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Yo

I don't think this is going to be very long... cos I've got till casualty comes on... and that's in 15 minutes... so what you get is how ever much i can write in 15 minutes... Which isn't a lot with this keyboard cos all the bloody keys stick!!! :(

Today and yesterday haven't been too bad... The curry thing Thursday wasn't bad... I ate some curry... Some chicken stuff that my mummy made... and Harry's korma... cos he made me eat it... It turns out I'm not the only one that doesn't like curry... so I'm alright! :p I didn't like the curry I ate... but I ate it... so that's a good start!!! Lol. :) I ate some triangular thing too... which I didn't like... But I liked the rice and naan bread :p

Friday wasn't a bad day... Started off ok... and just stayed like that... Went to the gym... and did another good workout... have been hurting today... so the exercise must be working :) Will get fitter in no time :) I should be very fit by the time it's the Cotswold Marathon :) My back has been hurting quite badly today... so yeahh...

Today I was at the church Christmas fair... :) Had a stall with loads of baby junk from when I was little and I had a 'guess the name of the teddy' and a 'guess how many sweets in the jar'... I felt really bad with the teddy... because this woman had already won it... but this little boy Matthew really wanted to win it... so he kept having goes... and I felt bad... cos he gave me like... £1.25... which is a lot for a little boy... and I knew he wasnt gonna win... :-/ But then again there's nothing I could do about it... :(

7 minutes till casualty... If I still have things to say I'll post another blog after :)

I must say my computer is being very slow... :-/ Hmmm... maybe because it's old...

Oooo yeahh... I NEED to chose pictures to put into Munch's birthday present... I have a birthday cake... and some pringles to eat on Tuesday... but haven't sorted the pictures... I'm going into town tomorrow with Dad tho... to get a couple of things... So I'll get them ordered then... and pick them up Monday after schoolies... then do the present Monday night after Rainbows...

Ohh.. And I REALLY need to book an appointment at the hairdressers or I'll never get a hair cut before Christmas!!!

OOOOOOO.... GUYSS....
(8) Get on up, when you're down baby... take a good look around!!! (8)

^^^^^^^^^^WOOOOOO!!!!!! I used to hate that song.. you guys have an effect on me!!! :p

The words to it are so truu to us innit girlies <3

3 minutes... I think you might be lucky and get another post...

Yeahh... I'll stop here... and carry on after... :) I'd have written more if it wasn't for this stupid keyboard... although I seem to type better if I tilt my head to the side and stare at the screen

(8) I AM THE ONE AND ONLY!! (8)

Anyways... Talk laters

Love you all

Mwah...x

Abba Costume

Here's the picture I promised you...

It's not very nice at all... but tbh I couldn't be bothered to search for very long... and this was the first thing I came across that wasn't a bloody catsuit!!! :-/

Ahh well... It'll be hilarious... :-/

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Well...

This week started off alright... but it's just got worse and worse... And I can't be bothered anymore...

I got a letter thru yesterday saying that I'm 'no longer needed' at work... So yeahh... After 2 years filing... getting money... I'm a gonner! I now gotta wait for the month or so before I turn 16... then I can get a bloody Saturday job... which I wasn't planning on ever doing... But y'know... I really need the money...

So I have £80 to last over Christmas... That includes buying Munch's bday pressent... Christmas pressents... £10 for credit... £10 to Dad to actually pay for my phone... :-/ It won't last...

Apparently they were all shocked at work today when they found out... Annette already knew on Monday... cos she'd written the letter... But she'd not told me cos it wasn't her place to say... Fair enough... But John was there on Tuesday... and he so could have told me there and then rather than making me work for another 2 hours... >:(

I know to you lot it seems stupid that I'm getting really worked up about not having this job... But for a start it's weird not having one... Although that's not the problem... it's the money side I've things I'm worried about... That's the only thing I care about... The actual job was boring... But yeahh... So all of you lot that think I'm being petty I'd rather you stop thinking that because I'm not.

Hmmm... crap radio signal...

:-/

I'm going to the Cathedral tonight... Well... not the actual Cathedral... This building next to the Cathedral... :) Going to this curry night (:-/) with everyone that's going to India... I'm hoping I'll cheer up a bit by then... I was in a horrible mood this morning... slowly got better throughout the day... So hopefully by tonight I'll be better... :-/

Btw, I don't like curry!!!

Ahh well... Harry is gonna make me eat some... I'm gonna eat before I go though... just in case I don't eat a lot there... Cos y'know... don't wanna starve... Even though I'll probably not eat a lot in India... Probably come back a stick... Ahh well... Who cares lol.

Talkin about India I need to think of another way to raise money because Elvis isn't letting me do a disco at school for it... :( I understand whyy... but still annoyed lol... Just another one of those things...

I gotted a solo for GS... :) And Munch did... :) And Callum... Callum and Munch have to sing at each other!!! :L I'm opening the Homeless scene... That'll be interesting... :-/ I've opened a number before with a solo... That was St. George... I sang 'holding out for a hero' by Bonnie Tyler... :) Get me... Haha... I know I'm not in dance team... It's not been confirmed yet... But I know exactly who's gonna be in it... It's obvious cos it's the same people every year... noone new ever gets a chance... Well... I mean... I've been in the show for... well 2010 is my 7th one... so I've been involved for 8 years-ish... And I've always wanted to be in dance team... But I've never been given the chance... Hopefully I will be next year... I doubt it... but I can hope...

Ohh... btw everyone... Amber is going to become a lesbian :p
(I told you I'd tell them Amber! :p)

Hmm... what to say now... Only 40 more posts and I've done 100! :p

Ooo... I started putting up some more photos on my wall today... ones of me and my maties... :) I've got one wall covered in photos atm... They're all like nearly 2 years old... So I got some more recent ones printed off at Boots... :) Gonna get some more done tho... Cos there's nowhere near enough to cover everything!!

Ohh... I got my Abba costume for the Work christmas thing... not that I should technically be going anymore... But Mum paid for it so I am going... But yeahh... My outfit is rather... urmm... short... :-/

I'll post a picture soon... I need to get some shorts or something to wear underneath it... because it is really really short... Well... for sluts it would probably be long... but for me it's short... If it wasn't longer at the back then my arse would be on show!!! And the material is very seethrough... So I'm gonna have to wear some top underneath it!!!

Anyways... I suppose I could be getting on with something worthwhile...?

I'll post tomorrow... Maybe tonight if I'm home at a reasonable time...

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

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Well People... I lied!!! I couldn't be bothered to have a shower after doing some walking on the tredmil... So I thought I'd come into the Café and write this for a bit :)

I have 15 minutes until Mummy and Rebecca finish swimming/stretching... So Yeahh....

I couldn't be bothered to shower cos I'm going out into the cold and rain soon... and I didn't see the point in having a shower just to end up having another one when I get home... So yeahh... It's not me being skank or lazy or anything... but what's the point?! :) I'll just have one when I get home... Cos then it'll be something to look forward to :) And it's gonna be FREEZING outside... so yeahh

Vikki and Ryan are being lazy so they're not coming tonight... I don't think George is coming either... I mean, he said to me earlier that he cba and that he won't be back in time from college... so I doubt he'll be there... Not sure about Josh..??? Not sure about anyone else either... :-/ Ahhh well... It'll be... fun... :-/

Oooo... in pe today I was like amazing :p
well... Not quite amazing...
We spent half of the lesson doing badminton... and half of it doing volleyball... I LOVE badminton... only because I can play it!!! I can get rather aggressive actually... The lads will tell you!!! (lads being Vikki, Carys, Amber and Munch... Long story!!) But yeahh... I get aggressive... :) It's fun... And I'm quite good at it... not trying to big myself up or anything...! But yeahh... And then we did volleyball... This was the first time that I've ever tried volleyball tbh... and it was alright... hurt a bit but ohh well!!! I found out that I'm quite violent at that too tho!! Innit Munch!!! :p I managed to completely smash the ball into her boobs!!! Haahaa! :p

Ouchies... I have rather bad cramp in both my legs atm... :(

Ooo... Sister has arrived... That means mother will too soonage... I'd better go now then...

I'll speak to you all like Thursday :)

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

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Heyy you lot...

Just the one post today....

Ohh shhhh!!! I can hear you all from here... cheering!!! :p... well I don't make you read do I?!

Well... I'd like to say that I'm a bit happier today... not a lot... but a bit... I suppose it's the fact that nothing has really got to me... I've decided that I'm not friends with Mrs Elvidge and Mrs Pines anymore... Because they are mean to me... Mrs Pines asked if we'd had a good weekend... I said... 'NO' and she confused me with Amber... Then she realised I'd said it and she goes 'Oh, well that would be Sam wouldn't it'... Am I really THAT bad...? :-/ And then in maths Mrs Elvidge told me I'd got something wrong... when she went and asked another girl she said exactly the same as me... but Mrs Elvidge said that it was right!!! :O Ohh well... who needs maths teachers and form tutors anyway?!

Oooo.... tomorrow is gonna be fun... :-/ I have double PE in the morning... And that's quite painful most of the time... Then after schoolies and work I have to go to the gym for an hour or so... then straight after the gym I'm going to Explorers... and we're doing a hike!!! So all in all... tomorrow I'm gonna be doing like 5 hours of exercise!!! :O

Oooo.. I just found a hole in my tights!! Ahahaaa

Rainbows was quite good tonight... didn't come out of it thinking that it was a waste of an hour and that I could've been at home doing something useful... Tbh, I've felt like that the last few weeks of Rainbows... I know I haven't been every week since being in year 11... but I've had loads of work on, and I've been told just to not go if I have too much work... which is fair enough... But the weeks that I have been I've felt like there's been no point, cos I've not done a lot... I mean... when it was me, Jan and Rach we all knew what each other did... we all communicated and everyone knew what to do... I always did news time... and that was my thing that I did everyweek... but things, since summer, have changed... so I hardly say anything and I don't run anythin... like newstime, because Nikki has taken the job... :( Well.. it's not a job... and I don't mean to sound like I'm not happy with her having a go... but I never do anything else now either... just kinda stand there... not needed... :-/ Tonight was good tho... cos... well it just was... ;) and I did newstime and I helped with the activity and games and stuff... I felt like a part of it today... And I didn't need to ask everytime I tried to do something... I just did it... And that felt good... back to how it used to be...

I don't like moaning about it... but I'd rather do that...

:)

Woops... I completely forgot about my German homework that I was meant to do on Saturday... but I never did... ahh well... I did half of it... Ohhh.. that reminds me, I have to print it :)

*prints*

Oh shit... my memorystick isn't recognised... :-/

Ahh well... I'll print it at break...

OOOOOO PAYDAY TOMORROW XD

^^^^ I'm not happy about that...

(8) Life's A Piece Of Shit, When You Look At It (8)
^^^ Fairplay, that's rather true...

Gang Show Songs XD <<<--------- Because I'm cool ;)

Can you tell I'm a bit happier today???

It won't last I bet... Ohh well...

Hmm... what's the weather like tomorrow people??? :-/ Better not be completely awful...

Holy Cow... It's gone 10!!! :O

Ooo... those tablets are getting easier and easier to swallow everyday :) I don't even think about it anymore XD That's good :)

Anyways you smelly lot... I suppose I'd better think about bed...

*thinks*

Done... thought about it :) Now... what to write??? :p

Nahh.. I'm kidding... I really think I should probably go to bed soon.. don't wanna be in too much of a bad day tomorrow... I probably wont' write now until Thursday... as tomorrow I shall be doing excesive amounts of walking... and Weds is Gang Show solo auditions... so I'll be there XD

I hope all you lot are comin to watch GS btw...? I'll be very disapointed if you don't!!! I know that I'll be DRAGGING Ryan there this year...!!! If you don't come Ryan I'm no longer your friend.. :p

Right then...

Bedtime...

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

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Well... I'm bored...

I watched The Secret Garden earlier... :) I love that film!!! Haven't seen it in sooooo long!!! :)

I cleaned my room after finishing watching that... I should've been getting on with my German homework... but I don't have German tomorrow so I couldn't be bothered... And tbf my room REALLY needed a bit of a clean out!!! Soooo much shit everywhere!!! Ahh well :)

Carys and Munch... You'll be pleased to know that I made those CDs for you today XD Cos I remembered :)

I've got somewhere with my English coursework... :) I've done quite a bit of editing and stuff... :) Cos I'm amazing... nahh... Lol... I've not done the hard stuff... just the editing of punctuation and crap like that... I'll do the rest one lunchtime or so mething... Needs to be in next monday... so I've got plenty of time to just add a few things :)

Hmmmm.... I've been alright today actually... not been low at all... Hopefully it'll stay like that for a while... :-/ I doubt it... but a girl can hope!! Lol

I think things have defs mucked up with this guy... it's like complete small talk now... we used to have such long conversations... :-/ Hope things change... I'm not sure what's wrong... :-/ It makes me sad... :-/ I might just give up with trying...

Howar you liking the changes I've made to my blog??? Added a picture, changed the name... changed the colours and stuff like that :) I got bored last night lol :)

To all who were wondering... 'temporaryscars' is Rach :)

90s CD XD It rocks :) I love Chris for getting it for his birthday!!! Haha!!!

Wow... Everyone is liking my status... 'Sam Hill Just Tidyed Her Room!!! :O'
I feel more loved now than I have all weekend on Facebook!!! Lol...

I think that's whyy I have trouble staying happy... Cos I feel lonely like all the time... :-/

I found some pictures of me and my sisters when we were younger... There are a few of my mummy cutting the grass... and some of my dad making something... Apparently I was quite artistic with a camera when I was like 5!!! Haaa... :) There's one of me dressed as a fairy for some birthday party I can remember :) And there's one of me with my face painted as a lion...

(MUNCH... 'RARGH! I'M A LION' ;) Heehee...)

There's this picture of Jennifer in the sandpit... and Dad joining in... It made me think back to the days when there wasn't constantly arguments and all this shit...

I started reading 'My Sister's Keeper' last night... 3 chapters in so far... I kinda maybe fell asleep reading...!!!! Haa... Woops... :)

Talking of reading... Well... kinda... I found this story that I wrote back in year 9... about this girl called Bella... and this guy called Danny... I'm gonna read it at some point... :) Along with that there was this other story... One about this girl that got moved to a boarding school... I kinda gave up writing that one though after a few pages... Cos I didn't know what to write about... And I just got boring... Maybe I might write another one some day???

Hmmm... it's still small talk... :'(

Right... I kinda wish that I'd not come on the computer now... At least then I could kid myself that everything is alright... :-/

See... there's things that I wanna say on her... But I know I can't... because I'll upset people... and make things worse... And I don't want that to happen... :(

Last Day Of November Tomorrow!!! :O

Hope everyone is ok...

Y'know... I hate it that I get on better with guys than I do with girls... :( well... sometimes it's good... but most of the time things get fucked up... :(

Anyways you lot... I suppose I'd better stop writing... get a cuppa... and get things ready for schoolies tomorrow...

I've just realised whyy I've been writing so much in the last couple of days... It's because it makes me feel like I'm writing something that people will enjoy... and that I'm doing something that is worthwhile...
And atm... it seems to be the only way of getting my feelings out... I suppose by just writing it means that everything comes out... and everything is in the open so it doesn't feel like it's locked up inside me... No matter how stupid things are...

But yeahh...

I'm gonna make myself depressed again in a minute if I carry on like this... I'm just gonna go...

Night night everyone

Loveyou all

Mwah...x

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Heyy everyone...

I have a question... The other day someone with the name 'temporaryscars' commented on my blog... I was wondering who that is?! :)

Wow... well I have lots more money to go towards my India trip... This woman from church is gonna give me £100 towards it!!! :O How generous is that?! :O And I sold £10s worth of quizes... so so far I think I have £118 :)

I figured something out last night... If I sleep on my left side then my jaw locks into place... but if I sleep on my right side then my jaw doesn't lock!!! XD I'm actually getting really bored with it locking the whole time... :( when I eat and everything... It's worse when I sleep though...

Ohhh I had a really weird dream last night... well... It wasn't weird... it was actually quite nice... :) I'm not gonna say anymore than that tho... Cos it's probably not that interesting to you lot... :)

Hmmm... I want to know how old my sister is... :-/ Tracy Beaker is on the tv... The same episode that I saw about 50 times when I was younger!!! And she's 14 in like a month... :-/

Hmmm... I suppose that I should probably get on with my homework/coursework... :-/ I don't want to... Anyone wanna do it for me??? I would rather that!!! Lol :)

I suppose I might end up writing more later... Probably will actually... Just for the entertainment purposes of you lot :)

Y'know I'm getting pretty bored of facebook these days... I mean... nothing ever happens on it anymore... noone ever comments or anything on my page... Seems a bit pointless...

Ohh... and for those of you who were wondering yesterday.. those last two blogs (54 and 55)... were not about Mark... Just to make that clear... :) Mark knows they aren't about him :) Don't you :)

But yeahh...

Ryan... If you are reading... You're the BESTEST big brother in the world and I love you to bits... :)

^^^ Just thought you should know :)

Anyways... Must go for now... :) Write laters maybe

Loveyou all

Mwah...x