bear (Snowy) and I was crying my eyes out then.. and One in the library at my old school and we got a smartie afterwards... I was crying then too... And there was the time I had to have my blood test taken in year 9... URGH!
I used to have to go out of the room when my nan used to take her blood (cos she was diabetic) and that wasn't even an injection!!! I just hate things like that... I hate the thought of things going into my body...

BUT... I was sooo proud of myself yesterday... I managed to not cry!!! (I've just realised I sound like a right baby) When we had our first HPV jab I was in tears in the queue... and I was shaking... and when I was actually having the thing poked into me I was squeezing Amber's hand!!! I'm surprised it didn't break tbh!!! But this time I was sat in the chair with noone else next to me... and I didn't cry!!! XD My mum was mega surprised when I told her!! Haha!

Yesterday we also had our Mock Interviews... It was quite fun actually... That makes me sound like a complete geek... But it really wasn't bad... I had this really nice woman who was really easy to talk to... Loads of people were nervous... but tbh I wasn't... it was the same as talking to some random person at the bus stop or something... She said some really good things to me aswell... That made me happy... She said that I'd make a good teacher and she said that my CV and application form were really good... And she said that she couldn't think of anyway for me to improve...! XD She said that I was well presented (i.e. I had my top button done up, and shirt tucked in... the first time in like 3 years!!!) she said I spoke clearly and answered questions really well, and expanded where I needed to... she said that I smiled a lot and made eye contact :) So everything was really good... I'm happy about those comments, cos it means I did something well :) Woop woop! It helps that I'm a confident person around strangers :)

I think everyone must be watching the X Factor final... cos there's like NOONE online!!! Lol

Yesterday evening was good too... I didn't go to the gym... cos I went to Crypt to watch 'Crypt's Got Talent'... Was quite good... :) Me and Carys had like from when school finished till 7... so it was quite a long time!!! We took our time coming out of school... got changed and all... then we gotted the bus! :) Woop! Lol... There was this guy on the bus who was obvs listening to mine and Cary's conversation... we must've sounded like right slags...!!! SOOO many guys names came up in conversation... Josh, Mark, Ryan, Harry, George, Guy, James, Cameron, Paul, Pete... :L I said something about clubs too and his face was hilarious!!! Haha!!! It was rather funny!!! ;)

Then we had to go and find Harry... We had to call him cos we may have got a little lost :p We dropped our bags off then went for a walk... i.e. to Podsmead chip shop, which was closed till 5 so we walked over to the one by Beaufort and gotted some chips... then we walked around (the long way) to Jan's house... and said hi! :) then Jan offered us a drink, so we stayed for a bit!!! Harry then came to get us... so we didn't get raped on our way back to Crypt... then we just sat there till 7...! I was quite useful when we got there... cos they needed some scissors... to cut John's top so he could rip it off during his act!!! ;) heehee..

Some of the acts were really cute.... obvs only the year 7s... There was this magician and he got it wrong but he was sooo cute... and this other one who played this big brass instrument thing... it was like half the size of him.. and this other boy who sang some song I can't remember now... and there were these 2 boys who did this breakdancey kinda thing... They were all MEGA cute!!!
There were a couple of bands who weren't... urm... they didn't get into the final 6... :-/

The guy who won was really good... and it was really obvs he was gonna win... Cos he taught himself the piano... and the dance he did... it was a weird act... but he won £100!!!
The 2 runners up won a box of chocolates...! Lol... as did the two lighting and sound guys... Lol..

I was told that I was speaking like a chav yesterday... :-/ Haha... Innit ;)

My arm is achey again... :( Ahhh well... it's not been that bad actually... Better than last time... :)

Ohh... I don't think I risked anything in my last blog... I'm not sure if he realised it was about him... or whether he's even read it yet... but things are still ok... :)

Hmm... I've kinda run outta things to say... :( How gutted are you!!!

Ahh well... I'm sure I'll probably write again tomorrow... :)

5 DAYS LEFT OF SCHOOL!!! XD

^^^ I'm not excited for the hols!!! :p

Love You All

Mwah...x